No homo but i love your voice 😏😏😏

Feeling at my lowest so i popped this song on 

kuzu is a goat at producing so many emotions in one song its crazy 

i be sitting in my car after work and listen to this masterpiece

You'll be okay... probably

Check out @imyourlovergirl <3

The sample the girl next door  used: https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho/imtiredoffeelingthisway

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(verse 1)
Back when we were too young
I thought that I was grown up
Treated you like a little kid
And I think that you hated it
You said I wasn't the one
I felt my heart jump out my throat
I wish I could be your boy
I wish I could tell you good-

(verse 2)
I can change again
Take you on those dates again
Give you roses
Do the poses
Show me to your friends again
Post me on your instagram
Love me
Teach me
Everything you know
Darlin we can take it slow

Girl I wanna give you everything
Chick-fil-A and diamond rings
Always get excited when you text so 
I can hear the ding
Tell me do you feel the same?
I love you

(outro)
You don't love me back 
And it's alright

it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum
it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum

bum bum bum

bum bum

again.. (prod. by the girl next door)

Bringing you a new track right before the EP oof.

Go check out @draffish  and @sadboyprolific cause they are awesome and helped me make this nice track. uwu

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm a demon
She's an angel
She don't know that much
Taught her bout the head
Spread her legs
Then I eat my lunch
Buy a couple pizzas
We can chill and watch some anime
Lovin what we have 
Holdin hands
Waste the day away
They say forbidden lust
Sayin that we're not the same
Good and evil
Our love isn't feeble
I won't run away
God has had enough
Called  his homies
Just to smite me down
Lucifer is pissed too
I can see it in his shitty frown

Between the both of us
I'm sure we could escape
Make a whole new universe
Were both of us are safe
Have some tiny people
Give em everything they need
Show em how to love 
Not a single bit of greed
So

They'll talk about us
In their texts books
The ones that got away
Leaving everything behind
Girl you lookin so divine
Not a single minute that
She isn't on my mind
I can tell ya that's the truth
Every single time

(Verse 2)
Shes a work of art 
I'm smashin on the easel
They say were polar opposites 
Our connection is feeble
Her sweet smell is heavenly 
I'm comin form the depths of hell
Lives feeling like prison
I'll break us out of this cell
Hop up in the star ship 
And whip up out the galaxy
She haphazardly captured my heart casually
Opposite etiquette still have a connection its
Too strong for anybody to sever it
Feel alive together 
Without you i just want death
You're the reason i wake up 
And my lungs conjure breath
Id cross the universe 
Just so i could be with you
Love you to infinity and back 
And way past the moon
So screw the people that's tryna keep us apart
Cause you're the one i love 
And ill give you all of my heart

Forbidden Lust (Ft. SadBoyProlific) (Prod. by Draffish)

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

Some stuff on my mind

Please go check out abby
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQhvc2E3mMjGA2dRF19UzFA

I do not own the artwork!

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

(Verse 1)
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch 
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it 
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I wont make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

(Bridge)
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

(Hook)
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

(Verse 2)
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home

in the blue (prod. by abby)

this wont last so it's time to drop it.. 

check out pandrs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjJc4rovUkuhojdVJKEd5Nw

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:


I said I'd wait forever
But I think that's too long
There's no point even trying
All my love for you is gone

I wasted time for you
But you never came through
I gave you many tries
You'd fuck with other guys
(oh my)

Oooh
I don't wanna see your face
All you do is put me down
Whats the point of this
Oooh
I'd rather do anything else
Than be with you

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

We'll watch the stars outside my room
I know that you'll be leaving soon
Turn on your song and set the mood
I'll play it off like I'm too cool

Now it's time I realized
This isn't love 
But a way
To feel alive
I need it all

Don't talk to me
I don't wanna be friends
Not being mean
I still wish you the best

I tried way too much
Thought it was enough
You still broke my trust
Now I don't give a fuck

We gave it our all
My feelings dissolved
I don't wanna talk
Now I don't feel the love

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

never last (prod. by pandrs)

got me w/Old Chingu

where'd you go...? My soul...

Pilgrim is a beast, check em out!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCDlc0Nw29RmqOs2jQPEX6A

Lyrics:

I lost my soul inside my closet
I have no clue where it would go
My room is getting dark I'm nauseous
The sun still shines outside
I'm so confused

Don't make me worry
Don't make cry
Wake me up early
A quarter past five

Let's pick some flowers
You're growing eyes
Are you a person?
Made from my life

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Every time I survived
The night 
I looked past all the
Planets in the sky
I'll waste away
Watch myself breathe and thrive
Accept it all
Take the fall 

There's no one else to call
Breaking down the walls
I wont trust nobody else
Hocus pocus magic words just never help
Overdosing on drug that's made in hell
Look at me I'll start to walk
Lost my mind my soul can't talk
Yet I'm chasing after something 
I don't know where I'll end up

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

Wheres my soul?
Wheres my soul?
I'm looking for it
Never wanted to split

My Soul (Prod. by Pilgrim)

love hearing people tell me the same i tell myself everyday

please go check out jung: @jungcaly

(Hook)
Wake up in the the morning
I don't even know
Where are all my feelings
Had to let them go
Telling me the obvious 
Heard it in my brain
Always staying quiet maybe it will be okay

(Verse 1)
Lost inside annoyance
I Don't want to be disturbed
You think you know it all
But all you've got is empty words

No matter where I touch I get cut
Always on the side yet I always get stuck

Heart stays
Broken
I just want to leave them all alone and
But I can't
Seem to
Do all the things that they did before
No more war
Crashing down
I'm feeling bored
Where am I now?
It's just a flaw
Stuck in awe
I try my best
But at what cost?
A lot..

(Hook)
Wake up in the the morning
I don't even know
Where are all my feelings
Had to let them go
Telling me the obvious
Heard it in my brain
Always staying quiet maybe it will be okay

(Verse 2)
It wont
Nothing but a joke
I'm the same as them
Apparently because I don't change fast
You're stuck inside the past
That makes me stay in last
Why should I even change if you still clash

I don't wanna be this way
No no
I don't wanna be this way
There's something bout the way you say
Oh oh
Make me wonder should I stay
You're in my face
You think your bright
I guess you know what's in my life
I don't mind
I like advice
But you don't care if your wrong or right

you say whats already in my head (prod. by callan2k)

i knew it would happen but i thought it wouldn't

go check out the producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkexQp8xKJuJrFSa7t_h6VQ/featured

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:
(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

(Verse 1)
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
Of being used
Changing my attire
I'm starting fires
I'm bringing liars home
But that ain't new

I'm going down and I really wanna understand
How it sounds gotta wonder why you held my hand
Start to doubt if this even was a brand new plan
What's it about, said you'd rather be alone instead

I just wanna dance right now
I just wanna dance right now
I'm keeping everything inside
I told myself that this was fine
But that's a lie
I'm doing what I can just to not give up
Now

(Hook)
What am I supposed to do
Sitting here alone with you
No matter what I say
It wont change anything
No no

Now I don't wanna be alone
You came around and made me whole
But now you wanna up and go
You changed me just to run away
Oh

what i say doesn't matter (prod. by wurlishmouk)

So so tired

Please go check out Oui lele: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7EXnSnFYB6LcHaO-B-XC-g
https://soundcloud.com/ouilele

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK!

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

Incoming disaster
Calling up a friendly pastor
Gotta repent
Get up later just to go reminisce
Be a fake just to light up them kids
Tell em to be bold
Never let up never get cold
You been sitting in the back row
But that don't mean you gotta grow mold

We're kinda the same
Staying strong just to get through the game
Nothings better than guessing the weather
It's kinda rainy and I feel the pain
Of everything 
Something bad
I can feel it creepin' from the past
Lately I been getting really mad
Got a demon crawling on my back
And

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

im so tired (Prod. by Oui lele)

check out Marow https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCx6PQ1y0mMe3snqzVLn1dYQ


dont own the art

I'm tripping on an ocean
Running through the stars that shine for us
Girl I know your broken
I know you want to love me but theres no trust
There's monsters in the closet
Tonight
I'm feeling kinda nauseous 
Hold tight
Take me to a place where we can dance slow
It never has to end inside my head though

its a bad time
theres voices in your head that mess with your mind
  
come on baby whats the move
tell me what i gotta do
show me how i gotta prove
that im only wanting you

so baby dont you go away
stay up in my bedroom
we dont even have to change
listen to the same toon
sit up on the roof and we can look up at the sky
anything to keep you from having to say goodbye

so baby dont you go away
stay up in my bedroom
we dont even have to change
listen to the same toon
sit up on the roof and we can look up at the sky
anything to keep you from having to say goodbye

when we kiss like boom
staying up till 2
yeah i lose my mind 
when i see those moves
please dont make me choose

we gon do our thing
when i get that ring
then imma get that bread
we gon be all set
with a big soft bed
and a brand new head

that what i want
i want forver
all from the heart
we'll do it together
we'll get so much better
we just gotta start

Im looking in your eyes
looking in your eyes

Her Eyes Only (Prod. by Marow)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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im so tired (Prod. by Oui lele)

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