umm so this was just a lil somethin somethin i wrote and recorded in november cause i was in my feels, and i've been told to release it many times so here it is luhmaow. VERY VERY different from my usual and has a really more serious tone but I hope yall can still enjoi it nonetheless :)

should be releasing more bangers soon so be on the lookout <3 much love <3

mixed and mastered by @rokotensei
@lilnepsenpai did some shtuff too LOL
OG song where the beat is from ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHxEvdMjrpE

**LYRICS**
Ive been feelin in a panic
All these feelings that im feelin
Make me wanna vomit
Yeah I told her
“Baby I’ll be on it”
In my heart
I’ll be honest
I’ve been sufferin
And cryin on the fact that
You went all ahead and broke our fuckin promise
Yeah you broke our fuckin promise
You were telling me the story of the time that
We would grow and
Have a life
That was a promise
But our ship was catatonic
Aint no engine that could move us the direction
That would lead us to the happiness we wanted
Now your dead and im unwanted
All alone cause you protected me
The fact that im alive
My sole reason to exist
Was to cherish you, assist
Now im feelin nonexistent
And your feelin pretty distant
Like the sun
You were my light
You were a crimson

A candle burnt out
And I miss how you were loud
Man i really wanna scream
And i really wanna shout
I would love it when you pout
now your out for the count

Im glad that i met you
But i could not protect you
and now im feelin blue
cause I fuckin wanted you
Now these feelings that Im going through
I wish I could redo


Maybe outta luck
Maybe i should give it up
Give up life
Knowing you’re a future wife
I dont even know why
But you lovin me for me was a surprise

Now i'm traumatized
Having to realize
That its over say good-bye
I dont wanna say good-bye
I just wanna fucking cry
Let me do it for today
Cause i feel i wanna die

She made colorful art
I loved all of her doodles
But she vandalized my heart
And the paint will not get cleaned
Man I think that it’ll scar
But a little scar dont matter
Cause Im fallin apart ay

Its funny thinkin bout how
2 days ago i would have no doubt
we would be together forever
But you were snatched like a feather
By the wind called reality and I thought it would never
Take you away
reality’s cruel
If reality’s a dude
I’d challenge him a duel
I don’t care im gonna lose
I just wanna feel your touch
I just wanna feel your lust
Tragedy be hittin fast
I know i cant change the past
So i should protect the future
But I wanted it to last
Man a future without her?
I feel like a shattered glass
I feel broken
I feel like im breathin gas

You know what?
Im selfish
I really fuckin am
I just wanna feel your hand
You know Im your biggest fan
I just wanted you to land
In my arms
loved your charms
I just want you back goddam

s**cide took my life for no reason

Sleeping Alone

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黙って抱きとめて
Shut Up And Hold Me

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黙って抱きとめて (Shut Up And Hold Me)

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Let Me Go

prod. wes calliope (song available on all platforms, except for boosters if you're seeing this early hehe)

lyrics:

Stuck in this room and I cannot get out
Wish that I could live the normal life but I’m stuck in my house
And I hate this year
Don’t know how long I’ll stay right here

I don’t feel like myself, my mind going in a spiral
Everydays the same shit, like I’m in a cycle
Fuck this place
I wish that I could see your face

Wake up in the dawn
Log on, do my work
Then I lay back down, sleeping with the same shirt
On my dirt
I’m an extrovert
So it’s kinda hard
Lost so many friends in quarantine so I keep up my guard

So im running running running running in the same day
Oh
Running running running running in the same place
Oh
2021 is like the other year, it’s terrible
Hoping time will pass so I guess imma pop this edible
I’m running running running running in the same day
Oh
Running running running running in the same place
Oh
2021 is like the other year, it’s terrible
Hoping time will pass so I guess imma pop this edible

edibles

void - in my element

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