i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

malibu ft carter tomorrow (all platforms)

it’s easier to die 
then to deal with this shit 
it’s easier to cry 
when you don’t listen 
it’s easier to slip away 
right from ourselves 
it’s hard for me to love myself 
as someone else 

why can’t I just die 
why can’t I for once feel fine 
ima burden to my family 
I feel the devils after me 
why can’t I get high 
why she sleeping in my mind 
why that pussy talking down on me 
if I see you bitch 
that fades on me 

it’s too late 

it’s getting fucking old 
you made me fucking cold 

and who are you to judge 
it must be the drugs your taking 
cause last time I saw you 
I swear that things were fucking perfect
manipulation 
is a talent 
and you abuse it 
but that ain’t the only thing that
 you’re abusing 

who are you to judge ?
and who am i to judge ?
who are u to judge?

it’s easier to die 
then to deal with this shit 
it’s easier to cry 
when you don’t listen 
it’s easier to slip away 
right from ourselves 
it’s hard for me to love myself 
as someone else 

why can’t I just die 
why can’t I for once feel fine 
ima burden to my family 
I feel the devils after me 
why can’t I get high 
why she sleeping in my mind 
why that pussy talking down on me 
if I see you bitch 
that fades on me 

I DON’T FEEL LIKE TRYING ANYMORE
I DON’T FEEL LIKE CRYING ANYMORE

never mind 
bout what I said 
I don’t give a fuck 
yes I’m a piece of shit 
I know 
I’m rotting 
on my own 
and stuck 
but I’ll find a way
I’ll find a way 
I’ll find a way 
I’ll find my way

i don't feel like trying anymore

PROD. TAYLOR J// SHOUTOUT GHOSTWORKCLIQUE <3

Six Feet Deep (ft. KID Tye)

AIDEN HILTON X SHMAXWELL - ILL SEE U WHEN I SEE U (PROD. THERSX)

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prod by metlast x 5head

feel better - diverse x durahan

Hell (Prod. V - E Beats)

Detached

zaire ameen - "hitboy" prod. bbyglime

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and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

i don't feel like trying anymore

Kota Cry