I often hear common question:
Where do you find inspiration?
Is there a story to each painting?
My answer patiently awaiting.
Reply, however, could be long,  
It all began when I was born…

Common Question

Sometimes I speed up in my creation

And I ride magic wave of inspiration

Except that at some point it’s really hard to stop 

Or even slow down…and every single thought 



Is trying to get out from my artistic brain

Excited to exist in human world dimension

They are moving really fast, like futuristic train

They are all like little children, wanting some attention.

Thought Train

How could I describe the feeling
Yesterday like, I remember beginning 
When I arrived here for the first time 
To this wonderful place, called Cabal 

Tonight we inside of you once again 
Feelings of pleasure, feelings of pain 
Of letting you go, take you a parts 
A piece of you always will stay in our hearts 

So many grant moments, inside of this walls 
Becoming a friends, connecting our souls 
Dancing & jumping, to great music sound 
It will be so strange not to have you around 

You here with me and I speak for us all 
You our sweet spot, our home 
I hope just like Jesus you'll reincarnate 
We only could dream and we can not wait 

However, tonight you are still fully ours 
So let's celebrate and go crazy for hours 
Let's share the love, with each other and dance 
Tonight is the night and truly last chance!

Cabal

I wrote a poem a while back, to express how I feel about friendships that I’ve made in my life…. Then, one of those friends made it into song. Here it is! Happy to share with a lots of love <3

Mix by:  Fantasy Clinic https://soundcloud.com/fantasyclinic

Original poem: https://soundcloud.com/kudashkina/make-your-dreams-true

Rainbow Quest

I’m not responsible for your reactions,
Nor for projections of your being,
Nor for your weird interactions,
You are creator of your feeling.

As I remove myself from your illusion,
And picture still remains the same,
I hope you’ll come to a conclusion: 
You’re looping in your own game.

Conclusion

Woke up this morning 
And felt really sad
The day just began
I want it to end

In this very moment 
Of realization 
I gotta transform it 
With better intention 

I quiet my mind
Pin point dark feeling
Reprogram to kind 
And it's disappearing 

For instance, 
You worry about tomorrow
Imagine it’s glory
Instead of a sorrow 

Imagine not once,
On repeat, out loud
Believe it and trust!  
You'll make yourself proud.

Audio Mastering: Jad Dabat

Woke Up This Morning

As an older friend of yours
Let me share The Secret with you
Love is tricky, it comes and goes
Often feels so real and so true

Now, go look in the mirror, please
You are gorgeous, sexy and young
Take a moment and really seize
Try to smile and have some fun

It will happen to you again
Someone special will turn to stranger
It will cause sadness and pain
Disappointment, feelings of danger

Good to learn at an early age
Its okay, this is circle of life
Don't allow to dive to rage
Love is madness, but you will survive

It appears, it’s your first time
Feel it, strongly, like never before
Trust me, sweetie you, will be fine

Love them, sure, but 
Love yourself more!

The Secret

Time is here and always with us 
Like a drop every second pass
Every morning we turn the page 
Every day we grow and change 

It all starts with a micro seed 
One of many who have succeed
In your mother’s body you lived 
When came out you could not believe

How intensely complex this world 
And to live by it’s rules you are told
From the moment of your Earth landing 
You forever strive understanding 

What makes you happy, what make you sad 
One day - you get it, you think it’ll end 
You are walking your road expecting the best
But there is for sure will be a test

Remember the first time you got really down?
Perhaps, just a child, crying with frown 
Remember the first time you felt depression?
This is a many humans confession… 

The doubt arrived painting bad pictures
It got really dark, could see deep sea creatures
You hit rock bottom in your own way 
It seemed impossible to get away… 

But this is a blessing, surprisingly strange 
You’ve given a gift - true face of change 
Now you have a choice: stay dark or see light 
I strongly encourage you to face this fight

Follow your calling with all of your passions 
Rise like the phoenix up high from the ashes 
Love  and accept, let time just pass 
Always remember to shoot for the stars! 

Music by: Fantasy Clinic 
https://soundcloud.com/fantasyclinic
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCORqodz2EqiYHex43Qg9_dg

Photo/Facepaint by: Liliana Sepulveda Hopman
https://www.instagram.com/bodypaintlily/

Video/Poem: Natasha Kudashkina
web: http://natashadesign.com/
blog: http://nkudashkina.blogspot.ca/
instagram: http://instagram.com/nkudashkina
twitter: https://twitter.com/Kudasha
thumbler: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/natashaku...

Face Of Change. Poetry. NK

Time is here and always with us 
Like a drop every second pass
Every morning we turn the page 
Every day we grow and change 

It all starts with a micro seed 
One of many who have succeed
In your mother’s body you lived 
When came out you could not believe

How intensely complex this world 
And to live by it’s rules you are told
From the moment of your Earth landing 
You forever strive understanding 

What makes you happy, what make you sad 
One day - you get it, you think it’ll end 
You are walking your road expecting the best
But there is for sure will be a test

Remember the first time you got really down?
Perhaps, just a child, crying with frown 
Remember the first time you felt depression?
This is a many humans confession… 

The doubt arrived painting bad pictures
It got really dark, could see deep sea creatures
You hit rock bottom in your own way 
It seemed impossible to get away… 

But this is a blessing, surprisingly strange 
You’ve given a gift - true face of change 
Now you have a choice: stay dark or see light 
I strongly encourage you to face this fight

Follow your calling with all of your passions 
Rise like the phoenix up high from the ashes 
Love  and accept, let time just pass 
Always remember to shoot for the stars! 

Music by: Fantasy Clinic 
https://soundcloud.com/fantasyclinic

Poem: Natasha Kudashkina
web: http://natashadesign.com/
blog: http://nkudashkina.blogspot.ca/
instagram: http://instagram.com/nkudashkina
twitter: https://twitter.com/Kudasha
thumbler: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/natashaku...

KUDASHA

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