just feels so heavy
this chest of lead 
my shoulders aching when i’m
without you

it just feels so heavy

feel so pretty in the light
while my friends all hang from trees
and i can’t believe my eyes
my eyes

what the hell
is this how it’s supposed to be
oh my god
finally feel like i can breathe

but do you really want me here
as spring begins to bloom?
or when autumn leaves fall
will you grow tired of me?
if so, i’m sorry

(must i hold onto these awful feelings?
like fragile branches they sprout from my heart, my hands, mouth, and my feet)

the day before yesterday I saw a rabbit, and yesterday a deer, and today you

wivouchoo

prod me

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it
you gave me
your heart
to love
and once again ive fucked around
and ive broken it

stupid so stupid so stupid
so stupid im so dumb

stupid so stupid so stupid
how could i even love?

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

waste ur time

Realize

Blondie

(prod. sickboi)
written + mixed by @huurt
2nd falsetto song

── .✦ {lyrics} ✦ . ──

tried 2 love ᰔᩚ
failed twice . . .
now i feel my heart ache

⌞please just say its true⌝

dont leave
i already fucking miss you
cant live
if . . 

im not the one you're into ♡⸝⸝

try to cope with
i say no 2 it ٠࣪⭑
feeling home alone
when ur not in my phone
i cant stand it
reprimand it ⸝⸝
i cant lose you
i cant lose you

chorus x2
hurt . . im feeling hurt ! ( ◡̀_◡́)

self made romantic ⸝⸝

take it as a joke don’t read into it
tired of the way that you perceive shit
don’t care shred our pictures by your mattress
i’m just glad you thought of me for a second

once thought if you were a humming bird
i’d be your flower in the sun
do you think of me as a knife or a fox in the road or a photograph
or just the same old song?

take it as a sign feed right into it
tired of the way that you’d been breathing
i’d have cut you open bled you out
would you say the same for me?
would you say the same for me?

prod me
i spelt pretty with an o on accident 

u think im really pretty and I think ur pretty too 
girl I seen round the city n I think ur pretty cool 
but I just don’t 
have the guts to say hi to you 

Im just way to shy
theres a million guys out there js like me
and idrc if u like me 
but it'd really be nice
if u care bout me

wivouchoo

cl4w