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Kurama's most emotional songs

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: emptychest 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: TheDinkMaster

[Verse] 
Are you standing there? 
I wanna know if you still care 
I wish I still had them 
I feel fear 
Everytime they stare 
Lost and aware
Life was never fair 
Missing the point 
Losing the fight 
Feelings are useless 
This shit leaves me clueless 
I’m feeling betrayed 
Why not put me away 
I feel like a toy 
Please just destroy me 
Cause nothing makes any sense in my life 
Nothing in my life makes sense

[Chorus] 
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
Take away everything till 
I feel nothing 
Nothing makes sense
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
(Might meet my fate)

[Verse 2] 
I wanna beat myself till I bleed 
Maybe music all I need 
Or it’s an addiction I always feed 
If I give it my all I might succeed 
But nothing is guaranteed 
As people leave I plead for them to come back 
But they tossed me into a stampede 
Now I realize that I mislead me 
Cause my music addiction is the reason they leave me

[Chorus] 
Thought I was okay
But I never feel that way
Already 20 
Might meet my fate 
Take away everything till 
I feel nothing

Nothing Makes Sense (Prod. emptychest)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Beats Cuts: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Akame ga Kill
Lyrics:
[Verse]
Broken environments 
Fucked up and crying tears 
Why I wanna die
Can't find my own betterment 
This is just a sentiment 
I lose it 

Give me my divine creation 
I'm never the one hating 
All the love their faking 
Got me raging 
I was fading out 
Now I'm away in an early grave

[Bridge]
Losing track of my mind
(in an early grave)
Losing track of my time
I don't know why I'm on the grind still
Cause I'm losing my appeal 
To the people that I wanna be with

[Chorus]
I can't even find a grip
Of you still here
Wish I could be there for you
Even though I'm lost
I'm so lost
Without you here

[Outro]
With no one by your side 
You fall down and die
I'm sorry
But that's just how I feel 
Right now
Right now

Lost (Prod. Idealism)

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ maesk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: emptychest
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Re zero: Starting from another world (anime)

[Sample: Re-zero Saburu's speech]
Did you just say what I thought you said
"Sabaru your shaking"
Don't give me that crap
There's nothing easy about giving up
Nothing!
You think I'm just doing nothing
Thinking about nothing 
Cutting myself off from everything
Throwing my entire life away
Leaving every last thing I know
And care about behind
And that's all it took for me to call it quit's
That's a lie
It was never that easy for me
It was so much easier for me to go on thinking 
That there was something I could do
To make a real difference 
But I know now that there's nothing I can do
There's no way out
Understand!
The only path everything leads to is 
Giving up!
If I could do something 
then I'd do it 
I swear that I would 
You don't know what your talking about
I have given up
Caring at all was impossible from the very start 
My hands were so small that it all slipped through my fingers
Leaving nothing behind

[Intro]
I make my own path
Everybody talks trash
Everyone walks around
Hoping one day to be found
But I know one day I'll be found
(Don't give up)
Don't give up

[Verse]
I've never won a single battle 
I try to mingle but they take from u 
Take me away to the moon 
I'm sick of the walls in this room 
I wasn't born with no silver spoon 

[Pre-Chorus]
Nobody left 
Nobody here 
On my own again 

[Chorus]
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to say

I Make My Own Path (Prod. emptychest)

i      o p e n e d      m y      e y e s      a g a i n

lyrics:

I opened my eyes again
And realize that i have been
Borderline suicidal
Fear that I'll go
Grab a fucking bottle
And chug it down
Down, down, down
They help me sleep 
But they can't help me rest in peace

Yeah i met this girl
And i fell in love
I tried to get up
But i felt so stuck

At the end of the day she chose another one
Now I'm left in the mud all alone as i rust

So tired of loving
My heart continues drumming
While i just strum these old strings


Lights flashing
Ready camera action
Oh my dear you're really good at acting
When you said you loved me 
I felt a little passion
Wrapped in sadness
Hatching all the madness
That you created
Love turned to hatred
I really truly loved you but i guess i was mistaken
Trapped in my tank 
That just sank
God i hate

I don't fuck with love no more
It's just hurting my health
Losing my mind but there's nobody that i can tell
Kind of gave on hoping that i just might get well
If this may be my final song then i give you farewell's

old love, old strings

old love, old strings (prod. hero)

[+] tryna spread all my love, its getting hard though
* produced by @metlast *

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LYRICS:

leaving scars

+ spotify

leaving scars (feat. noahmadethiss) [prod. metlast]

prod. me

you're all the best fr <3

lyrics:
I gotta get fucking grip
i let everything slip thru my fingers
im walkin on glass I might trip 
let it cut me just cut me to pieces 

on dry ice frostbite from your lips sent a shiver down my spine thru the vine to my hips 
there ain a lotta love for me, not to give. 
I been tryna figure how the fuck im gonna live like
this.

im wasted, complacent.
u name it
im lame man, 

cut my lips, cant speak to you 
i blew the shield can't read into 
the cold ass stare i get, you use 
permission to light the fuse 

im just a figment 
walkin thru your vision
catch me upset, its just something you're dismissin 
solice is only possible when were in two 
love so still, its all because i skipped the route
unmissable 

i am 
cant relate to me relate to you
i try 
some days i wonder why i cant cry 
my eyes 
been frosted since i last quit my lies 
so why 
is my chest still caving in

i feel my worth in my skin
but i can't seem to let it grow
i feel the grief in my soul
leave slowly

frostbite

spotify

Beat prod by: sorrow bringer 
Written and performed by: popularreject 
Artwork by: briz

acid bath (p. sorrow bringer)

I wrote this song in prison
And thank god that I did it
I’m a man who’s on a mission
I’ve got business left to finish up
I don't deal with minimums
My sound will not diminish
I swear on any witness
All the things I know I didn’t

I be on my own thing
Shovel to the dirt
All the time I wasted was time I deserved
Now I sing of heartbreak
A pain not from this earth
I miss gettin' high
I miss loving my girl

And I swear
When I get out
I’ll be there
For you baby girl

I wrote this song in prison
When sh!t was getting difficult
But man I had a vision
I’ve got business left to finish up
I don't deal with minimums
My sound will not diminish
I swear on any witness
All the things I know I didn’t

I be on my own thing
Shovel to the dirt
All the time I wasted was time I deserved
Now I sing of heartbreak
A pain not from this earth
I miss gettin' high
I miss loving my girl

I wrote this song in prison
It goes
(oh)
Yeah
(oh)
I wrote this song in prison
It goes
(oh)
Yeah
I wrote this song in prison
(oh)

s0cliché - I Wrote This Song In Prison

the little things in life ft. Love Jai + Hamilton *recycleBin*

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

confusion w/ hiraeth (switch)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Idealism
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Fruits Basket 2019 (Anime)

[Verse 1]
For once my life was going good 
But it all slipped through my fingers 
Never feel comfortable with myself
I wanna be somebody else
Always belt out emotion 
I still suffocate in the ocean 
Trapped in a body that needs a heal potion 
Losing my emotions

[Bridge]
Days fade so slowly 
Losing myself in the process 

[Verse 2]
Losing progress
Worrying about my health 
Wondering what you felt 
When u saw me 
Sitting at lunch lonely 
Feeling so phony 
This house never feels like home
One day I'll find comfort 
Ran through my mind 
Got myself into a bind 
Sometimes I just wish I could rewind

[Outro]
There's so much I have left to say
I don't wanna say it
Cause I'm scared to
Scared to let's u into my mind
I'm Scared to tell u how I really feel
So bye

I Wanna Be Someone Else (Prod. Idealism)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: domesticsoul
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Your Lie In April (Anime)

[Intro]
Feeling so broke down
I wanna leave my own town 
Cause everybody fucking hates me here
I just wanna disappear 

[Verse]
I just wanna disappear 
Cause everday I feel worthless 
Maybe if I was gone it'd be painless 
Sometimes I wish I remained faceless 
Maybe then I'd be nameless 
I don't wanna be famous 
Everybody cares till it
Comes to this
Comes to this

[Bridge]
Broken too pieces again 
I just wish I could have a friend 
(Friend)
Don't know where I've been lately 
Just miss you everyday lately 

[Verse 2]
Plenty mistakes made 
I don't really know what to say
Just wanna get out my bed today 
Even if I fail just know I'm here for you
I don't really see things clearly 
Nearly jumping off the ledge everyday

[Outro]
Who the fuck am I anymore

Vanish (Prod. domesticsoul)

ROCKSTAR ANTHEM

This is my very first beat I made a few hours ago
and im happy to show y'all 
ps* im still learning this producer thing so go easy on me
s/o bryce for helping me with FL when I facetimed em <3

cold glass (prod. october)

screams by @johnnascus 
produced by me! first in a long time haha
new version of an old one
co-written by @samthraxx
art by 8485
<3

you feat. JOHNNASCUS

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

I Make My Own Path (Prod. emptychest)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)