My half of a mixtape released with Arbor Daze: 
arbordaze.bandcamp.com
https://soundcloud.com/failingst

i watch the cars in front of us
just dying for something to do
but i wait our turn to move
while the trees explode in bloom
the fireworks fade soon
and the tv snow comes down

i fall fast asleep to last year's shows
written beneath my eyes
i'll stay up all week watch the screen glow 
and never leave my room
someone shake me please just tell me to breathe
then leave me the hell alone
and lately i wonder why 
the sound of the phone
makes me want to die

and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another face in this crowd
and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another
you're just another nerve

knives drill through my teeth
and in my gums, bleeding and numb and dying
the color drains my cheeks 
and makes the whole world look a little redder
and underneath the sun my limbs grow weak
my eyelids fly and shudder
it's the breath i feel in me 
down in my lungs, but no words come


and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another face in this crowd
and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another
you're just another nerve

'cause i'm scared of
hearing your voice now
and i see your face in every nameless crowd
and i don't know how to defend 
myself when it's do or die 
and i haven't felt alive till now
if you're afraid of me then you should know
that i'm just another 
coward, too afraid to throw your things away
these taped up boxes count the days 
that we won't wake up face to face
and everything is wonderful
until it's not but who thinks about that?

we grow up too fast
we grow up too fast
we grow up too fast

Nerves (early demo)

i've got nothing in common with your friends
but i can see why you hang out with them
maybe they're ok admitting they've had enough
but maybe they don't have problems with freezing up
spinning and waltzing around the room
trying to look like i know where i'm going
the heys, what's ups, the how are yous 
just running my mouth

i don't even remember how bad i was
i just looked up and saw you staring into your cup
and i feel pretty dumb as of now
'cause i'll have to talk to everyone again somehow

hey, everyone
look at me the way you look at the sun
yeah, just go back to your conversations
beer bottles and clouds of smoke
everyone laughs at all my jokes
but the way you turn away
reminds me of my spine

i don't even remember how bad i was
i just looked up and saw you staring into your cup
and i feel pretty dumb as of now
'cause i'll have to talk to everyone again somehow

why can't you see me?
why can't you see me?
i just looked up and saw you staring into your cup
why aren't i good enough?
why aren't i good enough?
and what's with that look of disgust?

The Heys

A lot of stuff is changing right now and it felt right to record some home demos of songs I've been toying with. Have a listen if you like, krisabyss dot bandcamp. Happy soon to be autum and cold and wonderful y'all <3

09 Daydream

08 First Houseplant Results (not Great Tbh)

07 Breakfast Cereal

06 Spiraling

05 Eventually

04 Idkjustgushin(´･ω･`)

03 Thinking Of U

02 Lizard People

01 Lazer Focused

<3 <3 


bedroom pop, dream pop, indie, electronic, experimental

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