spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WoXlGle95jkszY3VAWPho?si=2327d7ba423c4d4c

produced by plantcham
written by me
mix and mastered by me

happy birthday 2 me
been incredibly uninspired as of late, sorry for the absence
wanted to try something different, happy tunes after this
i hope you enjoy :)

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been awhile since i felt something
that felt real
my never ending thoughts
feels like im throwing rocks
can't you hear me?
i'm screaming
do you fear me?
i'm pleading
cause this just don't feel right
i don't want to cause a fight
you should live your final life
you've already ruined mine

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

can't help but feel stuck
it's all in my head
got this damn ache in my chest
just a minute of rest
is all i ask for
i don't feel bad for the way that i act
when my intention was for you to relax
so calm down
breathe in
what's the point in it
when you're not feeling
been awhile since i've gone without a meaning
i wonder why you talk without a reason
cause you've already ruined life

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

crawler

prod me n sai
lyric
all my hoes yea i dropped em
they still hit my line but u kno i cant stop em
i dont wanna get attached gotta be cautious
poppin all these percs it got me nauseous
tell me whats the issue tell me whats the problem
i dont care what it is im here to solve it
if theres something in the way lets get to talkin
say ur over ur ex so why u stalking him?
i thought u dont even wanna talk to him
when u mention him u fuckin up my confidence
askin u a question why u dodgin it?
yea u took my heart away and now u tossin it

bitch im too unphased yea its not even funny
i feel like @tisakorean8j everybody askin me how i be hittin my duggies
she wanna make a tiktok she wanna ride like a bunny
20 hoes inna backseat they wanna give me a suckie
smokin dis za smokin dis dope
that bitch a fiend for da drugs yea i knew dat shit since i seen dat bitch snortin on coke
ive been on demon time lil bitch i keep him on watch if he fw my bros
im finna walk in the function drippin in margiela, margiela from head to ma toe
ima pop him like a fanta
i might cause a lil tantrum
glock hit his lungs so we gon give that boy cancer
im finna put u inna trance yea
everytime i drop a song she do a lil dance yea

(un)phased prod tera & sai

all these changes
moved as fast as the wind blows
i left my past in paintings
i hid 'em in places that i won't go

if i was different
maybe things would be different

i started flailing
chasing a breath that i couldn't catch
my grip was flailing
like sand you fell through the gaps in my hands

if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame

shame...

yet,
if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame
if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head 

the thoughts in my head...

i know he looks better
in your stupid fall sweaters
and i know i never
could compete with him

bc i am so ugly
baby i really just want you to love me
baby i know that its hard to trust me
i can only give a couple promises
i promise to always be by your side
i promise to never fuckin lie
all i ask for is that you promise me
that youll never find another guy

her favorite color was sage green
i told her mine was the same thing
i never had one until i met you 
but now my hearts aching 
because you left
you wrote your name on my chest
and i hold my breath 
because 

baby you put him over me
and it fuckin hurts
baby id never choose anyone in the world
if there was a million people in the same room
id still choose her
and i can really blame you
cause shes so perfect
shes so worth it
because shes
my girl (6 billion)
(her favorite colors sage green)

sage green (p. xy1va)

~--¬[ envy ]¬--~

prod; loxu
feat; dooozii
vox mix; okashe
master; okashe

lyrics;




I bet in your head you're up there
To everybody else you're not
Paparazzi, flash?, it's not there
Leave you left4dead to rot

Questioning now, Do you get me?
Spray the whole clip till it empty
I do not feel a thing I guess
That's what they envy

Fuck it im raising the pressure like never before
Said fuck all you people im paying me dues nd more
Going to the top

One two in my mind 
That shit goin greyscale
Always out 2 kill my vibe
Stop tryna get me derailed

Crush a mf, talkin hydraulic
Fucked in the head talkin real psychotic
Innit heavy ironic
How all these "big band" rappers got real light wallets


[dooozii]
waiting on, waiting on
waiting on them, i'll speak when i wanna
im not worried, idc when i'm up
i'm keeping my cool, idc about drama

i learned how to act up front
learned how to wait, with the weight of my trauma
idc when the money comes
i'm making it there, aint worried about commas

lemme tell you where to go
me and ashe been on a roll
all this weight on me, i'll let you know
i got some pressure on my soul

helper - hate

kuroki

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