lyrics vvv

(wow! you're turning into a skeleton!)

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
babe i love you, but i want outta my my my head....

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could

accepting my feelings, and moving on (skellington)

when I found out her middle name last year it was over;). This one is for you love. Sometimes I think you forget just how much an impact you have on me with nothing but a smile. I love you so incredibly much. ❤️ this is the first of 3 songs for you.

FAITH AND SOUND.

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1hH0lGrXaTb1zpRO0izotS?si=b97d6d2e865449e9

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVx84AESWqg&t=12s&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

who am i kidding

produced, mixed & mastered by @flowersforyoumusic

cheers! (prod. Flowers for you)

pullthelever (prod 01kon x xlhc x thrml)

nowhere to run w/ casperrr [prod. anger issues]

w/ https://soundcloud.com/kairux_x

lyrics:
never wanna go to sleep, always missing therapy
lock myself up in my room i could hide away for weeks
you showed no concern for me
i don't have no time to grieve
i just lay alone in my bed lacking energy
i would give the world for you
remember all those movie scenes
whatever you had asked me
i just want you happy, i'm sorry
almost wanna take my life
the way i stay up every night
i wish that i could change the past 
but nothing will make you come back

honestly i wish that i could send a letter
but i know that i can't so i should just forget her 
my minds been at war it's not getting better
so i'll just write a song that i'll never send her
and i will never forget
the way she lit up every room

https://soundcloud.com/kairux_x:

i can blame my, can blame my past
i can wonder why the good dont last
why's it so hard just to be a friend?
i didnt want this to be how it ends

out of the smoke, and into the fray
i've given up hope, but ill be okay
im trying my best, but i feel stuck in place
i've come to my senses, you've left me defenseless

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lyrics
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hit me up
i can make time i ain’t in a rush
four or five drinks as a little crutch
said the wrong things i’m a little much
i think it’s time i lay this shit to rest
my path is paved out perfectly
and somehow i’m sat here feeling less

and my feet pick up and they go on their own
down this road that i’m walking alone
and the weight of my words
gonna stray with the birds
but the vultures all prey in the dark
the fabric will fray from the cuff
what you grasp isn’t nearly enough
and i’ll likely repair
guess i won’t be scared
next time that they rip me apart

another night drive
california
though the windows
of the courtyard
caught me sleeping
head to pillow
while you’re weeping
like a willow
a test subject
for some deep lore
drain my body
from it’s cheap core
lack of substance
what i’m here for
tape on my lips
i won’t talk more

hmu (prod. neverforever)

FEAR

i'll never find love

I just want to world to hear my music ❤️
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