//LYRICS// 

last time went to fast in the background you will never love me why can't you just love me hold me hold me hold me 

im feeling alone once again im trying my best not cry im feeling alone in the crowd again oh again 

dont leave me lonely and I'll be there by your side dont leave me lonely dont leave me there all alone when i need you you never promised you never call me you never text me 

im trying too hard not to love you im trying too hard not to hate you you're never around when i am there im pulling the gun in the back of my head 

im feeling alone once again im trying my best not cry im feeling alone in the crowd again oh again

last time went to fast in the background you will never love me why can't you just love me hold me hold me hold me ×2 



alone in the crowd (prod. rodger)

Dying Young (Sobriety Kills) - ITsJohnny ft $am [prod Metlast]

Logan kade and P33

beat produced by Wellfed x CapsCtrl

Reckless Abandon

Reckless Abandon (Ft. P33)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/stillvanishing & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

it's been a long night (stillvanishing & killedmyself)

allegory (p. aspect x ayoleybeats)

never hear you but I love you ft. monclerhearttear (prod afterlife x splashgvng)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
Isolated temple won't take me out back
Just numb the pain with drugs 
It's all I ever had
Fucked up I cannot focus on my bed 
Doing these drugs all I have 

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

[Verse 2]
Fuck it up a mess
Silhouettes yeah I'm so stressed 
Taking medicine popping pill for the pain
She was so expressive hit depression
She was just another girl probably from another world

[Sample]
I don't know what's your talking about half the time 
Why is that?
I don't know
I mean you just go on and on talking about nothing 
Why can't you have a normal conversation?
Your always trying to sound like some damn medicine man

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two
x2

[Outro]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

i still see her in my flashbacks at 4am (nadiak)

Featuring: @emptychest
Written by: Kurama SD & emptychest 
Produced by: Syndrome 
Mixed by: AkiraDoves & emptychest 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Steins Gate

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I feel every emotion 
Clutch tighter to the picture I’m holding 
No way of knowing when my eyes won’t open 
People all around me smoking 
Everyday I think of bolting 
But stick through the motions 
Because I don’t wanna stay broken 
Remember us joking 
About what comes after 
Now Everything is just a rapture 
From breaking away 
All the dreams we were making 
Seems you were faking 
Now I can’t stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 
Now I can't stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking 

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 2: emptychest]
did u ever see him
like u said u meaned it
and i would never be him
maybe cus im not even a him 
in the first place
get it thru ur brain
i would stay at my place 
but they know im insane
did u get out?
im alone
what was my name?
i dont think u got it
cus u were fucked up off the every fucking thing
now my hearts broken and i simply cannot take it

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

Nothing Left To Say w/ emptychest (Prod. syndrome)

C'est déjà ça (prod. Marni)

Bow wow

diamond-dust 2.mp3

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Nothing Left To Say w/ emptychest (Prod. syndrome)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)