lazy upload but fuck it
og song btw: https://soundcloud.com/ivoxxxygen/ivoxygen-fan

fanofyou

—> my main is kold1ng but i upload on this cuz of upload limit on main <—

positive danish guy who just likes lifting heavy circles and earrape music :)

i appreciate u for sticking around^^

just a repressed punk kid trying to escape

also i like bbw mommy dommys

3663 

stop fkn stalking me stop using my pictures plenty of other e sluts to use since that’s prolly all u think i am.. had ur chance to know me. u chose to let your monkey antics win. 
chose to not communicate with me and rather just obsess over my existence…that you know nothing of,
other than my taste in music n vents
that you’ve taken advantage of.. as if i wouldn’t notice. 
you base your assumptions off of whatever im listening to if i’m showing it… 
as if i wouldn’t start strategically liking songs to test you back lmfao!!! 
yr own medicine. hows the taste? don’t care. game over boo!! mwah cry 
doors closed for you. bye bye weird ass mf! u can keep wasting breath on me. ty for the fuel.

shouldn’t be that fucking hard to have some fuckin humanity.
think for yourself. 
aww bOoHoO 
u didn’t have good role models growing up? well
me fucking too. 
doesn’t give you
 the fuckin right 2 
act without morals. 
my patience n empathy only runs so far. 
esp after all of what i’ve dealt w lately that yr fuckin aware of but don’t actually care enough to be there for me.. you’ve j been profiting off of my problems. treating my thoughts n feelings like commodities. 


you’re just 
a manipulative CUNT 
that lets his trauma 
get the best of him 
and 
that’s the reality of it!! 
you have 
NO honor. 
NO integrity.

you still wanna call yourself a man. 
when u barely can keep up w fulfilling that societal role lol…
tried to help. 
don’t blame me now. 

you dont face yourself and you take it out on others. 
you 
are 
a 
coward. 

you hurt everyone intentionally to test them and see how far you can act without empathy before they give a reaction and then you can gaslight and reverse the situation n make it so that you’re the victim. 
DARVO

you take ts out on everyone. even ones that only see the best in you. 
broken mirror, it’s you. 

failing to realize. 

3663 
we as humans act as mirrors to one another. we reflect off of one another. emotionally etc.. esp
if you love somebody, 
naturally u pick things up off of them. 
it introjects. 
shitty often times but it can be a good thing though, 
this is how we learn about ourselves.. but you’re stuck in your pessimism though and that’s fine.

 i’ve moved on from ts cus it’s not seeming like you’re gonna change. set boundaries for my own good. 

you’re aware of this phenomenon n you just take advantage of it. 

broken.
mirror.

you’d rather deflect and confuse.

you’re not some dark wizard mf. i gave you a chance, maybe you’ll change on yr own time n good for you 
 if you do..
but 2 me you are a lost cause atm. you
blame it on the “devil”. or god testing you. whatever blame it 
on demons. 
yk damn well, it’s ya fucking self. 
it’s 
all 
in 
your 
head. 
grow the fuck up. 
or get left in the dust. 
whateva.. keep fighting that losing battle w yourself. i doubt you’ll learn. 
fuck you for putting me back in my trauma by repeating your own unhealed trauma 
then blaming me  for putting up boundaries when i lost the strength for it… i don’t feel guilty. i know i did the right thing. 
it’s not your fault.. you’re just retarded. get some help. REAL
PROFESSIONAL
HELP
or just keep wasting breath tryna induce a guilt trip. what do you even want huh, what’s the end goal?? 
“get her to kill herself”???

whatever. it’s over. you’re nothing. 
you’re dead to me. 
a mere pixel on a screen.
stay stuck in your own ways. 
my empathy is back, 
but i’ve blocked it off from you after this. 
you had it… till u didn’t. 
no shame. 
i am not 2 blame.
no guilt.
this is what you built. 

idgaf if all ts hurts to hear. 
it’s my truth. 
take it how you want. 
you’ve hurt me sm. 
i’ve bled bc of you too, but i never said anything ab it because i wasn’t tryna blame you. 
all ts is reciprocal ofc lol. 

i don’t think im better than you. 
i’m the same. we all are. 
how else 
would i be able to lay all ts out. 
mirror. 

thank you for the lesson/experience..
for the sake of what’s left of my sanity tho-
goodbye!!
prolly forever lol

fanofyou

kold1ng2.0