coming back to this song after years and your voice still hits so hard. its beautiful and soft and filled with emotion. Thank you <3

I'm hella digging these :D

MENTALLY ILL

Lyrics

(Forgotten youth)

I walked to school
I saw the blues views
Always wanted to meet you
Ive never seen so much beauty
Your eyes is so pretty

Can you love me
Can you see me
I just want your love baby
My heart is beating out
You can hear from your house
Trust me
Cant you see what i see 
I just want you and you just want me 
Our love is so tight
Theres not even a fight 
Baby, baby
Can you love me 
Can you feel me

(@kuzumellow)

Here we go 
Now my heart is being really fast
Take it slow 
And I'm feelin I'm about to crash
Haven't met
But I know that I love you
The burning sensation
I just wanna hug you
We feel the same inside the sunshine
Your eyes are like the moon in the night
I want you to know I'm here when you cry
I got the blues but I feel alright 
And we can fly away from
All the things that hate us
Let me hear your name love
We both have to learn trust
I don't wanna hurt you
Promise we'll be fine
I don't wanna leave you
Please baby be mine

Apocalypse's love

[The blues.]{ft. Kuzu mellow}

Submarine boy is a cool dood :^)
Photo by: renzel ♡

the moon song (w/ submarine boy)

Everyone asks me is like how do I even do this
I don't know maybe it was by luck or maybe it was by god
But

We on the top of this car
We leaving the past so far
That's the way to do it
Love each other so dearly
Its foolish
Sunset is failing me 
I just want to see you in the daylight
Not the nighttime 
But your eyes are so bright
I can see that shit lit 
In my own darkness
We on the top of this car
We leaving the past so far
That's the way to do it
Love each other so dearly
Its foolish

And I feel it now
Call me when the suns up
Love your smile baby 
Maybe we can make up
Turn on the radio
Did you wrong I'm sorry tho
Play along and we can dance slow yea
Was it something I said
We can go to my bed
Take a night off chill here instead
I don't want to be alone anymore

[Failed sunset.]{ft. Kuzumellow}

an actual song i wrote. <3 

also available on other streaming platforms, enjoy.

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i fell in love on ur bed

Missing them 2005 vibes man.

Shout out to @1-ab for this dope ass vibe <3

I do not own the art.

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I been filling up with sadness
Waiting for the day
When I'm chillin in a casket
Blast it
Trash pit
Sitting in the back seat
Pull it back and they ask me
"Why you feeling bad in the past?"
"Are you feeling really sad?"
"Are you questioning your sanity?"
"Filling up the gaps?"
I been feeling really dumb
And I take too many naps
So maybe I'm depressed
And I wouldn't say I'm crazy
But

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Verse 2)
Now I'm sinking with my ship
I can see the land 
But they're tellin me to quit
Showing me the times
That I fucked up
Only ever fail
It's a lie
Gotta grow up
Pushing on the gas
Will it last
no lisence
I don't even care
I like this
I been feeling dead with the weight
Got me sleeping through the days
I been smoking too much 
It's a problem I guess

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

old days (prod. by pettersson)

Listen to : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5fQPaqyN4w&list=PLhVOJsBrKOgTS3a57VF9j1SkCFuvptmKK&index=14

XXXTENTACION - Sad (Kid Travis Cover Version) 
HYE SUNG flip redit version 
is non-commercial song
RIP X

Some stuff on my mind

Please go check out abby
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQhvc2E3mMjGA2dRF19UzFA

I do not own the artwork!

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

(Verse 1)
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch 
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it 
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I wont make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

(Bridge)
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

(Hook)
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

(Verse 2)
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home

in the blue (prod. by abby)

Don't be sorry for who you are, you're great.. (Single from my EP)

Check out Roko: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics :
(Verse 1)
I keep thinking this is love
But I know I'm not enough
You keep coming back for more
Knowing I wont tell you no
Then you'll leave when you find
Someone better down the line
I just wish you wouldn't lie
Say you love me while you cry

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Verse 2)
I'll lay in
Every single garden you make
I'll try to
Trust you and hold on to good faith
I failed you
How could I let them take my place?
I'll change
I'll change 
Trust me darling I'll change

(Bridge)
I don't know
I don't know
I'm alone

Where'd you go?
Can I see you one more time?

(Verse 3)
I don't wanna fight
(wanna fight)
But I'll try
To drop you from my mind
(from my mind)
But you keep 
Getting in my head
(in my head)
I can't sleep
I feel you in my bed
(in my bed)

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

(Outro)
I'm sorry that I'm me
I let you down
I know I'm incomplete
I'll fix myself
I'm sorry that I'm me
I knew you'd leave
I know I'm incomplete
Wont get on my knees

(Chorus)
I'm sorry that I'm me...
I know I'm incomplete...

Incomplete (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

Check out Roko: www.youtube.com/channel/UCHcxCZQS1SZf103NIp0ndwg

Art by: www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'll stay running from myself
Every time
Put my heart inside a dirty jar
I'll survive
I don't need my eyes to see 
The failure I've become
Expose my bones 
A fragile stone
I wanted to feel numb 

I tried to live without
The warmth inside my soul
I thought if I was cold enough
I'd be fine alone
I never thought the pain
Of coming home would be so harsh
Split in two
Get me through
The nightmares in my room

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 2)
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
I've heard it once before
It's easier to cry
Asking who am I
Told another lie
(That's not who I am)
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

(Chorus) 
Play the role
Of another individual
Put a smile on my face for them
Gotta go the extra mile for them

(Verse 3)
And I do it every time
Every night
Gotta tell myself to fight
To feel alright
Smoking up so I don't think
Of suicide
We're the same and I can see
It in your mind
And we always say

(Hook)
Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

(Verse 4)
Don't let go
I won't wont fall
Please hold on
Wait on the wall
Trust me I
Don't want it all
Cause I can't take it
When death calls

And its bound to happen
Maybe now or later then
But I won't try to fight it
When it comes around..

Me(Prod. by Roko Tensei)

it's been a while and I never really felt like my concept for sleepydead was complete. thanks to neb for helping me finish this song and make it sound like what I originally envisioned.

sleepydead pt 2 w/neb ft snøw

Take a highway tour... see what you find. Might even find yourself..

Seriously yo, check out Luca. He's a real MVP: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCP3j4MzPXiOpEg7NsO4rDWA

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK

Lyrics:

(Intro)
We can take a highway tour
Highway
We can take a highway tour 
High way tour
We can take a highway tour
Highway
We can take a highway tour 
High way tour

(Verse 1)
we can take a highway tour
started blasting off
pull my teeth because I'm bored
i don't feel enough

Told my friends my mind is broke
Sadness on and off
Getting up from mental slugs can be
Pretty rough 

I'll stay down, and drown, the bounds
Go round and round
Don't make another sound, their frown, is underground
It's getting loud, I really hate this broken town
Several glitches make me different I can't seem
To work them out

(Pre-Chorus)
I keep looking back
(Slow down)
At my blurry past
(Don't ask)
And it's making me feel bad
(Oh well)

(Chorus)
All these memories I have
I can't run cause they're too fast
The good ones always come out last
But all the bad ones way out class

I still don't know
Where I should go
I'm going home
I'm not alone
Still on my own
I wish I was
More than who I am

(Bridge)
We can take a highway tour
Everyone is keeping score
Hold my hands outside the door
So I can feel what I've explored

(Verse 2)
Timeless so timeless anxiety
Climbing still falling don't cry for me
Counterfeit my smile walk around like a machine
Robotic hearts keep me alive when we drive 
Past a scene

I'll explode just pull the pin
Take my heart out for a spin
I don't even wanna drive
Feel my fears fly with the wind
Sometimes life is like a cage
It's really hard to act my age
Wheres the time go when we drive?

Highway Tour (Prod. by Luca Malaspina)

A Couple of Minutes (ft. lameboysharp)

So so tired

Please go check out Oui lele: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7EXnSnFYB6LcHaO-B-XC-g
https://soundcloud.com/ouilele

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK!

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

Incoming disaster
Calling up a friendly pastor
Gotta repent
Get up later just to go reminisce
Be a fake just to light up them kids
Tell em to be bold
Never let up never get cold
You been sitting in the back row
But that don't mean you gotta grow mold

We're kinda the same
Staying strong just to get through the game
Nothings better than guessing the weather
It's kinda rainy and I feel the pain
Of everything 
Something bad
I can feel it creepin' from the past
Lately I been getting really mad
Got a demon crawling on my back
And

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
They way 
I look
The way I act
And how I'm shook up

I'm so tired
I'm so tired of
The way 
I talk
The way I move
The way I walk oh

im so tired (Prod. by Oui lele)

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Incomplete (Prod. by Roko Tensei)

Kuzu Mellow

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