prod. @lord135
feat. @potentialwasted
mixing. eyeblind
sample: the day i left the womb - escape the fate

**lyrics**
@potentialwasted
how did i do this again?
how did this happen again?
i fell in love, got too attached and you just wanna be friends?
lets not pretend we made amends you were the girl i depend on
you sent me texts and all your love letters i still held on
cant believe we fell off
no i cant accept loss
you took all of my swag said that you love me and went off
i had a pretty flower, watch it wilt from the damn frost

when was my last meal?
lost, dont know what is real
told you im scabs, you took my skin and then you start to peel
thought we were good we popped out tags now i dont know what the deal
you looked me in the eyes and hugged me close, i thought i was ideal
cant never eat, im thinkin bout you at the dinner table
we never speak, "dont talk to scabs, they say he unstable"
used to be an angel, cut my wings then i lost a label
if you see me lying and its fatal, just go cut the cable

@bella-blind
how did this happen again
how did i do this again
i repeat everything
how did i lose all my friends
paranoid so i keep a knife right under my bed
do you remember all the things that we once said?
cuz i did not forget
it replays all in my head
now everyday i hang my head wishing that i was dead

i know its hard to admit, i need a helping hand
i need get my head out of the fucking sand
seeing your name man that makes my fucking heart race
cuz i think what you think of me and i know i cant face
so i just lie in my bed
and i just wait for a text
that i know will never send
so why cant i just let you leave my head
cutting i cant stop
get control of my thoughts
if i saw you could we continue where we left off

i hope it hurts

BANDCAMP

scabs & eyeblind - again (prod. lord135) *bonus track*

(SOUL SPIN) wifiskeleton - i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but keep you safe

you know its for you

sad for the last time tonight

im qutting

who am i today
i wanna rip off my face
and ill still break my promise
like i said i would
and ill do it again
cause it felt so good
who i am today
i wanna rip off my face

who am i today
i wanna rip off my face
and ill still break my promise
like i said i would
and ill do it again
cause it felt so good
who i am today
i wanna rip off my-

u can see on my arms how much ive relapsed

alphie afterlife - i worked so hard for nothing you're so easy pick you up like a dolly

instruments by me
seeing you wave
throyugh the glass
of the train
it ruind my day
its the smal things
that make you pay
thats what the told me
thats what they say
anyway
anywaaaayyy
tickets ripped in half
with nothing to do
who will you become
because you can never choose 
what you want
doing something you were
never meant to see
holding my breath so 
you walk rihgt past me

through the glass of the train

all songs and most beats by @alphieafterlife on ig

tracklist
1 polly
2 the same food
3 rennys guitar but my lyfe suckz
4 leave everyone behind demo
5 mr smith cover gamble
6 punchy and alphie proud
7 20 dollar bill
8 coincedence :(
9 puppet aka lucy showed me things
10 so blue mr giannascoli
11 mr giannascoli poeple
12 naked driver
13 eat your goldfish baby
14 flip my coins 4 u :3
15 march
16 calm1
17 what u saying demo
18 train demo
19 pile up demo 
20 kick the baby out its crib
21 do you still kick the dog
22 lying on your grave dmeo
23 sandy!!!
24 wheni looked her in the eyes i looked right at the devil
25 starve untill i see my ribs ;_;
26 through the glass of the train ( i rteally like this one but i think i might record it with no drums cuz i dont like the drums)
27 i dont wanna like i want to dieee
28 counting sheep wiv u <3
29 punchy and alphie fuck u easta bunnayyyy
30 i didnt understand full vocal cover
31 i wanna be her soooo baddddd >,<
32 nothing going on
33 looking 4 sum1 neww

alphie afterlife unreleased songs to cry to

prod me 
yr eyes reflect mine 
our souls tied 
u unwind
I'll stay with yuuu till the end of time

I always stay by 
like stars in the sky 
I'll always stay byyy

soul tied

i feel the drugs kicking in my body
ill rot alone like a fucking zombie (oh no)
i’ll loose a girl like i loose a house key
now im home alone without the girl that really cared for me
i feel the drugs kicking in my body
ill rot alone like a fucking zombie (oh no)
i’ll loose a girl like i loose a house key
now im home alone without the girl that really cared for me

i love how you rot
and your times well spent but mine is not 
your mouth is screaming omg
my corpse is laying in the yard
what do you expect just give me space and i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of this im so obsessed i want you mine

you can do wtv u want jus dont waste my time
i love your lips i love your hair i love your face oh i love your eyes
she’s told me im pathetic
she’s nice just for the aesthetic
her life is so upsetting
she’s drunk but i just let it happen 
FUCK

(prod peril.)

you know its for you

cl4w