always strive to be better. don't do it for others, do it for yourself, because at the end of the day. when they're gone, and you're the only one left, it's up to you if you want to keep fighting.

Temper Like A Lion (Prod. by Taha)

just a dude in his room. trying to make people less sad.
even though he himself is bitter and alone..

Earth is Small's insta https://www.instagram.com/shredsoflo/

(Lyrics)
Just a dude inside his bedroom
That's all I'll ever be
I'm not starving but I'll make do
If something were to cease
I love music but it ain't me
Maybe its where I should be
But I'd rather make my own destiny
With a blessing from above
I can do what I please
I maybe lacking in some numbers
But my checks are still green

I'm not braggin I'm still sitting on the sidelines
Don't got a will to be
If you don't know what I mean
You might have some extra ease
Something bout existence and a pressure of a failure
That could only ever happen if we don't keep it together
It's a thrill
But most will never feel
The same way 
To be honest 
I'm just happy
We don't feel the same pain
It's a bitch
Cause I keep fighting
Just so I can stay sane

It's an attitude
Got some shit to say
Even when I show gratitude
Nobody wants to say
That they made it with subterfuge
It's an issue with issues
When separated like tissues
It's a bigger picture
That we all keep consuming
For misuse

I cut em off like a part of me
Still surrounded by fallacy
There's a demon in my bedroom
That keeps telling me how to be
Start to question the moon
Are the seasons just make believe
Saying batter batter
Got me destracted on how I see
Cause I'm way to fuckin worried
If I'll make to summer week
Got a vision in my head
That I wont make it to anything
Yet I'm sitting in my bedroom
Trying to write something that can speak
To an individual that isn't me

I'm just a dude inside his bedroom
And that's all I'll ever be
I'm not starving but I'll make do
If something were to cease
I love music but it ain't me
Maybe its where I should be
But I'd rather make my own destiny
With a blessing from above
I can do what I please
I maybe lacking in some numbers
But my checks are still green

A Dude In His Room (Prod. by Earth is Small)

Caution.. Have fun, but have caution..

I dont own the art

Beat by JBC.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTQMXl0PTCOHNYBdZ44NJkQ
https://twitter.com/jbcbeats_

Lyrics:

Welcome to the party   
Bitches off the molly
All these lil kids gonna follow
Like a trolley
Different points of views
For the trend to get in
Think you got a milly eyes
For a prize at the end
And then you call a friend
Tell em bout the win
Everybody acting nice
While they're sitting with a grin
Know you'll make it or you'll fail
This money make you frail
Any game of fame is balance
If you get it you'll prevail


They dont wanna see you fly
They dont wanna see you fly
When they see you rollin round up in the sky
They gon tug on your mothership
They gon tug on your mothership

Its what they gotta do
Keep you babies hypnotized
Swallowing the lies of youth
Carry on no time to try
More time to die
Show aggression just to fit into
A world thats filled with hate
But disguised as love to feed to you

It's like a business
Crossing you off a check list
Like which is more obedient
Feeding off our depression
Obsession
With having many powers to play
Every asshole with authority
Just wants you pay

With more than money
Give up all your time for the may
Thats a maybe 
At something that just may make you great
It's hazy
I know that I be sounded so crazy
But I see it all the time with my cousins
And lately
It hurts me
We wanna have it all
Make the call
Dont ever wanna pass the ball
Until we fall
It ain't over till its over
I'm thanking God cause he my chauffeur
Cause

They dont wanna see you fly
They dont wanna see you fly
When they see you rollin round up in the sky
They gon tug on your mothership
They gon tug on your mothership

Mothership (Prod. by JBC)

Sometimes people come to you and are willing to make a decision based on their emotions. I would prefer to help someone by just being there for them and talking than taking advantage of their emotional state.

I do not own the artwork.

Darling On The Run (Prod. Chikyu) (2017)

push yourself to be faster than your past

check out pandrs https://www.youtube.com/c/pandrs

Fast Enough (prod. pandrs)(2019)

how do you get to know a stranger based on dirty rumors?

go check out wetgropes
www.youtube.com/@wetgropes

(Lyrics)
What's my deal
Guess I'm mad
Don't know why
Where's my dad
He's an ass
It's what they say
I guess they're right
But cant he change?
Many years I've been told
All the transgressions
Of old
Manipulate
Fill the plate
And make me feel like I belong
Make me feel like I belong

They tell me how
I don't make sense
I'm too young to give a shit
I guess I was
But now I'm sad
I feel it all
Rush from my past
I know I should
Get over it
But when I do
I feel like shit

Cause damages
I didn't know
Like to rise
Put on a show
A memory
A tragic game
Will I win
Or give my name
I don't know
I won't know
Where to go

And I've been holding tight
Knowing that my brain just isn't right
Walking for mile might change my mind
But when I get back home I feel the fight
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm getting bored of all of this
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm just supposed to live with this

Too Young To Care (Prod. by wetgropes)

We all fighting man.

Artwork by: https://giphy.com/ttrruuces

Check out Bobby!
https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze/featured

Lyrics↓
She was young and pretty
So sad what shame
Nobody ever asked her 
What's inside her brain
Problems causing problems
There's a battle for stage
She thinks she'll never solve em
It's a cycle
A cage
Never sitting back
Defined by the rage
There's an ocean of emotion
Give it time it'll break
She don't ever see the shine
People find in her face
Making all attempts to smile 
When denials awake

So go ahead and sleep
Finding an escape within her dreams
Or so it seems
Dialogue of post traumatic
Beings rip at her seams
Weaker is the fabric
When it rains upon the sheets

Screaming at the trees below the stars
She don't give a fuck about the people
In their cars
A hundred on the dash
She's running out of gas
Wear her favorite hoodie
While she's thinking bout the past

Buy a couple grams of grass
Smoking till your broken
There's nobody there to pass
Even when there is
You giving everything you have
How much can you give
When you don't ever get it back
 
I think it's so sad
Break it when she gets mad
I think it's so sad
They never wanna feel bad
I think it's so sad
We always wanna get mad
I think it's so sad
Do they ever feel bad

Voice is getting hoarse
Something bout the seasons
Keep her questioning the course
Sitting on the porch
Never really free
Despite the green that's all around
Scrapes beneath your knee
Falling always falling
Something no one wants to see
But who is really there
When you're washing on the beach
Standing on the shore
Get a little bored
Even when surviving 
Still you search for something more
Getting hard to balance
Screws are coming loose
Showing whats behind the valance
Just a little dust
Steady worried bout the challenge
Fighting off the talons
Being open and alone
Clearing all the baggage

Let her dance when she's okay.
She may not wanna dance one day
Got diamonds well that's just great
Give time cause it only fades

Oh Darling (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

sometimes i feel like at some point i'm going to explode. constant movies in my mind play back events and what-ifs. on the other hand, i want to fight it and make enough to support my fam before its all over.

Go check out Bobby https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Lyrics coming soon.

Warm Day (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

Despite where your born into. These days you have a choice on what you can do. You can choose to be someone better or someone worse. You're free

Check out Solr
https://www.youtube.com/ @livesolr

Two Trails For A Free Man (Prod. by Solr)

All My Love

All My Love (Prod. Jesus B.)

When you feel like all the others

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_AVLt78YAW7MuOAC_meLqg
https://soundcloud.com/rustysdiner
https://www.instagram.com/balancecooper/?hl=de
https://twitter.com/balancecooper



Lyrics:
Who's that?
Who you talking to?
Always on your phone
Who's texting you
Got me worried that you got another dude
Saying you'll be honest 
But is that the truth?

I feel outta place when
We're chilling and you keep on indulging
In conversation
See you on your snapchat
Caught me kinda glancing
You're hiding it like it's pay back 
Why?
I was looking at your face
Didn't even worry babe
But now you got me going crazy
What you hiding from me baby?

Promise you wont stab me in the back
If you gonna fuck up best to show me all the facts
Was it too much weed?
Or did they offer you some tabs?
Sorry that if what I'm sayings got you feeling bad

But every time I think about some shit it's got me mad
Cause everyone right after me you treated with respect
But now you're coming back to me girl what did you expect?
I'm sorry that I'm not the same boy

I been feeling down
I don't really know if I can turn my shit around
Thinking bout past has got me buried in the ground
Take another shot so I can drown out all the sounds
I'm stuck inside my house now oh

Nothing here is new
Thinking that you got me doing things your ex's do
Feeling kinda worthless and it's all because of you
Sorry I'm not perfect and I got an attitude
It's mostly cause you started talking bout another dude
You shouldn't leave em waiting baby that's just hella rude
And now you're getting angry when I talk about my mood

I'm so sad and
Steady laughing
Better paint a pretty picture of my past and
Make a joke about the shit you did
Why the fuck you getting mad? You don't remember this
When I look at you I'm filled with happiness
Then it turns into aggression I don't like this shit
Then I turn into an asshole you don't help it
Now my body's going numb because I made my switch

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

Nothing New (Prod. by Balance Cooper)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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Too Young To Care (Prod. by wetgropes)

Kuzu Mellow

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