Growing Pains

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i'd give it all to give it up

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz https://soundcloud.com/lildriplildrip
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

sometimes i wish i went to college
and only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started 
getting sick of my apartment 
something’s wrong with my head 
but i just don’t know what to call it 
telling myself it’s fine 
it’s what you dreamed of
the city of angels where devils meet up
i don’t leave my room 
it’s hard to speak up
when everyone around me thinks I’m no one

i wanna dream on 
i told i my mom that i would make it 
gotta keep on 

i’m super paranoid 
i wanna make em all proud 
but i keep falling down
i never had a choice
i wanna make em scream it back to me 
and hear the noise

testing my patience 
can’t even get out of my bed 
i’m fucking breaking 
don’t know what day it is 
i’d give it all to give it up
i’m way too anxious 

i’m never breathing right 
i gotta drink until i’m spinning 
just to sleep at night
i need him by my side 
i get so scared to be alone
that i start shaking i,
wish i went to college
i wish i had a nine to five
i can’t see the finish line
i do this every time

sometimes i wish i went to college

sometimes i wish i went to college (prod. nate2timez & lil drip)

22/12/2023

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** this right here is real music !

what you mean she giving top to me
i just wake up to it aint a lot to me
and im flexing harder than a jock bully
high down wanna use my eyes full
truth is it don't make sense
i don't make plans rather stay fried
counting dead guys w my head high
at least you know what my bed like
yea i miss you can you tell ive cried
ive spent countless nights without you by my side
can you tell im not fine?
what did i end up in
what of year its been
2024
hope i return w the win
...

yet im a deadman walking
you don't see this often
i call my bed my coffin
make these excuses often.

𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓵 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓪

BILLY

800MILES

Remember Me

Remember Me (From The Series "Arcane League of Legends")

When did I get so uninspired
My silver tongue’s tied
Copy paste satire, that’s my life now
I’m so tired of feeling tired
Spend all my time just passing time

Now it’s all a list
I wake up with it clutched in my fist
Eat my pills, scratch the itch on my wrists
Dawn to dusk to Dawn
What the hell is going on?
Now it’s just the gist
Smile and wave, question why I exist
Sit in the shower for hours, repress my nihilistic urges, remind myself it could be worse than this

Dawn to dusk to Dawn
What the hell is going on?
Day to day to day to day
Pretend that I’m okay when l
Wake up, pay up, work to eat and sleep to repeat, and when I make it to the top, I’ll get to die with a gold star

Now it’s all a list
Start a song I’ll forget to finish
Check my texts, stare into the abyss
Dawn to dusk dawn
What the fuck is going on?
Now it’s just a blur
Drive around making only wrong turns 
Brush my teeth, take a leak, while I curse my enemies, try to sleep, fake a laugh while screaming help me please

Dawn to dusk to Dawn
What the hell is going on?
Dawn to dusk to Dawn
What the hell is going on?

Ritual

You smell like a summer breeze 
Look like porch lights in the early eve 
I know this star is just for me, think I could catch it if I reached 
Feel like dirty ripped blue jeans 
Like red stained tongues and scraped up knees or growing pains that run bone deep
Hell, I would love to catch you in my hands 

I wanna catch you in my hands
I’m gonna catch you in my

Soft now, careful
I’ll be gentle
Sleep my darling
I’ll be watching

I saw love in your eyes
But love’s the stars we steal from the sky

You’re my firefly, I need you here
This time I’ll poke some holes for air
I know that stars will set and rise, but I can keep you through the night
Cause I’ve got wishes, if you’re true
You could bring a smile back to the moon
And then I’m sure I’d smile too
I need to catch you in my hands

I think I’ll keep you
Mark me like a tattoo 
I know I act before I think, I scraped my knees to get you
Twinkle, twinkle, flying star
You shine for me, don’t stray too far

I saw love in your eye
But love’s the stars we steal from the sky

Firefly

White cape, cover the face, lay and
Taste where the black light stains you
When I misbehave, I’ll be sure to catch you
Flying in with fresh scrubbed skin
Why you’re so perfect, dying just to
Save me, or dying to be seen… or wiped clean?
What dramatic irony
When you smile, not so innocent
Backlit eyes, not so innocent
Good Samaritan just had to stay and taste

You’re so hollow, perfectly cold (case)
Came to rescue, came to save me, had to stay, just had to, can you taste yourself on my tongue?
When you touch me, you’re so evil, try to ignore that familiar face reflected in my eye

I’m insane, but you’re in deep, so who’s more in now, you or me? We’ll see
Come to save me? You’re so sweet, so how come you light up when you hear me scream?
You’re so perfect, white cape reeks of bleach, so perfect, dying to be seen, dyed white 
Had to save me, had to stay, had to face down, fess up, you know you’re not free, no

Save Me

Fall

So Blue (For You)


I say yes
I do understand 
You deserve it
And I don’t 
Catch those bowls 
That are yours 
And present them
It’s a show 
Don’t you know
Oh come on
You do want it
As I do 
Yes it’s true
It’s true
They are blue
Incredibly blue
For you

And I hope you’re happy
So happy for everything 
Can’t you see
I made it for you 
It’s for you
For you 

I say yes
I do understand 
You deserve it
And I don’t 
It’s an alternative kiss
The way we meet
Every time that I dream
With my open eyes 
Staring In your open eyes
Until you smile it away 
Oh come on
You do want it
As I do 
Yes it’s true
It’s true
They are all blue
Incredibly blue
For you

And I hope you’re happy
So happy for everything 
Can’t you see
I made it for you 
It’s for you
For you 

But you’re never happy 
And I feel blue
So blue
For you

You’re never happy 
And my life is blue
So blue 
Because of you

And in the end I know 
That I 
I feel blue
So blue 
For you
For you

You’re never happy 
And my life is blue
So blue 
Because of you

And in the end I know 
That I 
I’m not happy at all

So Blue (For You)

Tangerine Soul

Crisis Kid

Curse Of Creation

Chase the bag. Never chase a bitch. Unless that bitch is me.

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