i know im spamming you and i formerly apologize but that was one of the prettiest songs ive heard in a long time

whenever im high and i hear this song it kinda feels like a full body hug

And I knew you was a bitch huh,
told me dont talk my shit yuh,
I don't listen to losers,
you dumb bitch, im lucifer

don't speak my name like voldemort,
I might show up wit 4 door,
I got 5 whores, and 2 jeeps,
I stuff em all in the backseat

she seen the blood,
its on my face,
said its a bloody nose,
and she aint fallin for the bait,

I was on that corner, it was pushin 3:08,
like im prepared to die, I promise you its light,

they pulled up, and I reloaded, I'm feelin loaded,
off da henny, im scared I'll blow dis, its not that often-

that im drinking, but when I do I- start feelin' evil
I'm sorry it had to be you, thats not my reason.

Reload

somewhere in my head // prod. MTCHLR

my gf <3 - https://soundcloud.com/seem_bng

Hate Me w/ $EEM BNG

(prod by @slatervstheworld)
11/XX/22 -- lmao I forgot to put the date here
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @yami_music-533562095

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO VERSE]
Thoughts in my mind
Yeah, I see em' real clearly
Thoughts in my mind
I kinda feel alive
But lately it's been just a little bit harder
To stay on the path of alignment
 
Father once asked me if I think I'm a big man
Sitting in my room, thinking about what he said
I hate myself, and I kinda wanna die
But baby, you make it all better

[CHORUS]
20 thousand years I been lost
Inside the mirrors
Tryna conquer all my fears
I been drinking to much beer, so

20 thousand years I been lost
I conquer fears
Hate myself without you
There's just something about you, girl

[VERSE]
My baby, call me amazing
To bad demons in my mind all hate me
It's crazy, the way you put up with me on the daily
Grab the 9 and cock it back 
Take my life, it's a heart attack
Call me a snitch, I shoot the rats
Shoot the rat

[VERSE] - Yami
I just wanna die
Iike I don't feel alright
like every time I live another day, it's just a nightmare
Running from my fears cause I can't fight them alone
Holding back my tears cause I only cry at home

No, I don't like how I look in the mirror
With my blood shot eyes
Pale skin filled with fear
I look nauseous
Done with falling into love 
Yea, you broke my heart now I don't feel enough
Yea, your toxic

[BRIDGE]
Baby, I been overthinking, lately It's a struggle
Stepping in mud, been falling into puddles
The rain falls fast but at last I find some answers
To problems in my head while they tell me run faster
I'm never giving up but I have all these 
 
[VERSE]
Thoughts in my mind
Yeah, I see em' real clearly
Thoughts in my mind
I kinda feel alive
But lately it's been just a little bit harder
To stay on the path of alignment
 
Father once asked me if I think I'm a big man
Sitting in my room, thinking about what he said
I hate myself, and I kinda wanna die
But baby, you make it all better

[CHORUS]x2
20 thousand years I been lost
Inside the mirrors
Tryna conquer all my fears
I been drinking to much beer, so

20 thousand years I been lost
I conquer fears
Hate myself without you
There's just something about you, girl

Cap.Kyle x Yami, - Reflect+ (prod. slatervstheworld)

i can't save u w/ FØRD, yungcray, WINTERZ $ORROW

big THANK YOU to pano for the heavenly beat <3 @brxydenk

lyrics:
cast a sigil when i'm with you up in the coop
you ain't gotta worry about me girl, ill be here for you
smoking on that loud, pass that shit to you
imma do it for you,
imma keep my cool

could you wait here?
promise that i'll be back
i know that you love me
but i'll hold you down
i ain't got that much
but i got some love
stare into your eyes,
girl be sent from above

i be getting high on my death day,
hoping you'll be right there when i pass away
wanna give so much, but there's not much left
cause the world is dead,
could you take my head?

say you really cared
it wouldn't matter at all,
say you really cared
girl, what happened to you?
say you really care
but nothing remains
cause it's all the same,
people treat me the same

RMS Lusitania w/ Panotune

produced by: @areyougiovanni 
engineered by: @Mi3tAkE & @areyougiovanni
written & performed by: @Mi3tAkE & @areyougiovanni

Until the end arrives w/ Giovanni

To clarify:
I fucked up heavy and now I have a fear (she finds someone else/she's currently looking for someone new) that I shouldn't have. So I made a song about it. I feel a little better now but it still sucks feeling this. But I live knowing I shouldn't. I messed up, I'm in the wrong, I deserve it. Ez
- Dedamin

Oh
Fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again


My fears to lose you
I’m scared a better guy will come and choose you
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay

Are you searching around?
Maybe I’m dreaming
It is been stuck in my head
No use complaining
My soul is fading
This fear is raging

And when you find another I hope you tell me
I won’t be upset nah, I wont be angry
I’ll understand
Is it all planned?
Maybe she’s looking
Maybe she’s looking
Do I even wanna know
My skin's feeling cold

Happiness is what you need and I can't conceive it
I know that I'm useless I am garbage no "deason"
It's true
Can't deny it you know
It's true

Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again

*Voice message to a homie* (Might write down what it says soon*

4/8

Losing Interest? (prod. TERMULA)

SC3N3 G1RL (feat. @rejectcore.mp3)

backyard beetle - withdrawal w/ lxst boy

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

miserygarden collective
“🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈” safe space <3
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archive page - @beruthiel-music

RMS Lusitania w/ Panotune

kobayami

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