Armor For My Heart

Meteor Shower

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

yeah, you caught me astound, 
oh, when i'm feeling it now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,
they say this life has been found,
oh, yet our time goes now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,

so many times i could say,
that this was never okay,
but i just stared in a gaze,
'cause i was never afraid,
but lately times have been changed,
no, and no longer obtained,
thought we could take the pain,
but you just tossed me away,

so many times i say i found someone,
and that's a lie oh well,
i think i tried somehow,
in the end,
looking at the stars oh so far,
figured that loves bizarre,
but i just need your heart,
in the end,

when we first met it seemed so slow,
the tension said let's go,
and i just watched it so dumbfound,
but now i wish i could let go,
so i'll go and cry for the night, pack my bags, and guess i'll see you around,

yeah, you caught me astound, 
oh, when i'm feeling it now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,
they say this life has been found,
oh, yet our time goes now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,

i don't really care right now,
stuck half a world away,
if only i had you,
give me a light to fight for,
i can't fix the mistakes,
left it to the wind to 'tend to,
we could run away,
turn around, forget it all,

yeah, you caught me astound, 
oh, when i'm feeling it now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,
they say this life has been found,
oh, yet our time goes now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,

yeah, you caught me astound, 
oh, when i'm feeling it now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around,
they say this life has been found,
oh, yet our time goes now,
so throw a lifeline baby,
when i see you around.

-
feat. @sinxi
prod. @splashgvng
mixed/mastered by @prodbybrody
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【﻿ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｉ＇ｌｌ　ｓｅｅ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ．】

breaking

see you 'round (ft. sinxi)

spotify

see you 'round (ft. sinxi) (prod. splashgvng)

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

i pray our memories don’t pass,
i know you don’t care for what i said,
i know that, i know that, i know that, i,
i pray that you’ll get home safe,

yeah, we’re all living the same life,
got me going insane like,
i can’t ever get you when you never get me,
so baby can’t you help me see, oh,
‘cause i be shaking when you put it like that,
yeah, there’s demons in the fog, just another heart attack, yeah,
tell me where you wanna go, i’ll make sure that you’ll feel complete,
deplorably, asperity, oh can’t i be a better me,
this party’s boutta die, my friends are leaving for the night,
a quick goodbye before you go, and lemme know, just text me when you’re home, oh,

i pray our memories don’t pass,
i know you don’t care for what i said,
i know that, i know that, i know that, i,
i pray that you’ll get home safe,

i pray, to god, you don’t fall back,
i know he’ll hurt you the way i did,
i know that, i know that, i know that, i,
i pray that you’ll get home safe,

forget my health and safety, see you’ve been through something lately,
drop my focus when you text me, i’m just glad that you don’t hate me,
knots in my brain, maybe i should get some therapy,
i know i’ll be okay, ‘cause you’ll be around another day,
so tell me babe, watcha wanna see, where you wanna go,
dandelions grow in the cold, ‘fore the nightfall,
as we watch the sun go, the future’s unsure,
but maybe this is set in stone, its up to you to keep it on the down low,
never mind, hear the chime, when i’m feeling cold, oh,
tell ‘em why, ‘nother time, it’s okay, i know, oh,
pillars fall in the chapel, weighed with the lie,
god forgive me once, we don’t talk, but all i say is, i,

i pray your memories don’t pass,
i know you don’t care for what i said,
i know that, i know that, i know that, i,
i pray that you’ll get home safe,

i can’t do this, no,
bleed myself, it’s cold,
tell me a lie, and oh,
say that you love me so,

it’s so hard to move,
who would ever knew,
i just need some time to,
accept you love me so.

-
prod. @splashgvng
mixed/mastered by @prodbybrody
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【﻿ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｅｘｔ　ｍｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｙｏｕ’ｒｅ　ｈｏｍｅ．】

pray

pray (prod. splashgvng)

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

said you’d never let me go till the end of time,
i’ve been waiting here forever till you say goodbye,
6 feet under and i’m scared, no i don’t wanna die,
now this world is ending, yeah, well at least i tried,

baby, i can feel the change, no more livin’ a lie,
waking up at different times, wish i was feelin’ alive,
but i can’t find the way to say with our worlds passing by
these minutes to hours, from hours to days, to months, oh,
baby, we can find a way, why’d you push me aside,
a thousand years in this life, hoping that you come by,
time is ticking and i’ve waited my entire life
from minutes to hours, from hours to days, to months, oh,

yeah, why you act like that, yeah,
yeah, never text my at, yeah,
i can’t really tell what you want,
so i keep to myself, but stay on the front, oh,
never honest, but i took your word,
and now i’m broken, sure, i mean that goddamn hurt,
‘cause i thought it’d be worth it to stay for awhile,
but now you’re gone, and i just miss your smile, oh

you can tell me what they said before the night comes oh,
tell me that you’ll be okay, don’t let it go,
we can make it in this life, just give it time,
these feelings change, and just maybe i can call you mine,

my body feels like it’s decaying, it’s wrapped ‘round in a chain,
got me castaway, i’m floating as i’m screaming your name,
for a million years id wait just to see you again, oh,
are you even listening, i’m fucking breaking in the end,

baby, i can feel the change, no more livin’ a lie,
waking up at different times, wish i was feelin’ alive,
but i can’t find the way to say with our worlds passing by
these minutes  to hours, from hours to days, to months, oh,
baby, we can find a way, why’d you push me aside,
a thousand years in this life, hoping that you come by,
time is ticking and i’ve waited my entire life,
from minutes to hours, from hours to days, to months, oh,

i can’t fall without you again,
within these gardens you can tell me why,
rest to die, never feel the pain,
we go on, that’s the way of time,
i can’t fall without you again,
within these gardens you can tell me why,
rest to die, never feel the pain,
we go on, it’s just wasted time,

it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time,
it’s just wasted time.

-
prod. @splashgvng x @irby314
mixed/mastered by @prodbybrody
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【﻿ｉｔ’ｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗａｓｔｅｄ　ｔｉｍｅ】

minutes

music video

minutes (prod. splashgvng x irby)

wasteland

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

i said hey you're cool, you thought yeah okay,
i said don't let go, so we'll find a way,
but we fell apart, no this ain't okay,
i said babe what's wrong? you said yeah okay,

i said hey you're cool, you thought yeah okay,
i said don't let go, so we'll find a way,
but we fell apart, no this ain't okay,
i said babe what's wrong? you said yeah okay,

can't help but noticed you've been toxic,
locked in, i don't wanna leave, you're a comet,
landin' in a field, ufo burnin' scarlet,
ain't seem like a wish upon a star, if i'm honest,
baby tell your friends, that i'm actin' like that,
but we know deep down, our dreams are always holdin' back,
are we gonna lose this and reminisce all passed,
talk now, no calls, or this ain't gonna last,

i said hey you're cool, you thought yeah okay,
i said don't let go, so we'll find a way,
but we fell apart, no this ain't okay,
i said babe what's wrong? you said yeah okay,

sunsets in the skies, they remind me,
first dates in the summer, what a bummer, though i'm trying,
too hard, i don't wanna lose my aphrodite,
2am in bed, with your makeup on my white tee,
fuck this, lost out in an ocean,
let me find some way, 'least for you to notice,
i'm jaded, outlooks in commotion,
now the sun's goin' down, thinkin' bout that time when i,

i said hey you're cool, you thought yeah okay,
i said don't let go, so we'll find a way,
but we fell apart, no this ain't okay,
i said babe what's wrong? you said yeah okay,

lay on me, say it's okay,
stay right here, or a heartache,
breaking down, lie to my face,
saying 'baby yeah, guess we're okay',

i know i goddamn lost myself,
my friends they know, from grace i fell,
it's paining me to say i know,
you don't care for me, but i can't let go,

i said hey you're cool, you thought yeah okay,
i said don't let go, so we'll find a way,
but we fell apart, no this ain't okay,
i said babe what's wrong? you said yeah okay,

if i let it be, would you say yeah okay?
if i left you now, would you find a way?
if i hurt myself, would you help me babe?
if i end it all, would you say yeah okay?

-
prod. @jolst
mixed/mastered by @prodbybrody
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【﻿ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｌｅｔ　ｇｏ】

yeah

yeah (prod. jolst)

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose you,
realised that love ain't so far in view,
my brain it pains, can't refuse to,
think about what it's like just to lose you,
don't say it's fine, shaking, i'm clue-
-less, hot mess, yeah, i feel so fucking screwed,
my brain to tame, can't refuse to,
think about what it's like just to lose you,

why,
do i feel so shit, that,
i,
need to take another hit, i,
cry,
till the leaves blow wind,
yet the earth just spins,
so why do i bother with time,
arms around your waist,
so nice,
as our eyes breathe space,
sublime,
babe you make the stars,
that i pray to god,
that you stay my only one

i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose you, (lose you)
realised that love ain't so far in view,
my brain it pains, can't refuse to, (refuse to)
think about what it's like just to lose you,
don't say it's fine, shaking, i'm clue-
-less, hot mess, yeah, i feel so fucking screwed,
my brain to tame, can't refuse to,
think about what it's like just to lose you,

i don't wanna lose you,
lose myself instead,
don't tell my fans,
i'm high again,
like we used to,
no sleep, cigarettes,
on the roof,
they changed the locks on our old house,
i don't wanna lose you,
and how we used to pop blues,
staring at the moon like it all meant something after all,
but after all this time i'm terrified that i can't remember,

i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose you, (lose you)
realised that love ain't so far in view,
my brain it pains, can't refuse to, (refuse to)
think about what it's like just to lose you,
don't say it's fine, shaking, i'm clue-
-less, hot mess, yeah, i feel so fucking screwed,
my brain to tame, can't refuse to,
think about what it's like just to lose you,

we fall again,
is this all just inside of my head?
the wounds we mend,
keep bleeding out.

-
ft. @shikixo x @prodbybrody
prod. @irby314
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【﻿ｉｓ　ｔｈｉｓ　ａｌｌ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｉｎｓｉｄｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｈｅａｄ？】

lose u (ft. shiki xo x brody)

lose u (ft. shiki xo x brody) (prod. irby)

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

six pack in my gut,
flowing down like a stream,
put it in my head,
make me believe that I’m in dread,
heart attack, eyes shut,
dive back to the dream,
where I’m lyin’ down dead in a garden,

I tend to get caught up in my thoughts,
know that I’m working, tryna sort,
some way to make this all just work out,
prove to myself, that I’m not to doubt,

sometimes I’m just kinda being too
much, I know, I miss my goddamn youth,
sittin’ with friends playing’ tf2,
with the wish of a life that we all choose,
paranoid they thinking im not right,
ghosts in past, I’m not what I ‘spired to be,
but maybe that’s alright, so go and put up a fight,
and say your byes and take the leap with me,

yeah, okay, grow up,
you can talk it all up on the come up,
intertwine and decay, it’s a construct,
i aint peaked yet, waiting’ for my fall off,
empty skies, the sun to rise,
a new chapter, as old as time,
always some other, ode of broken,
im broken, i know that,

sometimes I’m just kinda being too
much, I know, I miss my goddamn youth,
sittin’ with friends playing’ tf2,
with the wish of a life that we all choose,
paranoid they thinking im not right,
ghosts in past, I’m not what I ‘spired to be,
but maybe that’s alright, so go and put up a fight,
and say your byes and take the leap with me,

lie in bed, as I rot,
save myself, I cannot,
break deadends, afterthoughts,
risk my hope with all this ‘cause

sometimes I’m just kinda being too
much, I know, I miss my goddamn youth,
sittin’ with friends playing’ tf2,
with the wish of a life that we all choose,
paranoid they thinking im not right,
ghosts in past, I’m not what I ‘spired to be,
but maybe that’s alright, so go and put up a fight,
and say your byes and take the leap with me,

take the leap with me,
take the leap with me.

-
prod. @irby314
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【ｔａｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｅａｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ】

maybe we can fall together

maybe we can fall together (prod. irby)

/ ｌｙｒｉｃｓ /

snap,
shell shocked, descend as we tear it apart,
alive with a will and a figurative heart,
deep cuts and scars, like a work of art,
steel chains to hold these mechanical parts,
snap,
springlocked, again, I can’t figure it out,
I’m wet in red, afraid, for a while I howl,
no I can’t move, and no, I can’t shout,
so fill my lungs with blood as I die to drown,

paranoid, I’m so paranoid,
stuck here alone, surrounded by my own,
memories of old, hauntings unfold,
in a tomb of gold, my corpse filled with,
so much for life, my own sacrifice,
a death wish enticed, shinigami eyes,
another soul in the light, my own soul is alight,
A trap made out of spite can’t even make this right,

snap,
shell shocked, descend as we tear it apart,
alive with a will and a figurative heart,
deep cuts and scars, like a work of art,
steel chains to hold these mechanical parts,
snap,
springlocked, again, I can’t figure it out,
I’m wet in red, afraid, for a while I howl,
no I can’t move, and no, I can’t shout,
so fill my lungs with blood as I die to drown,

14 degrees, yeah, it’s pouring outside,
and I drove for a while, to the countryside,
to get this off my mind, put it all aside,
playing’ miles all night, the winter ate me alive,
it feels cold in my bed, without you baby I bled,
it’s now all stabbing my head, all of the things you said,
Im just so scared of death,
so baby hold your breath,
just don’t breathe,
don’t breathe.

snap,
shell shocked, descend as we tear it apart,
alive with a will and a figurative heart,
deep cuts and scars, like a work of art,
steel chains to hold these mechanical parts,
snap,
springlocked, again, I can’t figure it out,
I’m wet in red, afraid, for a while I howl,
no I can’t move, and no, I can’t shout,
so fill my lungs with blood as I die to drown,

so fill my lungs with blood as I die to drown.

-
prod. @irby314 x @jolst
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【﻿ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ．】

maybe we can fall together (prod. irby)

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