Featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD & JoshIGuess 
Produced by: Boyfifty & Ross Gossage 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Verse: JoshIGuess]
last night I was with my ex in a nightmare
i want to forgive but you won't ever fight fair
if you were nice to me before 
then you know I might care
you can go ahead and block
you can press the button right there

don't know what the truth is
it feels so illusive
these papers are useless
they be leaving bruises
on old notes i won't cope
taking this abuse and
you never support
but you do what I'm doing

and i used to stay right beside you
now I'm lucky if I'm even right behind you
you go up i go down
but i'll climb I know how
gotta look at my surrounds
and listen to this sound

you are not around 
you think you were too good
years down the line 
you wish you had said you should
but i don't blame you for leaving
fuck I think I even would
i'm too weak for this shit 
you can read me like a book 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Outro: JoshIGuess]
every day i fade away
losing space in my head
feels so out of place 
why you still upset 
i don't say shit

Every Day I'm Losing Space w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Boyfifty & Ross Gossage)

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

lyricz
Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

Confidence aint the highest
But boy im feeling the flyest
Best fit here, these motherfuckers aint trying
Designer mixed with the thrift find, double downed to the riptide,
Boy you falling on slipslide, rearrange ur thoughts see the flipside
With a womens 19th century watch see my wrist shrine
You might think u fly, but u aint coming close this time

Running through a field, saddle me up a horse
I be at max caliber srt4 of course
Or a dodge neon, i dont want a porsche
My drip cause a flood, yeah u might an oar

Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

GLASSHALFFULL [prod.  ETERNETY x inuyasha]

Guitars made by Splashgvng.
The song was written and recorded by the talented AutumnisEnding.

Check out AutumnisEnding: https://on.soundcloud.com/Mm5tf

Enjoy <3.

Why Does Your Dad Dislike Me So Much? ft AutumnisEnding (Prod. The Sound Clown)

groggy! (p. BIGWAR)

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
https://soundcloud.com/7hersx

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

the time I spent with you is still considered priceless
but my mind has been forming an existential crisis
words that she wrote with her ds stylus
but those memories to you are just considered sightless 

forget warmness frozen inside my heart
it's cold and i feel soulless from everything I start

i remember I had you in the picture 
but like i cut you off i grabbed my scissors
try to forget my memories when with her
no matter what I would never forgive her

just bring me down until my last breathe
step inside my castle you won't realize who you been with
so girl you can't come home there's nothing left
you're so indescisive and i do not like it

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

I Miss You

AkiraDoves & JoshIGuess - I Miss You (Thersx)

prod. @alivetonight

amazing prod and vocalist <3

lyrics: (shoutout to @kurama_sd for putting my lyrics in the description)

[Verse]
This isn't what I signed up for 
I act like I'm fine 
But inside I'm losing my mind
Hello there
I'm a lonely soul 
With no where to go
I don't know my own future 
What am I doing here I don't know 
I thought I had everything I want
But I still feel empty 
I still feel sad 
I try to rest at night 
But I fail at like everything I do
And I just can't get out of my head 
Not even for one moment 
(Not even for one moment)

[Outro]
And No one knows 
and no one knows 
and no one will ever know 
All I have is my songs
(All i have is my song-)

this isn't what i signed up for :( (prod. alivetonight)

baby don't leave
you own me 
you own me

i keep seeing shapes in the corner of my room now
i don't feel okay, im not a bitch so i won't back down
girl we're young
girl we're young
yeah i know 
but im fucked
in the head
my vision slowed
when i walk in, no one ever fucking knows
day n night
everynight 
im dying slow
i don't mind
smoke a blunt
watch me choke 
alright,rewind
i need you home
blue eyes
my arms
tight rope

bitch im never going back
i can't even smoke a pack
anxiety fucks my head
keep thinking i'll have a heart attack

i can't even drink so im dying with no comfort 
she don't wanna link so im dying in my converse 
pick me up, let me in, take me home
i hate this view i call my own

baby don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

i don't even know whats fucking real
i can't even tell whats fuckin real
shell of who i once was
im just a shell of who i once was
i won't sip it till i see the seal
i will pop that pill if it's real
i am just a shell of who i once was
i don't even know who i once was 


when will this feeling fucking end?
they don't even notice what i said
if you point the gun i won't run
if you point the gun i won't run
i don't even care anymore
i just throw up on the rug then i sleep on the floor so
bed sweats every night when i wake up 
im soaking in the sheets with my own blood

baby 
don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

You own me :( (Prod.stillvanishing)

Connections v2 w/ HeyLee Manzeron (prod teddyboi)

Gamma Ray - HeyLee Manzeron (Prod. Clav) PHEONIX COMPETITION

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Every Day I'm Losing Space w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Boyfifty & Ross Gossage)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)