AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

BATTLEFIELD

[Intro]
The real game's not a game

[Verse 1]
Eight-bit games
Put a cap in your ass
Halo
Call of Duty
These controllers won't last
Big game hunting
I feel like Chris Pratt
Take another step and you ain't comin' back
I'll steal your bag like it's Apex
I'm gettin' better
Just wait for my best
Fortnite battles
Bring your vest
I'm winnin' again
Look
I'm just not impressed

[Chorus]
Oh
A-A-Apex
Oh
The real game's not a game

[Verse 2]
Your gaming chairs are all shit
Your stream setups are all shit
This beat
It sounds like eight bits
Go on Twitch and clip this
I took an arrow to the knee
I think I broke another key
Another world and a new spree
I've had enough
I'm gonna leave

[Chorus]
Rage quit
The real game's not a game

[Bridge]
The real game's not a game
The real game's not a game
The real game's not a game
The real game's not a game

Beneath a Crescent Moon

Kublai Khan TX

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