produced by @prodguda

lyrics:
i miss playing with ur hair before we'd fall asleep
this time i don't think i'll see u in the morning
put a cigarette inside my mouth i'm hoping that it kills me
i can't handle change it's never feeling like the real thing

yeah i tried to fix my heart with surgery it didn't work
everybody take a turn tryna murder me i'll go first
nowadays everybody getting in my way
from the start all i wanted was for u to stay

never taking care of myself i may as well be rotting in the ground
usually i get myself to breathe easily but not right now
not right now

stay (guda)

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[prod. @johnnyfriend]
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:o

confidence (p. johnnyfriend)

ghost prod dercept

@55depths
@x1fern
@softbite666

short one for y'all

baby in a blue dress
take it off
i'm stressed out
take the pain out
and seeing you again 
ain't the best now
imma leave it in the past
like the rest yeah

know it ain't the same
when you say my name
never thought a single thing
would ever fucking change
you're stuck inside my brain
let me rot in hell
i'd tell you what's been up
but i don't kiss and tell

[fern]
seeing you around just aint the best no more
got me going crazy lately
drag me on the floor
got me down so bad
love to see me mad
i look for anybody
just forget what we had

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blue dress w/ 1fern (softbite)

prod and masterer -> @assperrr

see you lie, but you take it back
give me one more try and I'll take you back
and you ain't seen my side but you say it's wack
and you've been living two lives seen it in the past
you can cry, but I wont stay for that
you gon tell me that you care but you faking that
you were never really there why you saying that
say you're clearing up the air whatchu playing at
say its one more time
that was one more lie
she said one more try
and it's the last goodbye

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

nah im trippin💀

(Lyrics)
ive been losing a grip on your heart
she pulls me close in just to push me far
not the way I remember it what more can I do
I was trippin on the petty shit I couldn't forget about you

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

I'm not tired of being alone, just alone and tired 
it's like every time I sleep I forget my timer 
sometimes I just kinda wish that I wouldn't wake up
take a dip now put me six feet in the mud
now I can't even breathe 
I let her get to me
you know you aint shit to me
saw your post on instagram 
and with you your new man
ill pretend I don't care
but it's eating me alive

cause like how could you just turn so quick
you're like the lights on my wall you just went and flipped the switch 
wish that I could do it better wish that I could flip the script 
I just wanted you to care but you really don't give a shit about me
all you wanna do is doubt me
every time every time you just shout at me
it's getting cloudy see
I'm not allowed to be
who I was in the first place

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

trip

its character development my people 

rics: 
right place wrong time.
right poem wrong rhyme 
cant believe i wanted to hold you close
i wanted to take you home
i wanted to tell you something
but now i know i wont cuz I
resent nothing
repent nothing
i gave it up cuz i know you arent mine
sacrificed feelings ive never even felt before in my whole life
so i say that i like you thru my teeth 
i guess it's never really been about me
cuz its bigger than this
and its bigger than us
i had to shut up and hold my pride

70 degrees, in the grass, i was feeling really faceless.
didnt want to ever ever ever ever face this
it was something i thought i could hold onto. 
gave it up so you n yourself would be
gave it up so you and i would be
gave it up so WE would be okay. 

so we would be okay

right place wrong time.
maybe in another life?
nothing ever feels right
so i had to give it up, 
give it up for you.

pov: u fell in lov w/ the right person at the wrong time, my bad lol

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Oh, just give me a kiss before you go
Uh oh, I just need me a second to hold
You tighter till the days are brighter
Mental illness eats me alive, while I'm trapped and I'm stuck inside

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

Red moonlight, staring at the stars
Now I'll fall apart in your arms
Cause I knew that something was so wrong
Who would think the
Doctors wrong, or everyone's wrong
Who would think that you were all alone
But you aren't alone
Every time that I think I feel fake

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

love letters

other platforms

love letters (prod. rafiki)

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

friends (remix)

Piranha Bar

she
disc @kryst3n
alt @kryst4n
proud member of @forgort
also proud member of @starsfallen

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

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