It's been so long since I last heard your flow. Since then, I have seen how you've got. I can't help but feel proud since I held on y'know?

Songs that use Idealism beats

Next To Me (Prod. Saba Lagrange x Ak Cheyz)

Spotify

Audemars

Here's the beat I used on Youtube 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CE5xhiPkcJo

Here's the producer
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_1-3a8kWnBfapbR0QZwHrg

Blood Moon By redfox2019386 (prod.Mors)

Nothing but sheer vibrations
https://twitter.com/RawdogEnt_
https://soundcloud.com/young-honey420
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Tyler the Creator type beat, Old School, Earl Sweatshirt, MF DOOM, Freestyle, Kendrick type beat, Instrumental, Wu-Tang Clan, Dark, goofy, East coast, Snoop dogg, Eminem, EDM, Meme rap, Dubstep, Chillstep, wavey, drop, rap, Miami, Tallahassee, Pittsburgh, lofi, vibes, lil nas x, nas, New York, east coast, fear and loathing, drugs, trippy, 7 days to die, video games, gaming

Ru - Sand

Written by: Kurama SD 
Chorus lyrics by: 9tails
Prod by: Idealism 
Mixed by: Darth Rose 
Mastered by: Bandlab
Artwork from: sword art online

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it 
2x

[Verse]
Its been years since I felt connected to family 
Nobody agrees with the person I want to be
Flaunt it all but you'll never escape your wrong deeds 
Plenty offered me weed 
But I would never concede 
Cause I never wanted it to change me
I was never a big spender 
Was always the type to stay inside with a sweater 
Always liked the cold weather 
Gave me a reason to get better 
Even though it never lasted forever
Losing all self composer 
All my monsters are getting closer 
I'll never get closure 
Don't know if this is nature or nurture
On the keyboard with the cursor 
Feeling cold on these late December nights 
Tryna get everything right 
Even in the dark of night there's always light 

[Pre-Chorus]
There's always light 
Always light
Just know there's always light 

[Chorus]
December Christmas party 
Last year dont get me started 
New year was so inviting 
Compred to the one before it

[Outro] 
It really was but 
Now it's faded away I guess

December (prod. idealism) [9TAILS - Christmas Party Remix]

Free Download⬇️

Shades On - [Official Audio] - Prod.LUCAS AQUINO

Uh-huh, I'm having issues with my trust
Keep it a hundred I'm feeling done, 'cause everybody got me fucked up
And in my dreams I'm playing with the seems of reality
Wrong terminology, gotta make sure that shit doesn't come undone
'Cause I'm a hedonist, thrill-seeking people pleaser
Feel like there's different parts of me fighting to be the alpha
Need a reset, no factory
She said she'd get back to me
But I could give a fuck, you know I'm runnin' out of battery

My way, it keep me sittin' on the fence, yeah 
Up on a precipice, I'm really on the edge
I'm focused but I couldn't care
If I fall I don't know who'd be there
I gotta question, not to know but to live
We keep on takin', we don't know how to give
I'm hopeless, still shine in my stare
Never givin' up 'til my name is everywhere

Would've been nice if you were there
So many moments that never got shared
Now I'm alone in my zone, and I'm losing awareness
Of the world outside my head
Feel like I'm already dead
God textin', left him on read
Blood red, my eyes
Like a sacrifice, bet
It's fuckin' torture being here so I make bad decisions
But even though I hate it, I'm stickin'
This is a permanent situation, I'm furniture from the basement
I'm sharpie, you can't erase me
I got riddles on the low
And now I'm vibing to this culture that I built for myself
But I'm concerned that if it grows, they'll wanna know what's in my shell
I'm not ashamed, but I got darkness I don't really wanna share
Shawty told me I'm a curse, I said I'm well aware

My way, it keep me sittin' on the fence, yeah 
Up on a precipice, I'm really on the edge
I'm focused but I couldn't care
If I fall I don't know who'd be there
I gotta question, not to know but to live
We keep on takin', we don't know how to give
I'm hopeless, still shine in my stare
Never give up 'til my name is everywhere

My Name Is Everywhere

Niga a taht od ton yrt ll’I dna

Niap eht gnirevoc tsuj m’I 


I just covering the pain 

And I try not do that again 


I can’t fucking do this anymore 
( I’m just used to playing games )
That was seriously fucked up 
we almost died 
So you agree 
Fuck yes 
That was th th this was insane 
( I just covering the pain ) 
That was pure luck 
I was not in control 

My shawty told me I got issues 
I just used to playing games
I don’t mean to just dismiss you 
I just covering the pain 

I don’t mean to make a scene 
And I don’t mean to be no lame 
But I done been through hell and back 
And I will not do that again 

So you can hit me say you miss me 
While you out here playing games 
I could hit you say I miss you 
While I’m out with what’s her name 

All these people know I’m with you 
And they haven’t said a thing 
Everything could be a lie 
And that’s the true and that’s insane 



My shawty told me I got issues 
I just used to playing games
I don’t mean to just dismiss you 
I just covering the pain 

I don’t mean to make a scene 
And I don’t mean to be no lame 
But I done been through hell and back 
And I will not do that again 

So you can hit me say you miss me 
While you out here playing games 
I could hit you say I miss you 
While I’m out with what’s her name 

All these people know I’m with you 
And they haven’t said a thing 
Everything could be a lie 
And that’s the true and that’s insane 



So what that mean 
And what you got 
Like what’s for me 
What’s for the opp 
What team you on 
Who back you got 
Are you gone care if Brody drop 


Would you fight 
Or would you leave 
I’d rather know than rather not 
Are you gone blow his fucking brain 
Or you gone beg for me to
Stop 

Are you gone tighten up the chain 

Or you gone loosen up the lock 

And are you spitting all the facts 

Or are we lying to the cops 

Or are you with me for the money 

Or are you with me for the gwap

Cause why you pumping on the breaks 

While I’m taking out the stops 

Could you not 



My shawty told me I got issues 
I just used to playing games
I don’t mean to just dismiss you 
I just covering the pain 

I don’t mean to make a scene 
And I don’t mean to be no lame 
But I done been through hell and back 
And I will not do that again 

So you can hit me say you miss me 
While you out here playing games 
I could hit you say I miss you 
While I’m out with what’s her name 

All these people know I’m with you 
And they haven’t said a thing 
Everything could be a lie 
And that’s the true and that’s insane 


Look at my fucking hand 
Look at this shit 
Why do you keep doing this to us 
( I just covering the pain ) 
I don’t know Morty 
Maybe I hate myself 
Maybe I think I deserve to die 
I - I - I don’t -I - I - I don’t know 
AAHHHHHHHHH 

And I try not do that again
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Send me a ( feat. ) ❕❕
Official.oxoxty@gmail.com

oxox.ty - Issues ( prod. heartbrkn x 101slide x joeldrmora )

Rich Talk

Полуниця з Патронами

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

this song is completely non profit

produced by @idealismus

lyrics:

blowing on pack
slept three hours flat
how the fuck that possible
that i cant go to bed

if im smoking more i swear i should be getting rest
its fuck up (for real it is shits crazy)

i dont think its the only thing i feel in my chest
got some old emotions buried deep inside my breathes
i can feel them burn me when i exhale my lungs
id confront them but i cant cause i forget where theyre from

hurt you
i dont mean to hurt you
but i dont treat sympathy as a virtue
im too involved in my own selfish mind
even though i forget who i am half the time

as i grow i tend to grow out of line
making time just so i can keep taking my time

no one really has the time to worry bout relationship
but everyone is doing it and no ones really saying it

tinder picking choosing
then delete it for a little bit
u know u like the ego boost
of people swiping right on it

but i do too
and im like you
i cry too
and friday night
im high like you
christmas break
im drunk like you
bad work day
slumped like you
im scared like you
not fair that you
shit on me when im 
just like you

i feel things too
i just make tunes and
the musics cool but
im just you

we are one of the same i know

im u (prod. idealism)

produced by idealism

lyrics:

man we really out here
damn its chilly out
get ahead of myself
always end up down here

round here
no one give a fuck about your feelings
youre numbers
no one get to know you think about it your nothing

i move forward hard head
its scary any day u could wind up dead
i put my money in the bank
if there was no saving me id save a little change
help the family with the pain
that was before my current angle on my brain
that was before i got too busy for the pain
way before when everyday would feel the same

feel like everybody like me more
real life friends would ask me what im crying for
said they said i need the sadness just to feel the force 
making garbage i dont like so you would like me more

is not the way it works
i put my feelings first
i put em in the words
persuasion never works
opinions rarely hurt
bitch ill die before i spin another persons thought into the works

okok alright alright
blueberry packed in the pipe
rain sounds coming from the night
damn

this track is completely non-profit

side street (prod. idealism)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

苦しみ (Prod. Idealism)

Rizo is so hot like the mothefuckin sun

Fucking on yo bih and I doit for fun FUN

That bih wanted dick and I gave her a ton TON

Yeah she want my energy so now I gotta run GOTTA RUN

Rizo is so hot like the mothefuckin sun SUN

Fucking on yo bih and I doit for fun FUN

That bih wanted dick and I gave her a ton TON

Yeah she want my energy so now I gotta run GOTTA RUN

Rizo is so fresh like the motherfuckin air

Fuckin on yo bih and I dont even care YUHH

I'm a beat that pussy up and hit it like a snare BOWW

I'm just tryna make my money and be a millionaire CASH

Yeah she cum to me cus she kno I'm better 

Ayee

That bih on my dick but dont want my cheddar 

Ayee

Slurping on my dick and I jusstt met her 

Ayee

Now she writing me all these looveee letters

Ayee

Rizo got no time like the mother fucking meter METER

Ima fuck yo bih then ima fucking feed her FEED HER

That bih wanna lick and go in deeper DEEPER 

That bih looking bad man she looking like a diva DIVA

Rizo is so hot like the mothefuckin sun SUN

Fucking on yo bih and I doit for fun FUN

That bih wanted dick and I gave her a ton TON

Yeah she want my energy so now I gotta run GOTTA RUN

Rizo is so hot like the mothefuckin sun SUN

Fucking on yo bih and I doit for fun FUN

That bih wanted dick and I gave her a ton TON

Yeah she want my energy so now I gotta run GOTTA RUN


Rizo - ELEMENTS [PROD. by simmi-OHH]

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

December (prod. idealism) [9TAILS - Christmas Party Remix]

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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