Hadn’t listened to you in a while, amigo. Glad to hear you’re still makin tunes.

Btw kuzu this needs to be on Apple music and spotify, all your songs since the album have been sexy af

The Upload

Something's Missing

isolative.

Buster

Self-awareness is a bit hard to come across. But once you have it, do not let it go. It's easy to fall into a crowd. It's hard to be something for yourself. 

Go check out Medda!
https://soundcloud.com/imedda

Art by Jaakko Pallasvuo
jaakkopallasvuo.com/

Lyrics:
What you doing little nigga get yo head in them books
You bout to walk inside world that's built off money and crooks
It's not a bad dream though 
Just got learn how to speak
Or everybody that's around you gonna think that your weak
I don't mean physically 
That's mostly used for the bums
The ones
That have no since of achievement
And bump their gums

It's their decision
So why should you go follow their game?
It's probably because they offered you some money and gains

Like pussy and power
Nothing like some sin for the flower
The only shift you ever had
Was watching yo niggas back
To make sure
That ain't other rival came to attack
It's sad man

Ya'll steady living in fear
Too worried bout an image that could bring yo  people tears
That's why they tell you that's its all about the legend you bring
It's doesn't matter if it's shameful or you take one who breathes
Cause when you die everybody's gon remember your name

I say
Why why why
Why you gotta be
Something you're not (x2)

You'll take a bullet for them niggas
Who make up a father figure
Put work in and do the most
Replace you when you're a ghost
No mourning for little grunts
In the winter time Mommas cold
Cause instead of betting on failing
You steady betting your soul
You're life
A sacrificial thing just for greed
I know the pain of watching mom work 60 hours a week
I could say I never went and risked my life for the cheese
But I'd be lying
I really should've kept being meek
Cause the pain I would have caused
Would be more than the flaws
Of a system that has made us into scoundrels and dogs
The clause 
A pause
We are just some pieces 
A pawn
I kinda like it here
But really I cant wait to meet God

Something You're Not (prod. by Medda)

Don’t leave me tonight 


Burning both sides

Blinding sunlight

But honey don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight

I know we won’t vibe

But it’s alright 

Darlin’ just don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight 


Happened on a rainy Sunday 

Had to get my morning coffee

Heard you calling out someone’s name

Knocking on the counter promptly 

Caleb come get your coffee

Now caffeine don’t hit the same


Burning both sides

Blinding sunlight

But honey don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight

I know we won’t vibe

But it’s alright 

Just don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight


Now I got I my phone in my hand

And I know I can’t be your man

If I called you now 

Would you come running like you used to

Can I get a no in advance 

Yeah I know we don’t stand a chance 

But can I just order one more time


Burning both sides

Blinding sunlight

But honey don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight

I know we won’t vibe

But that’s alright 

Just don’t leave me 

Don’t leave me tonight

Single

Tonight (prod. Daam)

unless you hate me. imma keep trying to be better for you as well as myself. once you do.. imma still keep growing.

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Inside Out (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

[Verse 1]
Mother cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but it’s hard to find the brightness inside
But cry I won’t
I know it’s not worth spending my soul’s energy on
This will happen tomorrow
I’d rather cry sunday, so when I cry
I cry out all the sorrow
I don’t go to church, I don’t believe there’s someone above
But at my lowest, I’ll talk to God out of desperation
I try to keep in my hatred and save it for confrontation
I love to yell and go crazy on fuckers hating
But if I could just weigh in, it’s not the best way in
To your heart and finding the parts to heal, it’s hard
I know that, I gotta stay strong for when I go back
I don’t wanna go black (I don’t wanna lose hope’s track)

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

[Verse 2]
Father cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but there’s no brightness to find
I only reach a higher state of fright every time this happens
Mother suggests a therapists for my sadness
He concludes I’ve got OCD and tics in masses
These forceful thoughts have come from all the madness

[Break]
One day I just lose it
I leave my chair with a swift movement
Then I walk back and forth fumin’
Then I cry and my mind won’t do it
The things I ask, I feel inhumane
I start pullin’ my hairs, I’m losing
A battle with my body, it’s doing
Whatever it wants, can’t cool it

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

WHAT AWAITS ME

i wanna be a cowboy baby :33

made this piece of shit in like 30 minutes.

if u bother to read the description, thank u. i luv u!!! <333

music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1R6m5PaNDg&t=22s

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broke as fuck so im saving all my pennies now
parents hate me havent felt the love since i was young 
kinda sad but i know i did this to myself
waste my life , make mistakes , guess ill never learn

and i know im fucked up in the head
ive never been this low before
but i know one things right for sure
keep on goin , keep on movin

i would get first place
in olympics for mistakes
wait for a better day
but i know it won’t come , no

i WaNnA bEE uHh CoWbOii BaByYy!!! (prod. deadman 死人) **music vid in desc**

prod. @bobotheoutlaw
love all of you <3 im back baby

lyrics:
ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

and im left alone
0 calls on my telephone
sadness, what i dwell upon 
and when im happy, 
it lasts for like a second long

best to kept at home
aint no where left to go
im a devilish ghost
pessimism all i know
they dont accept me no more

i been stressing, nothing less than a awkward depressed kid
i keep a vest upon my chest, incase the opps wanna pop shit
and i play games with the devil, hoping god isnt watching
and i dont have many choices, i dont have alot of options

ive been sinking in emotion, drinking sinful sickened potions
thinking about going, time is ticking showing no end
its my life but cant control it 
so im drowning in an ocean, so many regrets
im stressing from the night untill the mornin'

ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

past dwelling (prod. Bobo.The.Outlaw)

What You Wont Do For Love (One-Track Lullaby)

its been awhile since last time.
im really proud of this track so i hope u guys like it too <3

spotify

ethereal

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace
mixed by @ibr

Famous

Spotify

Famous || prod. by masked man

i have to wake up early why am i still up doing this anyways i hope you enjoy
from OBLVN's heartbreak EP

another love song

ALONE

Just doing me or whatever
 

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