@searingthrume @histarkey

everything inside my room i wanna break it
getting tight around my skin just like a face lift
blood wrapped around my wrist like a bracelet
cut up 2 lines imma face it


every single day just feel the same
why am i this way i can feel ur pain
im crying in the rain i feel it in my veins

ive been stuck inside my head for way too long now
been a while since i wrote a fucking song down
kick the bucket hope somebody give a fuck now
i’ve been waiting for the day they put me in the ground

paresthesia // lesions x histarkey

miseryprism - cyclohexanone

my nerves are but a stepping stone .
produced by @1812922

ion got time4 how yu move
i don't got time4 how yu move, jus go.
nd the way that i been livin.. it been gettn old.
turnt up like shi, i'ma turn up, throw a fit.
bump it up, turn it up til i can't hear a thing
i don't wanna hear shit, i don't wanna feel shit
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing

way too much fuckn stress
don't know how2 handle that
'member where i put the meds?
my head is such a mess
somethin yu cannot comprehend
nothing on server, contraband
network lurker, my fucking plan?
to suffocate, digi sand-
gon kill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon kill me, my head-

Passion For Dejection [Prod. Blank Body] ##AvexaCortexa

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition [ miseryprism ]

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

prod @searingthrume + additional from me

baby im far gone off that roxy 
my blood need embutrimide
feels just like euthanasia 
your not by my side, never felt so alone
your nails in my skin, never felt so alive
drowning in agony i cant survive

dextromoamoride, glutethimide
burn me with your ciggerettes 
miss that look in your eyes 
girl im so sorry that i made a mess
556s flying through his ass imma make a mess

always seldom, hate my self, filled up with regret
dont care bout anything, idk if u could tell
i might end it all, love it when i fall
imma pop a perc and forget about it all
i cant it feel at all, i understand it all
dipyanone, in my body
god i need her effection, feels like ecstasy
GABAergics freezing all my neurons up in place
dissociative anesthetia, my brain filled with MXPCP 
how these drugs have my body, thats just my ambrosia
walk in that bitch like pivarova, he gon fall like ruslana korshunova
i cant ever sleep, all i want for us is u to talk to me
762 rip through bone put his ass straight to sleep

wish you could come over
when will all of this be over
dont ever think im sober
all i ever do is mourn her
he gon be on that stretcher cause 
i got that keltec ripping shoulders

netrunner - isolation paranoia | isotonitazene [ lesions miseryprism ]

miseryprism [ @dancinginrainfall ]

we dont fool around
im not from this goddamn place
keep that pressure on that bitch, let go, no no
wet the whole damn block up
mxpcp in my goddamn blood, today
got that fucking primidone in my blood, no no
keep that fye safe on me, if u talk immma spaz
sniff that coke off ur skin, lil bitch so bad
my instincts touch my body baby this the only way



yeah right
in that bitch, gung-ho
woah woah,no no
aim right between his eyes
walk in that bitch too high
right up in my eye
hate my fucking life
im the main thing u despise
oripavine
hate my fucking life
they all know when im outside
rail that fucking line
bitch dont ask me twice
walk in that bitch too high
red dot right between his eyes
i know u fucking lying
too much gluthimide
move to the right
too much primidone bitch im falling through the damn floor
fuck that bitch like a whore
too much amphetamine, head spinning
itching like a dope fiend
iv up that etorphine
nmda antagonize me
got my own damn paparazzi 
tell that bitch to tranquilize me
dont act like u know me
deadman walking, beware we roaming
wrapped in balmain
keltec on my shoulder
i could feel the water
moving fucking boulders
choose the hard way, imma martyr
he gon fall like korshunova, walk like pivarova
no no no no put me comatose 
just dont understand it
dick in her, dont dont even love her
life getting harder
that bitch in my covers
speak again, put u under
all these mfs foes to me
take ur hands, just feel me, goddamn
dual wield drum mag onnat bitch kick em dead
fully redrum onnat bitch left 4 dead
we dont fool around
im not from this goddamn place
keep that pressure on that bitch, let go, no no
wet the whole damn block up
mxpcp in my goddamn blood, today
got that fucking primidone in my blood, no no
keep that fye safe on me, if u touch immma spaz
sniff that coke off ur skin, lil bitch so bad
my instincts touch my body baby this the only way
to cope with this pain
dual wield look like max payne
all these drugs in my system, cure my migraine
love that look in ur eyes when you say my name
when you call im in pain

netrunner - tranquilize me [ miseryprism ]

[old demo frm a rlly bad time]
produced by @saveme

i don't know how to take that statement
i don't wann become too comfortable, complacent
same old bullshit, no other choice but face it.

lookin in the mirror, i can't make that out
trauma in my spirit, uppin millis, curb the doubt
all alone fo 20 years, i been up in a cloud
nearly drowned me in the water, screamin way too loud
scratches on my body, i've been bleedin out
why tell me how to feel now, are yu real now?
so sick of barkin real loud, bring the place down
need a wayy outtt, need my way outtt

sick of feelin rage as if my skully need too yell
i miss days when i ain't feel like my nerves down in hell
why do yu want away from me? i dwell on this.
i hate a fit, but this rediculous shit wont cease for nothing
worked too hard, now my skin is blooded
emotion overdrawn like we fuckin on nd off
think i'm way too fuckn gone, neurologically i'm rotting away

ComplacencyChainZz prod save me

keep it together @ all costs..

produced by @dancinginrainfall

tightenin my nerves up, stressin me surplus
leakin bloody rust, dey like "les why yu so nuts?"
feelin fucked 24/7, cranked [e]leven
nine2 five? i'll get it out wit ninety seven, get the message.
many to expel out down from hell nd yu keep testin me
harsh air searin thru my lungs, i barely feel2 breathe
faux creepin round nd drown in light das seepin round me
give no fuck bout how yu soundin
kill the ego, where yo groundin @?
so gone . that shit dead. yo whole self image a .44 to ya head.
now yu liking damage? yu better come fo da neck.
know yu pissed off cuz yo father is AVX @avexacortexa
keep runnin mouth nd i'll get yu so nerve wrenched
lesion tech, hex code i inject wit my blade fo yo soul
yu a wreck, aim at neck, cuz yo movement gettin old
[me]dusa's only one snake that looked back nd turnt stone

Nerves Wrenched, Falling Apart. [prod. by miseryprism]

GREATNESS — KD-TRADES Studios 

This track is more than music it’s a testimony of triumph.
“Greatness” tells the story of the grind, the growth, and the grace behind nine and a half years of discipline, trading, and transformation.

From the North Slope Pipeline to building KD-TRADES Studios, to owning homes, cars, and creating impact in the community this song represents what happens when you believe in yourself, trust God, and refuse to quit.

It’s a soundtrack for dreamers, builders, and believers the ones chasing purpose, not validation.
Because when you move with faith, love, and consistency… Greatness becomes your lifestyle.

Greatness

ty @dancinginrainfall for the mel

https://soundcloud.com/lilnofriends00/amaad-back2back-p-nofriends

back2back

shabba

[🝎] covered in lesions
architect @avexacortexa
++ @inverseinterpolate

1:1 — like no other

inquiries: texhnolesions@gmail.com

ComplacencyChainZz prod save me

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