THIS IS NOT A SONG THIS IS A MENTAL BREAKDOWN (PROD. CRMSYN)

Tell me what you want to hear<3
I hate how I want him here next to me so I can kiss him💀
My mood- deeply in love with him🥰  <3happy bc ik she’s in a better place<3 love you ma wish u were here../// in pain bc my family is watching me suffer alone <3
If I’m not online for a year.. it’s probably bc I’m gone. Not like they would care yk? People make me hate this place <3 
“They say you ain’t hubby type but I dont care, I want you”🤭 
I’m never going to forgive my dad for the shit he did to me, he has to live with it. Maybe one day he’ll regret what he did to me

Hi! I’m Elijah. My pronouns are she/her
            —————   Abt me ————-🤭
age- you gotta earn it🥰

Crush-don’t got one<3

T/b/s- SWITCH OFC😚

Single/taken: taken by mr. pierce<3 his laugh is everything 

I have a son- his name is royal pierce<3 

I’m POLY AND GUESS WHAT IDC IF U HATERS HATE ME YOU CAN ALL EAT A BAG OF DICKS <3  
          ————-likes————
Pain
Pink flowers 
My hubby<3
Lilli🤭🤭
Kenneth <3
Scream..
Weed:)
       ————-DISLIKES————-
MY BROTHER (jk love you cj)
My mother and father
My sisters (JK LOVE YOU VANNNA LOVE You SAGE💀)
Mean ppl
Ppl who treat me like shit *coughs* my ex *coughs*
My body:]
And ofc I hate k.. she’s a bitch

       ————That’s all————
-How’s life at home?- AWFUL :)

Im covering my ears like a kid when my ex yells at me <3

https://buddymeter.com/quiz.html?q=icwbGDn

You are beautiful, invincible.don’t let no one ever tell you different. Don’t let no one ever stop you shine in the night. You are a diamond I need in this life. You have a purpose. I just wanna tell you that you are really worth it. I also wanna to tell you that yes you do deserve to have better days filled without hurting 

When they finally turn white YK YK😰🙂

💫✨🌠𝕋𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕝𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕚 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕗𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕕𝕚𝕖. 𝕊𝕝𝕚𝕥 𝕞𝕪 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕒 𝕓𝕦𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟. 𝕋𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕝𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣 𝕚 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕚 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕙𝕚𝕥 𝕓𝕪 𝕒 𝕔𝕒𝕣.🌠✨💫


DOES SHE EVER SHUT UP ABT DYLAN ITS ALWAYS “OM* HE DID THIS HE DID THAT, HE LOVES ME” “he’s so pretty” HE LOVED ME FIRST FOR 2 FUCKING YEARS 
IDC HE WAS MINE FIRST HE LEFT ME FOR YOU FUCK YOU K🖕it’s like I don’t even know you k… how could you…

I WISH I COULD HATE YOU FOR BREAKING ME  AND CALLING IT LOVE🖕

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／ >❤️ Want this?...

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❤️< \ Too bad, It dosent know how to love

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❤️< \ it dosent work but ok

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／ >❤️ hands over and breaks*

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／ v v/ welp i knew no one loved me😟

𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮

ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴀ ꜱʟᴜ*ᴛ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ; ꜱʜᴇꜱ ᴀ ᴠɪʀɢɪɴ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇɢɴᴀɴᴛ ɢɪʀʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀᴇᴇᴛ; ꜱʜᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ʀ@ᴘᴇᴅ. ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʟᴀᴍᴇ; ʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ. ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ; ꜱʜᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴜꜱ3ᴅ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ꜰᴀᴛ; ꜱʜᴇꜱ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ʜɪꜱ ᴜɢʟʏ ꜱᴄᴀʀꜱ; ʜᴇ ꜰᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ. ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ; ʜɪꜱ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴅʏɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ; ɢᴜᴇꜱꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ? ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ! ᴘᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀɢᴇ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴꜱᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ

"I𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙗𝙡@d𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨, 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚, 𝙘𝙧!𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙜00d 𝙚𝙣0ug𝙝, 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙤𝙛 𝙨3l𝙛 h@𝙧𝙢, 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙩@𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 profile page. 𝙇𝙚𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙪𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚."(reposted)

Vent-
When I was 11 years old I had a suicide note and a bottle of pills.. and slits on my wrist.. I don’t plan on being here that much longer yk- they made a mistake meeting me.. 

“I shouldn’t have to be the bigger person” fuck all of my exes:) 

someone said to me “I love you (dead name)” and I said “well every time you come near me i flinch, so tell me is hurting someone you love, love?”
 If you actually read this shit, all you need to know is…PRZEPRASZAM PRZEPRASZAM PROSZĘ WYBACZ MI, KOCHAM CIĘ

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THIS IS NOT A SONG THIS IS A MENTAL BREAKDOWN (PROD. CRMSYN)

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