feeling low and slow (fav soft/sad lofi songs)

RIGHT HERE FREESTYLE (prod. x Ryle)

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White Coat (prod. 1VArt)

we met for the first time today. we were strangers. 

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~ lyrics ~

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

~

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biosphere - strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

I do not own this art!

Holy fuck... 800 followers. I went 300 past my end of the year goal!
Thank you all so much. For listening, following, and just being around.
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Lyrics

(Verse 1: Kuzu)
Put some diamonds on my neck
And you think you own me
I can tell you right now that
You're just a homie
You don't gotta come through 
I ain't feeling lonely
Saw your side on your line now
You're keeping low-key
I ain't fucking with no snakes
Got my foot up on the brakes
Still you got my mind on lock
Feeling many different ways
What's the deal? i don't feel..
Yet you're acting like it's real
Everytime you come around my mind
Goes blank this loves so fake
I can't escape that grasp you've made
We're here now i hate you
You tell me i'm brand new
And i don't even know
What i'm going through
Give me things just make
Me fall in love with you
It's a loop and i know that you feel it too
Start to wonder what fuck am
I supposed to do now

(Chorus: Typo)
I think 
I think 
I think 
I  Should lose for the better 
I think 
I think 
I think 
I  Lost myself in your weather
You're a storm 
Your rage has Blown 
Me over board 
But stay 
Who'll save me when you're gone
(when you're gone)
I think I think I think 
You'd never change for the better 
I think I think I think 
You've got my heart filled with your weather

(Verse 2: Hrtbrk)
You put these chains on my neck
And there you go thinking you own me
Don't you remember what I said
"You wont be one to control me"
I hate that I love you
But it's not for the reasons you think
(then why)
It's all for the old you
(damn)
The one that would take me on dates
The one that would that would stay up so late
And we talked and we both fell asleep
And we both have our dreams about
Hopefully having a house and a family
Now you just throw me a ring and then leave
(whoa)
And I don't get it I
Don't understand what made you so different why
Did you have to change
Your hearts now replaced with a diamond shape
And my hearts gone too taken as your slave...

Material Love Ft. Hrtbrk & Typx(Prod. by Aixion)(Thanks for 800!)

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Lyrics

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Verse 1)
You've been scheming
But I feel like I ain't had enough
Losing interest is something
But you can see my bluff
Start to question the seasons
Beacause I'm losing trust
I can lie to you saying that
I'm not giving up

(Bridge)
I know
We've got
All these questions
Bout love
End it

(Verse 2)
There's no sympathy
Baby I'm showing empathy
Taking all of my energy
I can no longer feel the rain
Losing the sense of mental pain
Tell me what is it that you gain
I've been under the pressure
Feelin under the wheather
Thinking that I'll get better
Giving you all the answers
I'm down
And I'll drown
So I'll say it now

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Outro)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you

About You (Prod. by redpest)(Thanks for 1,000! <3)

Ur Man ft. Bruno Mars

some new stuff, been re-posting old works and archives but here's something that i came up with today. Hope you guys like it.

lyrics:
i said I'm tired of it all 
last night i tried to make a call 
but no one answered. 
i feel abandoned. 

I've shut up all my empty doors 
I'm hiding in my own world 
but i know I'm not alone 
but why does it feel that way? 

i can't call you anymore 
and it sucks that i need you more 

sometimes i wonder if you think 
about the days that we would dream of 
but now it's empty 
it's was all me 

you probably enjoy 
watching me destroy myself 
i bet you do

you told me 
i should learn to love myself 
before i love anyone else

if that's the case, if that's the case
 how can i? if i hate myself?

i can't call you anymore

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

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Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

lyrics:
(hook)
i dont wanna go slow
you dont wanna stay
we just wanna go
anywhere but here
thinking we should try
a little carpe diem
i dont really question
you dont really say
never gonna show
much emotion here
never gonna get any younger
oh yea
 
(verse - kuzumellow)
we're stuck chillin in the backstreets
its old, we want the new things
drifting to the deep end on the weekend
remembering the past tense and my old friends
but i'll go with you
i know deep down I feel you
i never thought that i would say
i would like to run away
hand in hand we'll stay the same
but our lives needed a change
i know that i would like to see
some different things
show me something new
and i will follow you
go outside the lines
i wonder what we'll find

(bridge)
tell me whats the goal
tell me how you roll
tell me how you see it
you dont really say
you need to come around
you need to come around more
so what you wanting to do
wanting to do
what you wanting to do
wanting to do, love?

(hook)
i dont wanna go slow
you dont wanna stay
we just wanna go
anywhere but here
thinking we should try
a little carpe diem
i dont really question
you dont really say
never gonna show
much emotion here
never gonna get any younger
oh yea

Carpe Diem [ft. kuzu mellow]

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Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Saturdays I wait for all the weed to kick in
Feeling so much happier I chill with my friends
And it seems like
Seems like
Time has flown by
But I don't mind
Cause 

I did what I want
And I stayed inside
I gave it my all
Well at least I tried

I did what I could
Stayed cold as ice
Now I'm feeling great
Even got a prize

(Bridge)
So can I make a toast
I don't feel so self-loathed
I know that I've mess up
Forgot to dream
Made a scene
Is it me
Turning green
And I feel so sick

(Hook)
But I've been feeling better everyday
And I couldn't help but hide my face
Yeah
Took awhile to find my place
Now I'm there..
Yeah

(Verse 2)
Put it off 
When I'm sad
And I feel that
Coming up 
Eating me 
Like an apex
Let em know
That I don't
Want a rolex
I just wanna live
Yeah

Now they know
What I got
But I'll fake it
Give it time
Imma shine
It's a big switch
Keep a smile
While they talk
All that bullshit
Imma stay the same
Yeah

Every single day
Imma stay awake
And I'll
Look at all the time
I have spent away
I'll try
Laying in the sun
Maybe have some fun
Okay
Taking all my friends
Drive until the end
Slowly

Feeling good
It's paradise
Loving me
Be alright
All in all
Happy times

(Hook)
And I've been feeling better everyday
And I couldn't help but hide my face
Yeah
Took awhile to find my place
Now I'm there..
Yeah

Better Everyday (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

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Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'll stay running from myself
Every time
Put my heart inside a dirty jar
I'll survive
I don't need my eyes to see 
The failure I've become
Expose my bones 
A fragile stone
I wanted to feel numb 

I tried to live without
The warmth inside my soul
I thought if I was cold enough
I'd be fine alone
I never thought the pain
Of coming home would be so harsh
Split in two
Get me through
The nightmares in my room

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 2)
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
I've heard it once before
It's easier to cry
Asking who am I
Told another lie
(That's not who I am)
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

(Chorus) 
Play the role
Of another individual
Put a smile on my face for them
Gotta go the extra mile for them

(Verse 3)
And I do it every time
Every night
Gotta tell myself to fight
To feel alright
Smoking up so I don't think
Of suicide
We're the same and I can see
It in your mind
And we always say

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 4)
Don't let go
I won't wont fall
Please hold on
Wait on the wall
Trust me I
Don't want it all
Cause I can't take it
When death calls

And its bound to happen
Maybe now or later then
But I won't try to fight it
When it comes around..

Me(Prod. by Roko Tensei)

worst year of our lives ft. Rxseboy (prod. jhfly)

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Enjoy this random song that I made this week </3

https://open.spotify.com/track/0V1S7ZBQcH4aABh1J1rdTQ?si=f8jVkKUhQ0ihtg_q_zDr5g

https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-hate-myself-and-im-dying-feat-the-girl-next-door-single/1460063056

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I hate myself and I'm dying (Prod. the girl next door)

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