prod pt2.

sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old receipts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

@ploua
@assperrr

(lyrics)
walk round the store at 7/11
we stopped talking and i dont get it
look at my phone all day swiping thru images
all i dos hope that this shit aint permanent
it aint a cop out but im still learnin
i wanna help but u gon desert it
i just dont wanna stay if im a burden
and part of me feels like i deserve it

look how the tables been turning
when it was u down and hurting
i stayed w u the whole night
now u cant bare to bat an eye
when we fell in u wanted to hurry
but now were here u just wanna hide
like at least tell me ur walking
or let me know why its quiet

(ploua)
making me feel like i dont wanna die
got me feeling light headed
was what u said intended
making me lose my mind i dont feel right
ever since then love is hard to find
i wrote it all down
seems like i lost it all
but u watch me fall
spent too many years chilling in the background
wrote u a love letter hopin ud feel better

wait
look how the tables been turning
when it was u down and hurting
i stayed w u the whole night
now u cant bare to bat an eye
when we fell in u wanted to hurry
but now were here u just wanna hide
like at least tell me ur walking
or let me know why its quiet

7/11 ft ploua prod asperr

nda (asperr)

some of the lyrics r guesses idr what i said

last time u would call
i tried hard to get u back
u wont reach out for me
push me off the balcony
ur winning but im crying please
dont cut out that line with me
dont act like u tried because i really saw what we can be
the last time i saw u i couldnt guess the shit ud do

throwing shade
u say im throwing shade
im just saying what happened
dont say that u treated me great
cuz when i think bout what happened
u played me i cant hold onto u
this is the part where i find us thru
and know this time i wont change for u

what was ur goal
and where did we go
ur on the status of leaving me out
wanna change every word out of my mouth
and did u plan to stand away
back when i needed u
when i was trying to see it thru
back when i meant someth to u

i know this is feeling different
do u not feel wrong
i wish u would lower ur image
u protect it at all costs

leave me out just be dry
punchin the wall screaming why
take ur hand away let me die
say some wrong u wont let it slide
ball me up right in ur hand
i hate where the pieces land
mix shit up know its a lie
i changed myself every time

when i needed u (asperr)

when i find the words to say it hurts
and draw lines in the dirt and stand up for my worth
u got a lot of nerve to sit back and hurt me
know its all on purpose try again its not working

and its a lot of time id have in my hands
if i didnt give in to u doing damage
and i stumble i fall never had any chance
and now u look back at me failing like ur perfect
i tried to hold an arm out
but u wanna pry act like its not normal
u wonder what happened to all the friends you would tell off
never looking in the mirror 
ur reflections not getting cleaner

i was tryna change to something ud want
i cant breathe when ur hands around my neck im trying
told u i would be the one u would call
dont communicate just take off
when i try all i can dos stall
trying to make myself useful
every chance u break away 
how much can i endure in a day
talk to other people tryna save face
try all i can ur not putting in work

ur not putting in work
wish u woulda told me at first

and its a lot of time id have in my hands
if i didnt give in to u doing damage
and i stumble i fall never had any chance
and now u look back at me failing like ur perfect
and its a lot of time uve had left to call
and if u wanted to try u wouldnt drop the ball
and i stumble i fall never had any chance
and now u look back at me failing like ur perfect

and when i see u i cant help it 
i feel bitter than ever
wish u woulda broke it off a year ago 
id be doing so much better
if i had that time i would spend it
on something that woulda served me much better
say u wont break it off like that never
u say were on this journey together

perfect (asperr)

she
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