dodging

bottles

check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

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check

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premiered live in los angeles on 7/5/25
original track produced by me and fortuneswan

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prod me
lyrics // 
dont place your bets on me
you’d be one hell of a wife,
i cant afford no ring, girl
he’d probably treat you better than me
better than me, girl

im in your bed alone, 
on nights id rather be by myself
i hate checking my phone
its just another person i left
on the bright side
you believe me 
when i say im at my best
its a lot a words
i should say to you
but theyre better off in my head, oh

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

big brown eyes
you’re looking at me like i almost hurt myself
we’ve been through hell
but nothing could compare to this now
you know
the best things dont come easy
and the worst times rarely last
i see your image through stained windows
kiss me through the glass, oh

im in my head alone
on nights id rather be in your bed
you hate the way it goes
im just another person that left
on the bright side you can move on
with your life with no regrets
theres a lot things i should say to you
but theyre buried in my chest

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

crash

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Kv38QbSm8sQ?si=ncNCp8uMao_JC9cS

produced by aftrr

Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out

stream

Headrush

lyrics:

ill leave in the meantime
its fine you need me time
give u some time for urself
grieve in the moonlight
repent for the old fights
go thru my own sense of hell
needed the distance
think i did too
dont rly miss us thats what ill say too
this isnt brand new
feels like this happened b4
this happened b4 my eyes
i sulk in the dark did i do this right
its hard to imagine a better life than one i have lived before
i have all the time for remorse
cast spells
cant tell
what u rly want if u rly wanted me
well i fell flat on my face with no signs of grace around
so i dont want anyone ever again when u lie to my face and show little repent
i dont want u
if all of these signs hold true
im sick of all of it
im not quite as tolerant
id rather be wrong than admit that u were right

wizard (tmywtsis)

how do i tell u

date night

vocals:  L.A. Ferguson
written and performed by L.A. Ferguson

You Call My Name (Take 3) (seduction lounge version)

I'm over Christmas already, so please enjoy an EP of tracks not related to Christmas, but to other things instead.

how do i tell u

kurtains