My half of a mixtape released with Arbor Daze: 
arbordaze.bandcamp.com
https://soundcloud.com/failingst

i watch the cars in front of us
just dying for something to do
but i wait our turn to move
while the trees explode in bloom
the fireworks fade soon
and the tv snow comes down

i fall fast asleep to last year's shows
written beneath my eyes
i'll stay up all week watch the screen glow 
and never leave my room
someone shake me please just tell me to breathe
then leave me the hell alone
and lately i wonder why 
the sound of the phone
makes me want to die

and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another face in this crowd
and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another
you're just another nerve

knives drill through my teeth
and in my gums, bleeding and numb and dying
the color drains my cheeks 
and makes the whole world look a little redder
and underneath the sun my limbs grow weak
my eyelids fly and shudder
it's the breath i feel in me 
down in my lungs, but no words come


and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another face in this crowd
and anyways it's not like you care anymore
so i've got what i had before
you're just another
you're just another
you're just another nerve

'cause i'm scared of
hearing your voice now
and i see your face in every nameless crowd
and i don't know how to defend 
myself when it's do or die 
and i haven't felt alive till now
if you're afraid of me then you should know
that i'm just another 
coward, too afraid to throw your things away
these taped up boxes count the days 
that we won't wake up face to face
and everything is wonderful
until it's not but who thinks about that?

we grow up too fast
we grow up too fast
we grow up too fast

Nerves (early demo)

pulp (demos)

no more happy endings

KEYS (Rocket)

This is a song I got hired to compose. Lyrics were send and requirements for style were open.

Miraculous

sounds cliche but for me it's the little things that always comfort me. there are so many upsetting things in the world and sometimes we just need something as simple as reading a good book, lighting a candle, or listening to music to help us through tough times. that's what i wrote this track all about. i metaphorically speak about these things as a band-aid.
this was my very first song so it could be a little rough around the edges but i think i'm always improving. would love feedback.

band-aid (demo)

alone time and reflection are so important to me and i love to have these things in beautiful places; like a garden.

lyrics-
brick walls, with large vines 
don’t snip the tulips, let them wind 
grab a book and light a candle
the smell of roses, at night time 

come and join me in the garden tonight 
golden pothos in delight 
come on it will be alright
but don’t forget the feelings pass by  

the flowers all above my head
 I’m on that wooden bench 
I’m waiting everyday for you to see 
that the garden needs water baby 
but what could open your eyes 
you never even made up your mind
 please just listen to me 
i don’t wanna sound needy  

something told me that 
you planted a new seed 
now i see it still 
this is not what i need

come and join me in the garden tonight 
golden pothos in delight 
come on it will be alright
but don’t forget the feelings pass by  

the flowers all above my head
 I’m on that wooden bench 
I’m waiting everyday for you to see 
that the garden needs water baby 
but what could open your eyes 
you never even made up your mind 
please just listen to me
 i don’t wanna sound needy  

I’ve been getting lost 
the broken flower pots 
maybe i need some time
I’ve got to enjoy the ride  

the flowers all above my head
 I’m on that wooden bench
 I’m waiting everyday for you to see 
that the garden needs water baby 
but what could open your eyes 
you never even made up your mind 
please just listen to me
 i don’t wanna sound needy  

the flowers all above my head
nothing even made sense  
there’s just something about 
the feeling when the lights dim down
 i only spend time alone 
cuz baby i heal at home
 so i stay in the garden
 cuz writing is how i cope

Nerves (early demo)

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