I grew up too fast. I didn't enjoy the little things in my younger years.. The times I do remember make me happy. I miss those times and those people. Live a little, don't let one thing keep you down. Just don't go crazy. I wrote this track in 2018.. Only song I've ever written on paper. I was going through some crazy times that I felt I should have done when I was younger. Now I'm older, wiser, and happier. 

The producer for this track is unknown. If you or someone you know produced this, please let me know so I can properly credit you. 

I don't own the artwork.


Lyrics
Honestly I never knew
How much I want to be like the other kids
Driving Texas Avenue 
2 AM with my friends gonna miss my shift
But I don’t really give a fuck now
I just wanna feel the love ya
Chillin with a bit of bud ya
No license that’s just fine though.

I start to feel it again
Smoking on gas with my friends
Never really done this before no

Tell me I’m losing my edge 
Loving this shit in my head
Never really done this before no

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Damn

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Shit

It seem like I stay twisted just to calm down
For years I hid inside my mind was still bound
Better days are here I got my friends now
And I don’t worry bout nothing no

We got the munchies 
We’re losing our shit
Getting too faded we lost all our sense
Loving myself it ain’t complicated
Dancing to indie we’re dedicated 
Calling in sick just to act like we’re kids
Buying in bulk just to act like we’re rich
Going to parties is overrated 
Driving for hours and then we stop

And while we listen to the radio
Thinking of the days I’m with my folks
The time has gone by so fast
And I’m still running from the past

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Missed Youth (2018)

some things don't happen when you want them to. sometimes you make big mistakes. get over it, move on, and do better cause life isn't about focusing on one thing.

Xavier: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrIZX6MSaUgyxzr27loJkDw

Lyrics:
Wish I did things a little differently
Got my regrets there a piece of me
Now I'm sitting in my dirt
Looking up a people questioning my worth
I'm so plain 
Think I might've lost my brain
I'm so lame
Would you wanna call my name?

Chilling with a lump in my throat
Calling for a bitch that wanna take my poke
Maybe I don't feel that bad
Or maybe I'm more confident when I'm sad
I'll come through
If I like you its times two
Maybe times four if the feeling is more
But I doubt that
Sorry but I tend to get bored
Cause I'm in love with a girl
But we don't talk anymore
It's so shitty 
But I don't need your pitty
Cause I'm still trash
And I mad you feel bad
And I know it 
Yeah I know it
And I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

I wanted this time to be different
I honestly hoped I had changed
She's killing me slowly
I'm feeling so lonely
And now I'm just stuck with the pain
I'm sad
You're sad right
You're glad
For this night
You knew that we weren't something
But you let me stay through that night
I'm mad, for my life
I know, we weren't fine
You held me closely
Then you told me that I would be alright

There's something (x4)
There's something you wanted to say
I'm running (x3)
I'm running cause I just didn't wanna face

That fact that I didn't feel shit
For me or for my close friends
Sitting back feeling dead at my desk
sixteen, why the fuck am I depressed
I was the bad guy
That's why
Loved too hard
And then died met again with a broken heart
I'm so selfish 
I just wanted the love
But it seems to fade when I'm smoking some bud
Now I hate this
Nothing ever seems fun
Except looking at the barrel of a loaded gun
Now 21
Thinking that I found my world
Loves the way I sing even loves my curls
Blessing or a dream it don't matter to me
Cause I'm already addicted like some nicotene
Still sad
But I started being glad
Of everthing that I'll have and what I've had
I'm at peace
Thinking that I'll still be me
When I'm finished with my life and my destiny
It's all real
It's not done yet so I'll chill
Whats coming next I don't...

Some Times Aren't The Right Time (Prod. by Xavier) (2020)

push yourself to be faster than your past

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Fast Enough (prod. pandrs)(2019)

Check out @boyfifty
Written and preformed by Sage
Produced by Boyfifty

Lyrics:

Been a long long time but I’m feeling better
Not hot outside, its the sweater weather
Summer’s gonna be hard, we can’t be together
I just want us to be forever, but you know I’m no beggar
Been in love since the first time that I met her
I would do anything just to not upset her
Writing so much, you could put it in a letter
Yea she is my center, my best to my better, altogether
When I’m with her I just feel numb to the pain She so beautiful, she my everything
Yea she makes me feel greater than great
She the one, she my girl, she the links on my chain
Got pearl white teeth, pretty brown eyes
Everything that I want is with her in mind
So beautiful, she can take my time
And if time is money then I’m spending right

Don’t wanna lie, I’m scared
Will everything be great, will it all be ok
I’m worried
But in the end of the day, doesn’t everything fade
Repeat 2x

I just hate the fact, that we can’t text or call
How are we suppose to date if we can’t talk at all
And in the end it just feels like we bound to fall
Down a long dark pit like we Darth maul 
Come back, cut in half, just ripped apart
So sad, Just bad, Don’t got a heart
Looking it back, realized just from the start
Without you, I can’t the play the part
Of this world, of this life and all my dreams
Without you this shit don’t mean anything
Without you Im in pieces and not complete
You took my breath away so now it really sucks to breathe
And I’ve been looking for a way that I can see your face
Girl I’d  do anything
Doesn’t that sound weird, do I sound insane
You were my everything

everything fades (prod. boyfifty)

i hope i can show you, it took losing you to understand.

https://www.youtube.com/@nowherevalley

Wake up every night
Terrified if you’re not there
I don’t wanna hide
Recently I’ve felt so bare

I know it’s all my fault 
But I just wanna talk
To hear your voice again
It won’t make amends
Maybe I’m just selfish 
Lost myself
I became helpless 
Pain has made me born again 
Throw my fear into the wind

Darling, darling I know
You went through it alone
You can cry on me now
Cause I see where I went wrong

Darling pick up your crown
Put on your favorite gown
You can show me around
To your favorite places

Somethings in the air
A feeling of despair
That can only be fixed
When run my fingers through your hair

I should pray again
Heal my soul
No play pretend 
I truly want to make it okay
I truly want to see you always
I’m the who pushed you away
I can admit that now 
But things will never be the same
But girl I swear I’ll hold

Yeah I swear I’ll hold you down
Wanna hold you close right now

Went Wrong (prod. by  Nowhere Valley)

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produced by chillsebs
Written and Performed by Sage

where we'll go (feat.  Julia Alexa)

the sound of opposition 

Check out wetgropes 
https://www.youtube.com/@wetgropes

Lyrics
I feel their sound at the tip of my toes
I don't know how it reaches my bones
I scream and shout they're taking my soul
To hell
Oh well
(x2)

Keep my cigarette burning 
On the side of the street
There's a darkness lurking 
Some would call it a fiend 
Take your demons out quick
Call my Constantine 

I'm the baddest mother fucker
In the whole damn scene
Rip your mind out
Crawl down
Feast on your spleen
Pull the .45
Or .38 Special with ease
When it's all said and done
Throw your shirt in the breeze

I feel their sound at the tip of my toes
I don't know how it reaches my bones
I scream and shout they're taking my soul
To hell
Oh well

More than a sad man
Lost in a trash land
Miss my old friend
Solo the last stand
Burning the mansion
Leaving the man in
Crossing a line
I murder a bad scam

I feel their sound at the tip of my toes
I don't know how it reaches my bones
I scream and shout they're taking my soul
To hell
Oh well

Rattle My Soul (Prod. By wetgropes)

how do you get to know a stranger based on dirty rumors?

go check out wetgropes
www.youtube.com/@wetgropes

(Lyrics)
What's my deal
Guess I'm mad
Don't know why
Where's my dad
He's an ass
It's what they say
I guess they're right
But cant he change?
Many years I've been told
All the transgressions
Of old
Manipulate
Fill the plate
And make me feel like I belong
Make me feel like I belong

They tell me how
I don't make sense
I'm too young to give a shit
I guess I was
But now I'm sad
I feel it all
Rush from my past
I know I should
Get over it
But when I do
I feel like shit

Cause damages
I didn't know
Like to rise
Put on a show
A memory
A tragic game
Will I win
Or give my name
I don't know
I won't know
Where to go

And I've been holding tight
Knowing that my brain just isn't right
Walking for mile might change my mind
But when I get back home I feel the fight
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm getting bored of all of this
Rushing to my core
I guess I'm just supposed to live with this

Too Young To Care (Prod. by wetgropes)

A song about the 80s... Or its a story about the fact that we all at some point dwell in the past but as long as we realize that every day is a new day we can get back to our future selves. Or something.. Idk..  Lyrics down below.

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@vileskyx

She’s a little dancing queen
Doing LSD
Watching my TV

Listening to David B
On my Walkman C
Ignoring everything 

Splash town
Water bed
Live and Die 
Counterfeit 
Where we going
I don’t know
Never ending 
Willow grows
Castle in the sky
Will show
See my Neighbor Totoro
Fell into a grave
Watch the fireflies at play
Yeah

Tomorrow I’ll sit all alone
Play some Mario
While I smoke a bowl
Again
Lately I’ve been feeling strange 
About this place
Am  I in a maze
Again

Sometimes it’s too much
Mini skirts and lust
Kitten heels and brunch
Let’s get back to the future 

Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 
Oh oh oh
Let’s get back to the future 

One more day
That’s all I need
Stay awake
I’ll catch my dream
Still so lost
Inside a club
Where pain stems from
other blood
I’ve been separated 
There’s no explanation 
Thoughts that I created

Turn on The Lights, I’m In Back To The Future (Prod. by Vilesky x)

There’s a special kind of pain when the people and places you know and love no longer exist. This mysterious song explores absence and longing.

A Country That Doesn't Exist

Week 2

lyrics:

its been a while
man I swear that youre the
only thing that makes me smile
you come around and
set my world on fire
and I like that
and when you smile
it feels so good to know that
everything will be alright
man i hope and pray that we'll be together
for a minute for a while for forever
 
its starting to feel like
im caught in your headlights
if somebody ask me
i tell them youre dead right
im there in a snap. i got your back
youll be my trophy, i got you a plaque
i'll play with your hair while youre taking a nap
i dont wanna kick it with nobody else like
after a long stay
you're coming right back
we'll make it some day
a story like that
girl youre more than i could ever ask for
more than i could ask for

When You Smile (prod. ghetto wizard)

Just doing me or whatever
 

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Too Young To Care (Prod. by wetgropes)

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