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wish you were here

wrong ft viizzi + karson + ch2rms + cldsummer (prod wuko + glums)

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

spotify ^w^

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

@aijn @lilac
https://soundcloud.com/emotionals/cherry-reduxx-2

cherrycover2vvvvn

idKKk..

fix me w/ mitsu

PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY https://www.gate.fm/ZmjGax
@0arid
the one they won't forget
inspired by dltzk

[hokoi]
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
but i think theres reason for that.
all of the shit it just feels like a mission,
but its based on fiction not fact

i've said it before,
no i wont say it again,
dont wanna hear ur voice,
dont wanna be ur friend.

you aint got any more chances,
i cant even pretend,
you've done fucked it all up
this is the way that it ends

[arid]
im too afraid to reach out
but i know i can
i find it hard to leave now
its all out of hand
and i try it all again
and ill die when fall at the end
and the message im struggling to send
yeah im doing what i can

[hokoi]
its like they only exist on the screen,
i just dont understand why,
i can not find,
my mind and,
understand that they are there.

its because

they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine

it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
i wasnt aware of what i have been missing,
i dont want no internet friends.

internet friends 💻 + arid (hokoi)

🌐LOST:( + GENC471 (greentop)

LYRICS:
(oryx)
*hook*
and i walk out the house
gripping on my blade
had to get my check
you know its payday

robbed the fucking bank
like its payday
oryx such a ladies man
he always gets his way

had to self improve
you know im not the same
i used to be broke
but a man had to change

faggots used to dickride
but u know im not the same
and they used to love me
but its cool to hate >:)

*verse*
hello kitty on my shirt
bag of weed up in my purse
shoot my shotty like im kurt
dont give a fuck, it could be worse

imma hack in the mainframe
take the money, everyday things
fuck up the system i change things
i dont care if they hate me

no one do it like me
got on my nikes
i know they like me
and that bitch she ride me

imma keep a sidepiece
imma make me a plan
imma walk up in the function
imma kill every man

*hook*
and i walk out the house
gripping on my blade
had to get my check
you know its payday

robbed the fucking bank
like its payday
oryx such a ladies man
he always gets his way

had to self improve
you know im not the same
i used to be broke
but a man had to change

faggots used to dickride
but u know im not the same
and they used to love me
but its cool to hate me >:)
(x2)

payday

Instagram

payday (prod. hateoryx)

hear me out (metis remix)

feat @mental @1juni2

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/18sL4bPQf8dro1soYEo3BV?si=d4d034116d0648f6
apple music link: https://music.apple.com/us/album/stay-the-night-feat-mental-juni/1584900249?i=1584900250

prod: https://www.instagram.com/prod.gren808/
artwork made by NE∅N. check out these illustrations: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/31150749

stay the night w/ mental & juni (gren808)

klnv

@nwbmarilyn
@branwenmusic
@rvrhiv

[katsu]
запакованный в rar
фармил ночью кристал
и мне очень одиноко
ведь я сильно устал

вновь подписан контракт
твоя душа изъята
ты убивался по ней
она разбила тебя

[marilyn]
не могу остаться
но она мешает мне уйти
в своём новом платье
замаралась от моей кровь

ей со мной так больно
но она не может отпустить
ты красива как май
разве это не мечты?

не достану в сердце
я наполнен стрессом
не могу остаться
я как лишний третий

что мне дадут деньги?
если тебя нету
ты так хочешь смерти
мне так нужно время

[garo]
в моём кибер мире
вечная зима
им ничего не будет нужно
от таких как ты и я
забираю свои файлы
и скрываюсь среди вас
заполучить мой жёсткий диск
задача вовсе не проста

[katsu]
и это вечная зима
и я скрываюсь среди вас

они хотят забрать меня
они хотят забрать меня...

archive +marilyn (branwen, rvrhiv)

SKYF4LL

(OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS) SKYF4LL w/ SPIRAL 🦁🦇 (JEUDIS) #DISGUSTED

prod nomark

feat. @purnjo

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3f5GZ7cmR8

n.e.b.o ft. purnjo

:p
party on my bed
itz better than all da rezt
keepin secretz
coz i need smth 2 sleep wid
but yd u hav 2
kiss my lil head
da firzt day we meeeeet

itz all juz da same
itz all juz da same
but bby itz my fav game
nd derez nuthin 2 do
but play bby play
play bby play
nd if u chk ud see dat da
high score iz my name>:3

nuthin

https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/waster

nothing changes change inst real Everythnmg is predetermined its@meant to happen Change is impossibl

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