p. @blurxy

https://open.spotify.com/album/19HHGaAHNEIVt9P7xqWuEL?si=fwftpZ-GRUavti1VkzCO1w

all these memories they fade, oh everyday i just wait
yet id rather be dead than live another instead
thought i found myself cause he brought life in my lungs
now ur smoking away, but all this pain it still stays 
fucked up? i fucked up, yeah i just poured out my love
detach, i still latch
oh where’d you go with my heart?
(but u always told me and said that u will  stay
now it just hurts to know, without me ur still ok)

wish i could find your old love letter (og)

@kiheir
@blurxy (prod)
https://open.spotify.com/album/0iyfpqHAV5tBeefED8snMU?si=nOJ4VRWiQ4W27K-vh_KiqA

all these memories they fade, oh its already a year
yet id rather be dead than live another instead
thought i found myself cause he brought life in my lungs
now ur smoking away, but all this pain it still stays 
fucked up? i fucked up, yeah i just poured out my love
detach, i still latch
oh where’d you go with my heart?
(but u always told me and said that u will  stay
now it just hurts to know, without me ur still ok)

you walked away out my life 
question if what we had was real from the start 
maybe it wasnt 
but youll always belong to me 
even when you throw away your problems 
i will be there to catch you
jump through air just to find
jump through air just to find you

i loved u w my entire soul & i wish i could cry nd tell someone how much i loved u, but what's the point if that person isn't you.

wish i could find your love letter

speak 2 me like that (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ @ueno54

@deadpunchy & @alphieafterlife

love u all # hatehunnid ✌

hate to complain

@deadpunchy @alphieafterlife
/'
hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

@menthol100s

the wind makes me want to jump
i will show you the view if you promise to
remember everything we did wrong
told you its done
found you hanging off the branch
nothing came 1st nothing came after
you were the one that cared
the most 
but ill make you choke
no one better to trust
apart from yourself
we could be one
throw away your lunch
dont make the mistake
you have got no one else to lose
apart from your self
no one cares enough about it
dont make the mistake

theres time to kill
your eyes were so peeled
yet nothing felt real
you did what you could
but how could he do it
my idiot friend
who thought forever was a girl
you kept your sadness shouldve kept your glasses
maybe then youd see that youd amount to more than ashes
im too pessimistic talking is traumatic
at least he has the memory of you

hanging off a branch with skeleton

jacko - my girl stella

you get my body filled of greed

why did you have to speak

these days, they fade away
i’m so strange
why can’t realise..?
my mind’s blind

my mind
my…

how do i become
someone 
in the midst of nothing?

nothing
nothing

wish i could find your old love letter (og)

kuja