GYPSY SHAWTY (Prod. SAMSTONEE)

Lyrics:

And if I die don't say I'm in a better place
Cause I've achieved nothing inside the sphere of time and space
I'm tired of the race impatient for the promised days
I'm rarely embraced so love and hate is interlaced

And heaven don't exist but if it did it wouldn't matter
I think I'm on a one way trip down Jacob's ladder
He's lonely and broke so tell me which of each is sadder
These women don't care they only want a man with status

Where is the prize I'm paying with the cost of life
The pain and the pressure I feel it preying on my might
I'm done with the lectures I think I know my wrong from right
So paint me the villain for which I'm swiftly crucified

And if I die

I hope my image burns right into every surface
For the visions planted in my head such lies I have no purpose
Nervous energy has kept me to myself and made me worthless
Have no friends just future enemies can't see below the Service
Forced to work this shitty industry it feeds the drug addictions
Snarky pricks keep looking down on me could never see my visions
simple minded climbing up the steps and look like hypocrites
I think I'm different cause i see the bowl that we keep all the fish in

I'm biting back its all I know I got my demon armor on so I can be there at the show
I try to hone my skills but wonder if I ever grow
Never really wanna rap but it puts food upon the stove

So here I go

And when I die don't say that you will ever miss me every day I walk on eggshells waiting for another hit piece
Fucking hippies,
Think we living up in hell is why I'm sick of feeling frail
 And often sickly must prevail
I gotta get this money mail

(Chorus)

Trapped in the daze of the cat piss basement
Mice in the ceiling, Concrete caged In
I can't see through the minimum wages
I can't feel anything but faceless
(X2)

TRAPPED IN THE DAZE (PROD. SAINT KEEN)

quicker than a thunderbolt the cold rolls in
and the birds dont sing in the winter
its a mystery to me
why I could never just sleep
without having bad dreams
Im just sensitive it seems
its a long running theme
cut and run from everything
try to find my self worth
never smile in my pictures
Im too honest when it hurts
heavy in the heart until it fuckin bursts
try to toughen up my shell
until Im buried in the fuckin dirt
sometimes I wish I was never born onto the earth
but I do not want to give away the memories and mirth
fighting tooth and nail through out my life
until Im in a hearse
growing older like a photo
but I will not fade in color no
never lack in love
I keep my head just right above
just hold my hand and pull me over
change my luck its like a clover
I can feel it gettin closer
and my struggles not in vain 
close the wound and watch it rain
wash away the years of pain
pack away these years of pain

HEAVY HEARTS

(LYRICS)

(SCREW):

Forgive me God I'm losing hope 
sober thinking bout that dope 
lost im looking at that rope 
lost and also feeling cold 
sad and feeling all alone 
tired never feel at home
ain't no peace up in my soul
pls god I can't take no mo

yes I'm on a mission trynna make it but I fucking can't these demons on my fucking back and I just wanna let em in 
depression taking over my body like no please not again I'm all alone up in the dark I'm thinking bout the fucking end 

what you know about this pain
what you know about this shame
what you know about the darkness
what you know about the rain 
what you know about depression 
what you know about that hate
if you wanna know then look upon my fucking face 

5am up in the night im searching for the fucking light these voice in my fucking will never let me win a fight I'm thinking if I end my life then maybe it'll be alright but then again I must not lose I must now win   until I die 

look into my fucking eyes 
see I wanna wanna fucking die
suicide be on my mind 
creeping in my thoughts at night 
make me wanna say goodbye 
leave this motherfucking life
never know what's wrong or right
take me to the fucking light 

I can't take this shit my wrists are slit the blood is dripping down my shin the memories I can't forget you left me I cannot pretend until the darkness takes us in i promise there wont be no end until the end im on my knees pls god forgive me for my sins

cause mane I'm feeling hopeless 
up in my mind ferocious
please god come on and save us
cause I can't fucking take thus
I'm feel like you hate us 
why do you have to blame us 
but still I'm feeling thankful 
thankful cause you made us

but still I'm feeling hopeless x555







HOPE/LESS (PROD.BY BAD SOUL)

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yeah Im a head case
what the fuck you know about it
talk about my life
like you placed a fuckin bet on it
get the fuck out my face
you aint my friend
you aint about it
this is how we live
this is how we fuckin die
you dont hold the wheel
you forgot your fuckin drive bitch
take a look around
all your friends are fuckin counterfeit 
hit some bad luck
watch em never even give a shit
break your fuckin back
workin day in out
watch ya life fade away
whos the one who pays now
blow a fuckin head gasket
disconnect the speakers
cannot hear the shit you speakin
my dirty blood is flowin
get down in the pit
get yo head split rest in piss
rather post up in the trenches
then some diamonds on my wrist
I just wanna feel a rush
I just wanna see the drive
I just wanna see the blood

Head Case

WHITEYE$ & SCREW - BUZZED AS A MOTHA FUCKA [ Prod. WHITEYE$ ]

CHOZEN X TRILOQUIST WAX ON WAX OFF (prod.brainmatter)

BERNIEMACELEVEN - NO MERCY (FEAT. MOYTANIC & BABYKRUEGER)

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SHOUT OUT @tundramane

KOSTE
Trying my best to clean up the mess 
But all of these reasons that cling to my brain 
Be telling me I don't deserve all the pleasures of life while you aimlessly walk through the cleanest of planes
I want to evolve I don't want to fall 
I work towards breaking through all of these wall
The endless abyss of the darkness I'm searching for life far beyond the generic revolve 
The art of perception now what is the message
Nothing I say you internalize so what the fuck is the point to pour all of my thoughts and emotions to see that I'm damaged 
Trying not to give a fuck 
As I'm screaming through the mud 
Is there hope past the surface of my grave or am I stuck 
Am i destined for the worst 
I wont beg to stop the hurt 
drag myself into the depths to get my family of the dirt

TUNDRAMANE
drilling real deep and Im watching it spill
all of my dreams they will burst out as real
spilling my blood on the portrait its beautiful
cannot imagine my will its unmovable 
people may think that my thoughts are just juvenile
I am the catylyst I am the crucible
crossing the thresh hold from nothing to liminal 
lay it out flat cause Im never subliminal
fuck fuck  fuck everyone
every body wanna talk about a perfect life
never knew the struggle and you never knew the strife
bet you gonna let it kill you filled with spite
out with the old friends in with new 
comin together we gonna break right through 
tearing through your fuckin city
teddy tagging with graffiti
koste is ripping everybody 
nothin but his voice so
turn your lights on
turn your lights on
shine em on

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KOSTE

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