ghost prod dercept

someone save me
i think that i've lost my way
the sunlight's fading
no one's saving me today
the sky is turning black
i might just
have a fucking heart attack, oh yeah

i think it's time i get some rest
i'll lay with the sunflowers
cause they know best
and they wont ask why
or the when and how
just the here and now
is the only thing that matters
so keep me breathing and keep me alive
this shit happened once,
now i'm terrified

all my friends are flawless while i'm
riddled with imperfection
won't you let me make a new first impression
i promise that i've learned my lesson

_vice

prod and masterer -> @assperrr

see you lie, but you take it back
give me one more try and I'll take you back
and you ain't seen my side but you say it's wack
and you've been living two lives seen it in the past
you can cry, but I wont stay for that
you gon tell me that you care but you faking that
you were never really there why you saying that
say you're clearing up the air whatchu playing at
say its one more time
that was one more lie
she said one more try
and it's the last goodbye

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me


And yet i heal, again and again
It feels unreal, to miss your hand
If only i could tell what it meant
Id cut it off right there, but im a mess

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//


Im not my father, im barely his son
I stepped on the flowers then hid from the sun
Pushing them further they wish i was done
Sleeping on feathers i miss having fun

Saying “giving up is easy”. Boy you dont know
Ive been trying for so long i guess i cant grow


And the only worth ive ever known
Is when you used to watch me grow

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//

how to heal

its character development my people 

rics: 
right place wrong time.
right poem wrong rhyme 
cant believe i wanted to hold you close
i wanted to take you home
i wanted to tell you something
but now i know i wont cuz I
resent nothing
repent nothing
i gave it up cuz i know you arent mine
sacrificed feelings ive never even felt before in my whole life
so i say that i like you thru my teeth 
i guess it's never really been about me
cuz its bigger than this
and its bigger than us
i had to shut up and hold my pride

70 degrees, in the grass, i was feeling really faceless.
didnt want to ever ever ever ever face this
it was something i thought i could hold onto. 
gave it up so you n yourself would be
gave it up so you and i would be
gave it up so WE would be okay. 

so we would be okay

right place wrong time.
maybe in another life?
nothing ever feels right
so i had to give it up, 
give it up for you.

pov: u fell in lov w/ the right person at the wrong time, my bad lol

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/get2knowme

Double Tap! (wubz)

HE DIED FOR OUR SINS THANK U MINION BOB!!!!!!!!!!!

blower p shwmeutry

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

prod: starboyrob
mixing: me, sacreds, 4bsence
master: i don't even wanna talk abt it bro
carried by: sacreds, 4bsence

lyrics:
(aura)
step in the club we drinkin hypnotic
giving me top it's turnin neurotic
gang in this bitch issa riot
bang in this bitch it ain't quiet
he talkin tough i couldn't believe it
aim at your skull and now you ain't breathin
mindin my business but you lurkin and seethin
fuckin your bitch and she drinkin my [redacted] 
get in my bag i flex it i get it i go
surprised a pop boy rappin this flow
your concerts are silent like death row 
whippin the coupe, drift thru the road
tryin your best but can't hit the gold
smokin ur pack strapped on the low
u step up on me i kno you gon fold  

(sacreds)
yeah getting the money so easy to me i just tripled that shit in a week
yeah i took a Percocet 30 it fuck up my body i cant even speak 
walking around with a K on my side and if he wanna test me he gon fucking bleed yeah
that boy gon talk on the net, we already know that he want to be me shh
walking around and my pockets so fat bitch i feel like i’m mf lizzo
he gonna talk all that shit
drac light a boy up like a fucking zippo 
bitch we gon hit at his hit at his head
now he wanna talk that shit so we go for revenge
i mix the act up
i count the racks up
fucking that bitch and i’m fucking her friend yeah 
i hit that boy with an xd 
hit that boy up and he mf dead 
i got a whole lotta mf xp
knock off his top and then fill him with lead yeah
i heard that boy wanna test me
killing that boy and i mf laugh yeah 
i already know they detest me
but i could not care
not bout that

(4bsence)
wait bitch
i got a choppa, a k, bitch
no i do not want to wait, bitch
shootin that boy in his face, bitch
hey bitch
wait bitch
i got a glock on my waist, bitch
you see my chain, you can't take this
i'm finna shoot up his place, bitch
woah, fuck
hold up
i keep a pole, bruh
i got a blade on me
strike like a cobra
i pop that boy like a soda
why he actin like he know us
me and my gang, yeah, we so up
yeah, yeah, yeah

hypnotic +sacreds & 4bsence (starboyrob)

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

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also proud member of @starsfallen

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