upload as much as you want bro ❤️ love u

Emotions gettin played with. so much passion vrotha

Hold my hand
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Hold my hand
I need
some guidance
I need
Reliance
Still a kid in my bones like
Overthinking my whole life
9-5 kill my soul
Don't want to do what I'm told
I remember playing all day
Couldn't take a wrong way
Now I'm older
Push that boulder
It's September already
Now the summers' soon ending
My flame smolders
Getting colder

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown

But I never said it was easy
I'm waiting for death to come free me
I pray that this winter don't freeze me
There's levels to life like a Avicii
The king of my mind like Medici
I'm human, can't help but be greedy
I know that this world doesn't need me
I don't let it make me uneasy
Can't go back I know my own fate
I've tried to run but can't sedate
These feelings I've always felt
Inactions add up to hell
I can't help but to rebel
I'm stuck inside a cell

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Hold my hand

Lyrics:
i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

i just sleep, i just sleep, all the time now
staying low, make a peep, homicide now
i can't speak about what's on my mind now
except to these songs and my baby she mine now

i feel like im crazy, im based in my mind now
i'm pacing the corners like shadows in hideout
i'm up and i'm down, when i smile i frown
i'm a mime now, i'm a clown now, i'm a raven in the ground

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

Darling

darling

Yeah im all good yeah
Just in the wrong dimension
I think my brain in a recession
Lost soul and im payin a pension

You never know when youll be in the sunset
The ocean waves and i dont look back at it
Im finna die and theyll all laugh at it

Im rolling in the dirt i kinda like it
Smokin on that gas and its super explicit
Dont tell my parents theyll think im a misfit
Fuckin up my life like im wearing a rabbit
Fuckin on your bitch and i think that she likes it


fucking up this shit, ima crash, im the pilot
always do my best, then i fail, thats how life is
wish i could remember all the shit that i might miss
lost up in my mind now i be sitting here in silence

in this world man dont wanna be there
i just cope with it, but its not fair
i dont feel no change in the air
im not safe here, not anywhere

im stuck here tryna get out now
i tried hard but then i found out
they locked me up, and im down now
i used to smile but i frown now

i used to swim but i drown now
i used to sing but i bow out
i used to care what they said of me
but now i dont give a shit, thats how its supposed to be

i think im just lost in this dimension
i think ill panic at the slightest mention
of who i am and if i learned any lessons
dont make me think back, it just got me messed up

Wrong Dimension (feat. HKFiftyOne)

lyrics:
i dont know whats real anymore and i dont know if i care
and i know i dont mean nothing, im just silence in the air
while i lay and sleep and im thankful that youre there
while you ebb and flow like the tide at which i stare

i keep getting lost in my dreams
i panic and choke and i break at the seams
i need to speak up, i got no mouth to scream
i got tape on my lips, i got nails through my teeth

and they got your hands tied while they put me to sleep
i just want to wake up but im up already
so ill go back to sleep in the hope that i dream
im finally safe, in the morning we'll see

used to sleep on the floor, stare the ceiling on my back
im a fiend for the chores thatll get me back on track
its a blur, now im here, got no money left to stack
im a lonely bedroom person, man thank god i lost my mac-9

fuck you mean? im just me, for the last time
let me be, in the depths got a landmine
if you keep adding weight, its a landslide
im not here, im a ghost, man what am i

every night im drowning in the trap that i have made
pinned down to the floor its like a vat of melted brain
better call me Jigsaw way i engineer this pain
but its all just toward myself im strapping up and taking aim

im tying my hands, im priming the gears
the door is locked shut, im facing my fears
a bag on my head, i can only hear
the sound of myself, the scream in my ear

the smell of the corpses, my previous lives
my body's a vessel, get drained everytime
i ran out of blood, im getting dry
my enemy is me inside

Reverse John Kramer

reverse john kramer (prod midnightblueeyes)

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

lyrics : 

you’re right im smokin 
n starvin 
it makes the pain go away regardless 
cuz in my mind i’m a fuckin goddess 
you can’t bring me down i’m flawless 

everyone round me don’t say nothing 
they say blah blah blah 
stop the frontin 
i say whatever i want 
cuz it’s bullshit 
at the end of the day they ignorin

they ignorin 
ignorin 

it makes the pain go away 
i wish i died yesterday 
i don’t wanna see my face
it makes me sick 
makes me think bout you 


i choke it up i throw it up i pour it up  light the blunt smoke it up fuck it up eh 


& they don’t say nothin 
& they don’t say nothin

dead girl walking (prod.branwen)

just uploading some stuff that never made it to soundcloud <3

lyrics: i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

you’re so far
i’m stuck in the middle of the hardest part
accepting the distance
mending a broken heart

i trusted a little too much
love lost
but i’m still feeling bitter
so the loves not gone
cause i’m still fucking thinking bout
the shit you on

wonder what you’re doing now
but we don’t talk
i guess i see the reason now cause 
i’m so caught up
fucked up and missing you 

i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

spotify

i'm scared

I wrote this song during the hardest year of my life. It took me years to finish it, i'm glad i can share it now. I hope y'all feel it. <3

there ain't no going back w/ thebreathingbackwards

what can you do

caving in (hurt for something)

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

IS   /   AC   /   LBZ
still trying to learn how to be human

rest easy @deco-slush

hmu for engineering/features/beats.
best way to reach me is my twitter or email

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