until the end of time

i just need a timeout
cuz theres some things im tryna find out
but if u need it
tell me whats up on ur mind now

but i h8 this shit
if i want it bad
i have to take that risk
i did all i could
but i aint change shit

spotify

timeout (kurai)

i guess im running out of options
and i kno u h8 me too cause its obvious
i dont want u 2 think that im heartless
cuz i dont feel the same its the opposite  

whats the point in lying 2 yourself
it dont change a thing youll jst make it worse
whats the point in lying 2 yourself
it wont change a thing youll jst end up hurt

i guess im running out of options
and i kno u h8 me too cause its obvious
i dont want u 2 think that im heartless
cuz i dont feel the same its the opposite  

i dont even kno
mind been feeling blank
and my body movin slo
she said she feel the same but i heard that shit befo
& i try & try again

option (kurai)

co prod https://soundcloud.com/maknae



i kno its wrong but it dont feel right to me
take a look at my eyes cause the pain it runs deep
its abt how u feel not abt how you think
you the only 1 i want you the only 1 i need

maybe i went too far
but it wasnt enough but it wasnt enough 
i gave you my trust
cause i really want ya cause i really want ya

but i cant even love you
how could i love you when i cant love myself
i cant even love you

self luv </3 (막내, kurai)

co prod @maknae

i kno its wrong cause theres some things that i lied about
i cant explain the way i feel when u not around
but its fine because im fine when im all by myself
 maybe thats a lie cause i cant even lie

i dont kno how to feel 
when im feeling like this
take a look at my heart
i dont need to explain it
yea luv too dangerous 

mayb im the 1 thats wrong
cause im not used to feeling luv
u think its right 4 u 
but its not right 4 us
i need some time alone
sometimes thats not enough
i wouldnt lie to u
cuz i just feel like 

i dont luv u like i shld
cuz i cant evn luv myself
but i still hope u would

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self luv pt 2‎ / Re: </3 (막내, kurai)

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い(kurai)

you dont understand its alright
this aint me this a whole different vibe 
spend a day in my shoes  you wont survive 
all this pain in my heart you wont realise

all this pain in my heart you wouldnt even kno
all this fake luv in the air and it really shows
i dont wanna go through that anymore

idontwannagoback...

苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ(kurai)

mix by me



gave up once i aint givin up twice
if i was blind id still see the lies
u cant take away my soul i already tried
18 years old but i still cry
help wont work id still feel the same
7 grams in my lungs i cant feel a thing
hurt me all you want im used 2 the pain
always worried about the things i cant change

kuru:
plz dnt come close my hearts still made of plastic
dont get wats js goin thru yr head no its so drastic
n i dnt understand a single word u say
n these thoughts js keep rollin thru my head like im a spastic
i h8 it  i h8 i miss ur fragrance i 
dnt undertstand a single motive in my brain i dnt have patience
i cnt laugh it off they all stare @ me surveillance 
i swear tht u js keep right thru my mind i aint courageous 
im still weak n i dnt kno wat 2 do u need me

eighteen ft. kuru (kurai, ku)

aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北(kurai)

i could go my whole life without loving
broken since a child its the reason that im stuborn
i cant see the pain only scars and i love it
i wont be the same anymore but i love it

this not luck this survival
used to fake love and being lied 2
said i wasnt hurt that was a lie too
you dont know pain but i do

not a lover
i still suffer
try make things work
blood stained t shirt

broken(💔) 壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた__kurai__

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心(kurai)

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i cant trust u one more time
already heard all those lies
cant take back what you said i 
already knew i was right

u dont know why im like this
when im alone i get the highest
u dont evn know what sacrifice is
u know the truth but still hide it

sacrifice??? 犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠(kurai)

SOULZZZ ##2021mixx (kurai)

@x9p @yurigoofy my bruddaS4 life my day onezzz

LOVVV SPELLL +katai&yurionline(kurai)

助けて助けて助けて 助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて(kurai)

pUrPle HaZe ##🙄💅##MauriOramixx (kurai)

時の終わりまで...

prod me & @x9p
drums i used r in my new drumkit cop it if u want 

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im gettn high in the afterlife
i cant trust a soul even angels lie
yea im powered up with my blud red eyez
i dont even know where my heart residez...

& i know im not strong
but i still try hold on 
why does pain last so long...

afterlife (katai, kurai)

ft https://soundcloud.com/lebxanon prod zjakkies, traveller

kurai

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