Whowouldyoubelieve prod by me and katai everything else prod me and mixed by me. Cover art by katai, intuiton & devil on my shoulder mixed by katai. Thank you all for the love over the years im sorry for being inactive for a while i hope i can stay constistant again in the future, Ngā mihi nui ki a koutou (thank you everyone)

Te Pō Nui

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

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aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北(kurai)

i could go my whole life without loving
broken since a child its the reason that im stubborn
i cant see the pain only scars and i love it
i wont be the same anymore but i love it

this not luck this survival
used to fake love and being lied 2
said i wasnt hurt that was a lie too
you dont know pain but i do

not a lover
i still suffer
try make things work
blood stained t shirt

壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた__kurai__

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心(kurai)

@x9p @yurigoofy my bruddaS4 life my day onezzz

LOVVV SPELLL +katai&yurionline(kurai)

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they wont know my name if i die rn...
theres nothing i would change if i die rn...
i dont have no love in my heart rn... 

i dont know why i cant love...
i try keep my guard up...
i cant make my mind up...
my soul feels divided...
i hold on regardless...

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lovelessSS: the beginning of the end...(kurai)

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i cant hold on...
i see it in ur eyez..
u cant let go...
im hurt inside...
cant take control..
some nightz i cry...
cant heal this soul...
in my head im wrong...
now my hearts so cold...

foreveRr: healing?... (kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

everything by me sampled steve lacy 
#Maoricore #Aotearoaontop  #Hori4lyfe

i wish i knew u wanted me
one thought of u and i cant breathe
i wish i knew u wanted me
i wish i knew u wanted me

i cant do anything right
what u know about my life 
they say pain heals with time

i dont have no time left
locked inside of my head
all of this is real not pretend

i, wish i knew... (kurai)

prod and mix me
sample & cover art from Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle 

know i have a purpose, im not thankful
didnt know the truth could be hurtful
i dont have nobody i can turn to
u dont understand what ive been through

i would k*** m***** if i had to
scars on my wrist look like tattoos
i wont eva change cause i stay true
true religion on my jeans cause i stay true

i cant change myself for nobody
got too many scars on my body
i dont wanna change for nobody
got too many scars on my body

傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡傷跡     (kurai)

prod &mix by me the main melody preset is from let me take a selfie 


i dont wanna stay where i cant hide
see the fake love with my third eye
dont wanna feel a thing so i stay high
i dont have a soul i don't deserve mine..

can u tell me why im hurtin inside 
i just want ur body right next to mine
take a look at my soul tell me what u find..

霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂霊魂

@u8u

aroha mai, aroha atu (love received, love returned)

aroha mai, aroha atu... ft. katai (SwagMāori4twenty) #Aotearoa'z realest

prod & mix me
#2023

cant take my eyes off u
take my time with u
heart cold but not when im with u

and u know u the baddest
earth angel u belong on a canvas
from my understanding
this love that we have they wont understand it

girl u my drug im addict
void getting bigger damn what happened
im still the same couldnt change my habits

me&u forever... (kurai)

#2023
drums r from katai new kit go cop ts  
@u8u @kurai

eyez red from my tears not from the loud
smokin up yeah im smoking pounds
i feel like im nothing when nobody around
i wanna feel something but idk how

in the cut throwing cz up
i remember they wanted 2 be us
cant wait to tell bro that we up

i dont wanna suffer
i know i really love her did i stutter
i know i really love her did i stutter 
i really love gas im a stoner

katai - da feeling remix:

rip my bro stacey 
i rmb we was young man shit was crzy
now im really getting older and i really hate me
i dont need guidance i really need saving
listen 2 the pain can u hear it in this song 
im not myself till i hit the bong

cant get enough i want more
yea this AOTEAROA

iwannafeelsomethinggg/rip stacey (kurai) #whg

Soul Ties (kurai)

fairytale (kurai) .WAIORA MIXX.

treaturite (kurai mh gustavio)

art/mix by katai and prod by yours truly sorry for my absence I'm going to start working on my first album soon much luv

howcanilivewithoutyou...??? ft. katai (kurai)

baby you can come my way
i wont let you fall
only hope you feel the same 
ill be there if you call

i would never ever push you away 
only give you my love
i always have a lot to say
in my head its too much 

who am i to judge though
tryna find an answer
but i wasn't even close
look into the mirror 
thats the man i hate the most

i cant see
im blinded by pain
is this my destiny

imma real swag maori
i love getting shtoney
real swag maori
i love getting shtoney

comemyway (kurai)

sample: silent voice ost


blood red diamonds look like elmo
hit u on my laptop i dont got a cellphone 
wish i could get high with my girl i cant though

and i cant fold 
you dont what i been through 
i cant fold
yeah put that on my kinfolk
you dont know what i been through 
im too strong

high asl what im smoking is too strong 
i was at the corner store blowing o's
if i didn't have my baby i'd be selling o's
aint that crazy how the way life goes

elmo

you left my heart in the deep end
no i can not just pretend that this shit dont hurt
everything has a reason maybe thats just the reason why im feeling so cursed

i just descend into madness 
dont know how it happend
i dont know what happened

feel like i will vanish 
the more that i panic
i dont know what happend

descentintomadness

imma win i cannot lose
wont stop till i find the truth 
in my head its only you
am i wrong for wanting to
fall this in love with you

how could i ever 
let you feel this way
losing myself i deserve this pain
no matter how long it takes
i wanna give you a wedding ring 
i wanna show you the finer things
i wanna give you my love just wait
ill show i have what it takes
in my arms thats where you should stay

i know i have to learn to hard way
that things will never go my way 
i know i have to learn to hard way
that things will never go my way

weddingring

old maoricore beat from 2022

would u cry if i take my life
heart cold i cant even think twice
rotting in solitude but i dont mind 
running out of options im running out of time

but i dont wanna feel this way
trapped in my head no i cannot escape 
 mad at the world this cannot be my fate
the universe hate me what else they gone take

腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する腐食する

sample: drake - over my dead body 

i cant fight it no more 
this pain in my heart
ill let it all go for you 
im falling apart
im just making things hard
i dont know whats wrong
but im still holding on for you

i dont know how to change the way i see life
im walking through the tunnel i see no light
i feel like im the one that ruined your life 

and the world gone keep on spinning 
i know your happy now but i still feel like im the villian
this battle is too hard and i just dont see myself winning
but ill keep pushing through cause me and bro we had vision

letitallgoforyou

our memories playing in my head eveyday
im counting my days how long will it take 
even if i die my love wont fade 
even if i cry my heart gone stay

dont know why im like this
no more hiding
this pain of mine
dont know why im like this
promise im trying
its not easy this time

no matter how long it takes
i know ill be okay 
when the skies are grey

but even when the sun is shining
my soul is hiding 
losing everything i have but i dont realize it
and im sitting in silence
i dont really like this
tryna be a better version of myself but im tired

myfault (interlude)

sample:  August Alsina - No Love (Remix) ft. Nicki Minaj


i know its my fault bae im sorry
i hate myself too so don't worry
i get u wet like tsunami
im so high im so geeked out my body

some days I don't know who I am
ill tattoo your name on my hand
so you know and you understand

that I don't wanna live like this no more
this pain inside my heart I'm so cold
let them talk about it they don't know
I been to hell and back I wont fold

when will it stop, idk

tattooyournameonmyhand

whowouldyoubelieve? (kurai, katai) @u8u MIXX #swagmaori

intuition ft. katai #gmf #SWAGGMMAORIMIXX (kurai)

dont know where 2 start
baby we came so far 
hold onto my heart 
so it dont fall apart

in my head but im focused 
about that moment 
i was at my lowest
i made a few sounds the world starting to notice 
im stoney baloney im about to start floating

damnn
i dont know who i am 
without you
i dont know who i am 
without you
i dont know who i am 

i aint even gonna lie 
ive been feeling down bad
I don’t feel like doing much
With the energy I have 
I don’t feel like doing much
But I’ll do what I can
i be getting so high idk when i ll land

and idk where ill go

kurai

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