crying at 3am

i forgot to release this here on monday lmaooo sorry :(

oh my god

brain

skeleton clown

{Lyrics}
I remember when i used to believe in fairytales 
But now i think I like to rot in my own hell
I smoke Newports almost every fucking week
I guess this shit just becoming beyond me

Everynight while i lie awake
When I meditate, doesn’t help me think
Im just tryna get out my body and my spirit and mind cause fuck my life

I remember when she used to sit up next to me
In the bus or a car riding passenger seat
Now i wait in my fucking place
Theres no peace of mind so i kill my pack

Kill my pack wish I wasnt weird
Almost every year gets more lonely

Come sit next to me, i saved this spot for you
No one is here have you got a clue?
That i want you back and no one else
I will always be in my cell
Simply to my mind im a prisoner too
So if you wanna talk ill be here for you

You would never wait for me
But im never complaining 

®️Rocko41

Weekdays

8108

just might die

a lot of things changed but I still feel like a no one
got you on my mind but too bad that its all done
and I got everything under the sun but still feel so empty

lifes moving fast but it feels so slow
dont know what to do I dont know how to cope
all these problems creep in and I feel so alone
but every single day I just try to find hope

I got a lot bad habits
that I dont wanna relive
I know a lot of faces
that I dont wanna see again
is it all going down the drain?
will it ever be the same?

a lot of things changed but I still feel like a no one
got you on my mind but too bad that its all done
and I got everything under the sun but still feel so empty

all done freestyle (prod. lord135) [LYRICS IN THE DESCRIPTION]

LYRICS:

pocket full of hundreds
mind full of doubt
steady caving in make my home feel like a house
but I’m trying not to lose it
just wanna say screw it
but Gods got my back so I know that I’ll get through it
when I feel alone I just fall down on my knees and I pray
thinking bout the times when I thought I would go insane
but now I just look back and think of them as better days
cause now I’m in a place that I wish that I could change
I thought I had friends until they went off and changed
and when they see me up they’ll be asking for my change
but I ain’t making music for the money or the fame
in reality its just an outlet for my fear and pain
and often I am fearful that these things will stay the same
generational curses an unbroken chain of pain
but until that day I’ll open up and pour down like the rain started off my heart was frozen then it falls down and evaporates

brain

cl4w

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