jaydes hysteric

If I could see u

instrumental cover of suicide note by belowground

i know i'm not attractive
i know i'm not the best
i know you all hate me
i know i should be dead

i think i'm sick of it
sick of the ridicule
ill fucking shoot you down
ill fucking kill you all

i know that im a loser
i know i cant go on
ill end up as a shooter
its all your fucking fault 

i think i'm sick of it
sick of the ridicule
ill fucking shoot you down
ill fucking kill you all

Loser

Soon, Coming Closer

my twenty first reason </3 by wifiskeleton (slowed)

suicideimar- tht bitch ruined my reputation (slowed)

bipolar - wifiskeleton (slowed)

The song “Bipolar” by wifiskeleton is a raw and emotionally charged track that dives into the artist’s mental and emotional struggles. Like many of wifiskeleton’s songs, “Bipolar” embraces a dark, lo-fi, and distorted aesthetic, blending elements of emo rap, underground SoundCloud rap, and punk-inspired angst.

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
Man, what I need’s a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

[Verse]
I'm happy, I'm sad
You're so dramatic
So damn mad
I'm enigmatic
When we kiss
I feel the static
Between us
A chemical reaction

[Chorus]
I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
Man, what I need’s a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

wifiskeleton - bipolar (slowed)

everythings gone

you don't want me
I might be
so sad
I feel bad
your so mad
wipe off your tears
and get back
no one 
likes me
I see
the devil
never 
look back
you seem
so sad
I'm living the life I chose
even if that means it's so sad
looking round guessing who knows
watching you hurt makes me glad
spitting up your guts and lungs
bleeding out mouth melt your tongue 
I've got nothing nothing and no one

you make me feel so fucking stupid

Really old cover I made with my friend devon. Really old. I think he did guitar and I played keys. And we both did vocals. And it's really bad and makes me kind of wince but it's also kind of nice to look back on things you make with your friends in stupid jest and lovelocked boredom. 

everythings gone

cl4w