trauma & synths

ch2rms - she

ch2rms - losing myself everyday prod angelino

new mix:p
p.takuori

𝙡𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙨:
hydrogen peroxide
do you do this often
when i wanna run away
i crank that bitch and lock in
make nothin to something
baby yea i love you
so pls dont take my heart
cause i need you

stop that 
im on the floor
baby, i need you more
fromy heart to my core 
baby i adore you more

if i said i love you? 
would you even say it back?
i dont wanna hurt you
and you know im find with that
tell me what your thinking
i just wanna know the facts
so dont look back in the past
i just wanna be attached

adore (takuori)

。ﾟ✧･ﾟ･ﾟ✧ﾟ(?❛ ֊ ❛„)⸻(–˛ — º)
@k1rarisya
空世界 的明天 
彷彿我沒有明天 
說短暫也不短暫的淪陷 
過錯都合理化  
我在不停變化 

你說愛著的是我 
是那破碎沒人懂的我 
不知道這什麼感覺 
我的靈魂正被撕裂 

你會是那我等待了一輩子的人嗎 
是你嗎 是你嗎 
你來拯救我的嗎

藥 不是這樣吃的 
沒有人 這樣對我說的 
痛 你的心會疼的 
就算那樣我好像還是能活著 
活著 好想有人懂得 
我到底有沒有錯 
感覺像我的錯 
錯 錯過（就是我的錯） 
錯過你（錯了）害怕錯過你（錯了錯了錯了） 

感覺好像是錯過你我就會錯過了永遠的幸福
第一次有人正視我的傷口
我不知道你是不是真的了解我
害怕你討厭這樣的我
滿是傷痕的我
不完美的我
會是你想像中的樣子嗎
你告訴我
你告訴我了我不是一個壞女孩
我的眼淚一直都沒有停過
只能躲著哭
不然被媽媽發現了
又讓他擔心我了
你給的愛我有資格擁有嗎
我是這樣問自己的
謝謝你給我勇氣能再去愛一個人
我愛你 但還是習慣說對不起

我愛你

featuring: @wwenszy
mastering: @dynoxmusic


(and we're just falling thru) x2
opened up my heart  
now its covered up in scars
felt so cold 
when you kissed me on my heart
by myself, was this really real love?
broke my trust,
dream of us here every night

spread my wings ahh im falling (im falling)
sink to the sea ah dont leave

your touch is peaceful
feel it in this world of evil
break me down i bleed
im begging on my knees
just come back to me 

come back to me, i'll make you see
come back to me, i'll make you see

@wwenszy
i dont want u to know, caught between ur lies, empty all inside
but i dont want u to go, want u by my side, till the day i die
when you hold me closer, i can feel your love here
i want u by my side, don't want another lie
but do you still love her, and is she your first?
don't push me to the side, don't want another liar 

@kujareign
nother liar ah
what if u see me now
would wanna feel u my side
but if i see you now
你应该对我很不善良
your heart, i long 2 be
please say u wont leave me 

honestly it felt so real
wanna see ur soul on me

stay with me @wwenszy

prod me ft. @fearibled 

got no feelings
got no feelings
got no feelings at all
i be getting high i can’t feel at all
always in my head i can’t hear at all 
always in bed i can’t sleep at all
b**** you is my save point my heal it 
taking off my mask please just peel it off 
take my mask off see the true me
i just hope you like the real new me 
i don’t wanna be like u
i don’t wanna be like u 
i don’t wanna feel like u 
i can’t feel like brand new 
i don’t want 
i don’t need 
i don’t wanna feel like you 
i don’t want 
i don’t neeed
i don’t wanna leave you

don't let me go
let me hold you
who would've guessed that i would ever love you
oh don't make me lie to you

i just stay alone all by myself
but your skin on me its like a spell
i just stay and fall take my soul away
(still have your flowers)

i fell right in your cadence
my scars  they heal
your touch so real
100 thoughts in my head imma say it all

HOLD YOU @FEARIBLED PROD ME

hi prod @ariaoasis
ill be going back to my old style for a bit!!
lyrics:
babe can you feel it
you feel the same?
did you do something?
am i to blame?
i know what is right
i know what is wrong
so baby come here 
so baby come here
babe can you feel it
you feel the same?
did you do something?
am i to blame?
i know what is right
i know what is wrong
so baby come here 
so baby come here
slow down 
can you hear my voice?
switch side wrong person
wrong choice ahahah
i think ive fallen for you
idk what to do!
put my love in a heart love
its alwasy just non stop
ill switch up just for you
bc i adore you
i cannoth ignore you 
cause i cannot afford to
tell me the word to say with my chest
look in my eyes and say 
your the best!

love letter 1: maybe a date? ˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚ prod @kuribuuu

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
prod me 

can i be the one you want
cuz honestly I'm falling 
falling for your touch

class room lock eyes i know its a sign
can you tell me if its real like to fantasize 
fall in your arms got me hypnotized
would u come around would you hit my line 
just tell me why 
my heart beats for you again 
give your hand to me my love confess 

yeah up till it shines i can't get no rest
tell me how u feel heart beats out my chest 
tell me what you want i could grant your every wish
only one in my heart your the one i miss 

it sounds insane to say i know its true
but i want be with you 
try for your heart is it in vain

tell me what's up 
you're what i want 
its only us 
its only you 


class room lock eyes i know its a sign
can you tell me if its real like to fantasize 
fall in your arms got me hypnotized
would u come around would you hit my line 
just tell me why 
my heart beats for you again 
give your hand to me my love confess 

your skin so soft
would you stay here would u stay tonight 
by my side where you reside with me 
cuz i carry your heart with me 
you have a soul so pretty
feel your touch skin to skin 
intertwined within your love

sacred soul, i carry your heart with me

Lyrics based on a short Carl Jung statement about life itself

[Verse 1]
The world carries a quiet ache,
Unopened doors, a missing flame.
Voices sharpen, hearts grow still,
Not from the storm — but unused will.

[Pre-Chorus]
Dreams unattended learn new names,
They dress as doubt, they speak as blame.

[Chorus]
We turn away from softer roads,
Call them fragile, call them ghosts.
Yet somewhere underneath the noise,
A hidden self still knows the choice.
We turn away, but still we feel
The pull of something once made real.

[Verse 2]
The artist pauses, brush asleep,
Laughs at fires they dare to keep.
A canvas waits, untouched, unseen,
While courage trembles in between.

[Verse 3]
The lover builds a careful frame,
Names devotion something naïve.
The thinker circles endless proof,
While truth remains both near and mute.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every smile that cuts too clean
Hides a life that might have been.

[Chorus]
We turn away from tender starts,
From fragile yeses, open hearts.
But in the silence, deep and slow,
A different version still says “go.”
We turn away, yet still we feel
The pull of something once made real.

[Bridge]
Not the world that closed the gate,
But hands that learned to hesitate.
Every wound remembers well
The future it refused to tell.

[Outro]
Low lights fade, the mirror stays,
Asking nothing, wide awake.
The life we sidestep, quietly,
Is the life still watching me.

A quiet ache

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Dream Lover

Lyrics ✨

In the past I would do it every night
Wouldn't care what it cost to feel alive
With a bag on my shoulder
High heels and cheap perfume
Heard you calling and I'm here for you
I'm like your anes-
Like your anesthetic
-Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic

I hear your voice and I'm gone again
Again
Again
Again
And I'm so
Gone again
Again
Again
Again
And I'm so
Gone again
Again
Again
Again
And I'm so

Your love's like anes-
Like your anesthetic
Your love's like anes-
Like your anesthetic
Your love's like anes-
Like your anesthetic
Your love's like anes-
Like your anesthetic

Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic
Esthetic

HOLD YOU @FEARIBLED PROD ME

KUJAREIGN