The Uploadddasdas

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

@aijn @lilac
https://soundcloud.com/emotionals/cherry-reduxx-2

cherrycover2vvvvn

hear me out (metis remix)

SKYF4LL

(OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS) SKYF4LL w/ SPIRAL 🦁🦇 (JEUDIS) #DISGUSTED

prod nomark

feat. @purnjo

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3f5GZ7cmR8

n.e.b.o ft. purnjo

manic

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

featuring @pradaaslife
produced by @silversxo & @user-240779199
cover art by @buffalobang
© Scrap Club 2024

In the AM ft. pradaaslife (prod. silver & filip)

when im gone

feat @user-129366899-725037238

I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

Let her go,
I can’t really speak nah,
I was in that mode,
Recording for a week now,
They in competition, with who?
I don’t really pay attention,
Pastor give a lesson,
I ain’t really listen,

What’s the challenge?
Feeling manic,
Right now I’m on the couch,
D1v he recording me,
This life of mine is more than me,
Bad bitch she annoying me,
Sprite mixed with that mud,
SCNL, Stockholm City that’s No Love,
They gone say I’m booted,
But it’s okay I walk with Buddha,
I be up, can not sleep,
I got pills in my jeans..

I don't know what else to say
whatever happens do it my way
come to club the tables paid
off the x touch my face
idk when im coming home
idk should take her home
one more cup I might be gone
one more day im on my own


I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

more than me+eskimoshaman [shinju]

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5JUpB7cmcA

@ felix.hyper : artwork
@iwtkp4ever
S/O Sweden & @swoopyy 
mixxmaster by bizarius

swoopy - new new (video in desc) produced by Bizarius

Scared To Get Close +d1v (opal, sg37)

Vanish

Vanish ft. Dion (prod. b2 & ddertbag)

All For You ft. Sg lily

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced

bad impressions

sprigtek

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