Such perfect vocals <3 Well done across the board xoxo

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I feel the thoughts rushing
Is there another way?
I feel like I'm not trying enough
Waiting for another day

They wont let me go tonight
Trying to find my way in the dark

And suddenly there's a door (again)
Should I stay or should I go?
And suddenly theres a war (inside my head)
Do I have to make a choice?

I see myself dancing
With the night and pretty lies
I see faded, shallow faces
Inside there's noone left

And suddenly I feel the sun on my face
And I rise from the ground where I've been hiding myself
And suddenly there's a fire burning
Then I rise from the pieces I've been hiding from myself

Fading memories
Let go of the past
Distant enemies
Invading myself

Ready to end it all
So that I can move on
Instead of running
Im standing on my own

Ready to end it all
So that I can move on
Instead of running
Im standing alone

Rise

I know you’re hurting somewhere out there
Are you lonely?
Like me
The distance came out of nowhere
Drowning slowly
Forgot how to breathe
Never thought we’d grow apart
You’d never break my stupid heart
You took it all from me
Looked so different at the start
But now i’m searching in the dark
For what we used to be

In my head i still remember it all, oh 
Lost again, catch me don’t let me fall, no

Just hold me like you do
Just hold me like you do, oh
Hold me like you do
Just hold me like you do, like you used to
Hold me like you do 

I stay awake to find the reasons
Is there someone else
On the scene
Cause now i’m empty and uneven
Still alive
But incomplete
Never thought we’d grow apart
You’d never break my stupid heart
You took it all from me
Looked so different at the start
But now i’m searching in the dark
For what we used to be

In my head i still remember it all, oh
Lost again, catch me don’t let me fall, no

Just hold me like you do 
Just hold  me like you do, oh 
Hold me like you do 
Just hold me like you do, like you used to 
Hold me like you do

Just hold me like you do 
Just hold  me like you do, oh 
Hold me like you do 
Just hold me like you do, like you used to 
Hold me like you do

Hold Me

I guess I’m somewhere in between 
The person that I am 
and who I used to be
I guess I’m somewhere in between
Cause I don’t recognize 
These faces around me

I hear him calling out my name
I try to run away
But I cannot escape
It doesn’t matter where I go
Always ahead of me
Because he always knows

And it’s all
Because 
I made the wrong decision
And fucked things up

There’s no reflection in the mirror 
He snapped his fingers and
I fucking disappeared 
And now I sit here all alone
Wishing I could go back
And take back what he stole

And it’s all
Because 
I made the wrong decision
And fucked things up

I guess I’m somewhere in between
The person that I am and who I used to be.

Somewhere In Between

Someday

Bequeath my soul

Bequeath My Soul

Detached

EP on the way
beats by methboiswag
featuring Schimo/Icarus

2024 Paul George

2024 Paul George feat. Schimo (prod. methboiswag) [Icarus DJ Mix]

Another Life

Out Of This

Krater Prolog

Introducing Helljon, the enigmatic musician whose artistic journey transcends boundaries and defies categorization. Born with an insatiable curiosity for sound and a deep passion for music, Helljon has carved a unique path through the diverse landscapes of the musical world, becoming renowned as a true "Musical Alchemist."
From an early age, Helljon displayed an innate talent and an uncanny ability to connect with various instruments. His unwavering desire to explore every nook and cranny of the musical spectrum led him to experiment with a multitude of genres, crossing boundaries that few dared to venture. Classical, jazz, rock, electronic, folk, hip-hop, world music - nothing was off-limits for Helljon's inquisitive mind and inventive spirit.
The story of Helljon, the Musical Alchemist, continues to unfold, and the world eagerly anticipates each new release, never knowing what genre-bending masterpiece he will unveil next. His musical journey is a testament to the power of unbridled creativity and the limitless possibilities that lie at the intersection of genres. As Helljon himself often says, 
"Music knows no boundaries, and neither do I."

Hold Me

Helljon

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