Like a balloon in the sky
I just might break down
Too much air and i will explode 

Too much holes inside 
And i can't be healed
Cute little band-aids won't help me now

Nothing is right
It's all a big fight
Between emotions 
In my mind 

My stomach hurts 
And i feel unheard
It's way too loud
My mind's going south 

Like a balloon in the sky
I just might break down
Too much air and i will explode 

Too much holes inside 
And i can't be healed
Cute little band-aids won't help me now
I can't speak
And i can't think straight
People around me
Wondering if i'm okay 

Please leave me alone
Hyperventailing now
You scare me more than the monster inside 

Something is wrong
I can feel it in my bones
Cracking my skull
Against the wall 

Rocking back and forth
Questioning my worth
Holding me by a string
I'm having a hard time con-trolling
my breathing 

Balloons in the sky
I am breaking down
Too little air in my system 

Screaming out loud
They're coming after me
Realizing now the monster is I

IX - Monster Inside v2.0

Just like you - IX

I wanna wear your clothes and your shoes
You are so cool, i wanna be just like you 

I love you, from the bottom of my heart
I admire you, my precious idol. 

hey hey wont you look at me.
Im just like you, dont you see.
Dont you dare look the other way
Listen to what i've got to say 

Iwanna wear your skin
be in the same body you're in.
Hey look, i did what you said
are you finally proud of me. 

Why are you screaming at me.
Im what you taught me to be.
It's not my fault, 
i'm going to be a better you
No matter what you do. 

Bang bang, look I have a gun!
Pointed at your head, this is so fun! 
How about we play some russian roulette?
I am going to shoot you dead
Bury the corpse of a liar
Pour some gasoline and start a fire 

thank you for listening to my song.
i hope it wasnt to long.
i like the way you look, i can read you as an open book.

I wanna wear your clothes and your shoes
You are so cool, i wanna be just like you

IX - Just like you

Keep your head up high, muffle that sigh
Keep on smiling, laughing, don't you cry
You might fool the world, but not the voices in your mind

Doesn't matter how you make it, pretend, lie, just fake it

woah *2 
all because you dont feel good
woah *2
beacuse you dont feel good

How long will you be able to maintain this lie, the roots of this life is about to die
Stand tall, heads up high, brace yourself, you're about to fall

woah *2 
all because you dont feel good
woah *2
beacuse you dont feel good

woah *2 
all because you dont feel good
woah *2
beacuse you dont feel good

IX - Fake it

3 tracks, an expression of passion and pain, and exceptional brain through versatile soundscapes.

Yo-yo. (prod. Lexik)

Said "please", now I deserve it
Give it here or else I will scream!
Why does everyone despise me?
I don't understand

You never asked for my opinion
So I told you what I thought you wanted hear
Feel like a distorted image of my better i
I don't feel wanted

Cotton in my ears
Blocking sound
Oh honey you got problems?
Well their not bigger than mine

Why won't anyone like me?
I make sure I'm there for everyone to see
Why won't anyone understand that everything is all about...
Me

Said "please", now I deserve it
Give it here or else I will scream!
Why does everyone despise me?
I don't understand

You never asked for my opinion
So I told you what I thought you wanted hear
Feel like a distorted image of my better i
I don't feel wanted

This time you will adore me
Just me, me, me ,me 

I deserve all the attention
All of you must adore me me me me and only me, nobody else but me

Why won't you listen to me?
Why don't anyone likewhat they see?
Don't you understand that you have to adore me

me me me me and only me, nobody else but me
me me me me and only me, nobody else but me

Adore me

IX - Adore Me

You said , you would help me up if i fell, instead you kept running and dragging me through hell.
You said you would help ease my burden , instead you offloaded yours on me.

Don't think you've ever listened 
Not once during all these years
Telling you I struggled all I could, til the end.
(Oh)

After all these years, all the fights and tears
You're the one who crossed the line
But this choice is all mine
This is my final goodbye.

You said , you would help me up if i fell, instead you kept running and dragging me through hell.
You said you would help ease my burden , instead you offloaded yours on me.

This time i'm leaving you behind, Im moving forward on my own.
This is a final goodbye, won't bother telling you why.

I'm leaving you behind, I'm finally leaving you behind, I'm leaving you behind.
Fuck you, goodbye

Broken promises, vows to do better, oh left shattered and broken,blown away like a feather.
Years gone by lessons leatned, a new beginning is what I've earned.

screaming , begging , i'm alone, crying , you kept lying.

you didnt even try

it was all another lie

You said , you would help me up if i fell, instead you kept running and dragging me through hell.
You said you would help ease my burden , instead you offloaded yours on me.

This time i'm leaving you behind, Im moving forward on my own.
This is a final goodbye, won't bother telling you why.

I'm leaving you behind, I'm finally leaving you behind, I'm leaving you behind.
Fuck you, goodbye

IX - Leaving you behind

VELVET

This song is from THE MOLICE new album " GATE"
The album have recorded in USA.

Hello Hello

First attempt at @MusicWeeklies for #RPGTitleScreen It's weird, it's moody, it loops. I hope I followed the rules correctly. :)

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I'm a indie artist / Singer songwriter who produce dark emotional pop.

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