Decay

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Spotify / Apple Music

i've been good... (Prod. LaLion)

save urself (runaway)

alternative psycho

five4three2one

Who Am I?

Invasive

INVASIVE

Safe Spaces

snake bite jared benjammin

Stop The Bleeding

Look Down On Me

Lyrics:

I used to feel everything like fire in my chest
Now it’s quiet too quiet like my heart needs rest
Emotions used to crash like waves inside
Now it’s all still water nothing left to hide

I’m scared of this calm it don’t feel like peace
It feels like shutting down like I’m on decrease
When tears don’t fall and anger won’t rise
You start wondering if you’re dead inside

I keep touching my chest like I lost my spark
Walking through life like a shadow in the dark
I pray for a feeling even pain would do
Anything to prove I’m still passing through

People talk but their words don’t land
I hear voices but I don’t understand
My mind drifts off like it’s barely awake
Sometimes numbness hits harder than heartbreak

I fake reactions just to seem alive
But the spark ain’t sparking it won’t revive
Smiles feel heavy joy feels thin
Like my body’s here but I ain’t in

There’s a fear in the numb that nobody sees
It steals your choices brings you to your knees
You’re not sad not happy not anything real
Just stuck in a world you can’t even feel

I used to bleed feelings all over the page
Now they come out dull like they lost their rage
I’m scared of becoming a blank piece of skin
Same face same voice no soul within

Every day feels like a copy of the last
Like life’s on loop replaying the past
Moments don’t hit me like they used to do
Good or bad they all fall through

I miss the days when my heart would scream
When every hope felt close to a dream
Now everything’s quiet too quiet to trust
Like my feelings turned to ash and dust

It’s scary how nothing hurts anymore
How wounds don’t sting how cuts don’t score
I’d rather break again than go this numb
At least pain reminds you where you’re from

Some nights I sit hoping something will break
Something inside me will finally wake
But the silence stays heavy like stone
Numbness feels worse when you face it alone

So here I am just a body in motion
Missing the fire the chaos the ocean
I fear one day I won’t recognize me
A soul gone quiet trapped endlessly

Empty Pulse

Safe Spaces

Kode