cut you (prod. eme)

dirt (prod. crssllia)

red card (prod. shishastopsippin)

No matter where you move, your home is always with you. 

Misery (Prod r1ver)

mix of genres kinda

1. my love
2. stupid ugly outsider
3. summer bf
4. what'd he tell you?
5. beautiful yellow sunflower
6. dont talk
7. got hurt and its all my fault
8. i jus want my bag up
9. black_hair_2

25/03/25 demos

$UICIDEBOY$ - MISERY IN WAKING HOURS REMIX BY EMPTYY

nevr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja, nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell] +inveja nd netrunner

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/233560402_Neramexane_A_moderate-affinity_NMDA_receptor_channel_blocker_New_prospects_and_indications

prod @yuracual w/ extra frm me

brain all damned, nd i swear2 gawd
tired of words cuz they make me feel off
all the neuropathy, guess how im gon rot
neramexane to my tinnitus, get it out
get it off, ears ringin, screechin metal wit da saw
breakin all they brains wit heretical law
do yu understand what im speakin? nahh ah ahhh
head over heels like ahh ah ahhh
skin me wit ya nails bih, leave a mark
rather see blood now, fill my heart
sick of coughin up phlegm in the dark
wakin up, screamin like a draugr thrall
luv how she see right thru the art
luv how she see thru me

draugr thrall [neramexane] +yuracual

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage +yuracual

i'm sorry i made you cry

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles

avexian biotechnician
@avexacortexa

wisdom | research | evolution

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