colombiana / delincuente「+miseryprism nd grace..」

never one single saint, we will all cinerate.
produced by @dancinginrainfall

outcast, hexen, please end me
death to all of those who envy
if yu gon shoot that gun then keep it steady
my eyes see death, im ready

dark magician, with my cards ill make yu fade away
xvi the tower, bouta rip yu out ya space
take yu down into the depths of which yu cant escape
i can feel all of my malice contorting my fuckin face
trapped inside a crystal palace, so shattered, no place is safe
all i feel now is rage, losin all of my sane
everyone act the same, no difference hind the face
never one single saint, we will all cinerate.

always on the fence, it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain is too dense
growing ever sick of living in the past tense
i dont know how to push thru, how to mend
always on the fence it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain will never end
i been running down the streets of my own worst regrets
yu dont know shit about me, or what goes on in my head

hexen [outcast]「+miseryprism」

muerte my best friend 🏴‍☠️
prod me nd @kingfelix

feel like i been losin patience, allat shit so wasted
tryna not fall to complacence, this world might be sadist
aint nun savin me, my blood gon stain that dirt nd paint it
all typsa red, lesions gonna make this canvas leak
off the top my head, yu gon watch all o that scarlet creep
down into that scarlet creek
bloodsport all i wreak
death is all i speak

legions in my fuckin brain, i could never sleep
i got leeches in my way, i know they tryna feed
they tryna rip out all the iron in my art (they take frm me)
im so tired of it, im leakin out my heart (blood, sweat nd tears)
this shit burstin thru my ears, turn up the noise til i cant hear
am i even here? am i even real?? (disassociate, associate)
disassociate til im at the gates
yea i look at myself like "what a waste"
i jus wanna unsee my face.

soulcrushing「+kingfelix」##deathcycles

wake up, same shi.
produced by @inveja w/ extra frm me

also no lyrics cuz fuck yu im not transcribin this bullshit

wht is it worth?「+inveja」

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

@avexacortexa
didn't have enough cpu to add mels to these but enjoy
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01. worthless
02. injury / amnesia
03. pistol talk
04. heartless
05. syringe
06. catalyst
07. fallacies

serana ep

feel sumn again nd she's my catalyst
produced by me.

@searingthrume
head hurt, brain hurt, pain stackin up
i got lesser bandwidth in my system :/
said no more, told me no more.
yea this feelin so inane, i feel so forlorn
so damn bored erryday nd i dont know how to gauge it
nd im not the fckn type to fake it
i need yu so bad(3x)
tryna crawl out, i been slippn onnem rocks
so damn worried ima fall down
too damn droned nd im worried ima fall out
too worried bout how ima crash down
too worried bout none of this evn makin sense
dont evn think it did before, jus look inside my head
runnin round in hexen, it dont evn make sense(2x)

@sinefelt
yea, huh
whoa (x3), yea
i can't stop u

it's a bad omen
dnt wanna hear a thing 
that u gotta say, no
not even 4 a moment
that's some real debris
i felt it on me
but i didn't wanna show it

huh,
i rly feel alive
on attack wit no motive
oh shit, ok (x3)

yea, fk u
i'm not tryna b around u
it makes me so nauseous
i hate how u see the world
it's driving me unconscious
have u seen who's on my watchlist?
yea, i'm hating cuz ur obnoxious

hating, now i hate myself
cuz 2b real nothing u do's rly reprehensible
ima still fantasize about upping those extensions tho
hate ur fkn music js put down the fkn pencil, ho

[ dude, r we fkn serious? js get ts off, like.. ]

CATALYZED 🤹‍♀️ w/ SINEFELT

racket onn racket o(TヘTo)
prod by @jvckrxid nd @tommy7 
+++xtra frm moi .

ion fuckn need yu, if yu on mah nerves, get back
always tryn talk smack, its racket on racket
funny how yu talkin, yu aint on shit, step back
talkin on me? bitch, yu in tha loser bracket
so much to say, guess we aint the same
invadin my space, get out of my brain ho
think yu knowin pain? lesion gonna show yo
fuck yu think me talkin bout skinnin folk is? it aint fo show

i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, yea we scrapin metal
i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, bitch im scrapin metal

upp in my way? ima stomp ya shit. 
milwaukee boots, blood streaked sin
get ya skull crushed, i dont feel a thing
bloodlust, brainfucked, burnin cords singe.

[ bullshit outro whtvrr ]

POCKET ROCKZz 🪨🩸 [Prod Jv nd Tommy7]

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