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PiT GANG ! 2019
@NAMESNOTANDY
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Baddest Witch Of The West

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BADDEST WiTCH OF THE WEST (PROD. ME)

DARLING WON'T U COME AND SAVE ME!

Lyrics:

LAY DOWN
BREATHING THIN AND
FADING OUT
TUNNEL VISION SETTING IN
WONT TURN MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
BREAK DOWN
SCREAM AT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AROUND
IT HASNT GOTTEN EASIER
JUST LEARNED TO PUT UP WALLS 
WHO KNEW YOUD BE THE ONE THE REAPER'D CHOOSE
IVE HARDLY BEEN SOBER SINCE I GOT THE NEWS
STARTED TO HATE THE WORLD IT DONT MAKE SEANCE
SECLUDE MYSELF FROM ALL MY FRIENDS
FINALLY REALIZE THERES SO MUCH I CAN LOSE
FADE AWAY
BOARDING UP YOUR ROOM PUTTING YOUR THINGS AWAY
KEEP PIECES OF YOU SAFE AND HIDDEN
MY HEAD FEELS LIKE ITS AT WAR
DEATH IS DEATH NO DEATH IS DISSIMILAR
POST TRAUMA ANXIETY IM INSECURE
SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN WITHOUT A REASON
I SHUT MYSELF AWAY THIS SEASON
YOULL BE THERE IN MY DREAMS I WONDER 
WELL ALWAYS HAVE THAT ENDLESS SUMMER
THE WAY YOURE LOOKING NOW ISNT THE SAME AS IT WAS THEN
WHO KNEW AT 21 ID LOSE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIEND
I FEEL YOUR HANDS GETTING COLDER
YOUR HEART BEAT GOT SLOWER
IS THIS GETTING OLDER?
FOND MEMORIES OF YOU IN MY MIND
IN OUR HEARTS WE KEEP YOU ALIVE
EVERY TIME I GET DOWN AND SAY FUCK LIFE
YOULL BE IN THERE JUST TO HELP STEER ME RIGHT

Laydown

I STILL KISS HER CORPSE.

I've been in a truly dark place, to the point where the flame from my lighter was the only light i had...

why do u lie when u look into my eyes. When u know that I'm right so sick of playin these games. Everything that i could possibly do, I did it all for u and I endured all the pain. U say that u hate me then u say that u love me, u make fun of my lisp, goddamn im so insecure. Where did u go u went off in my car I told u to come back. U came home smellin like him. 
U the type, u the type. U the type to go hoe around and take my soul. U the type, u the type. U the type to fuck the whole town for some blow. 
Why do i stay, goddamn I care too much. Was I just a fuck or did u really love me? So I guess thats it now im back to square one, now im back in this rut. Who gives a fuck about me. Ill give u my word and Ill make sure that I keep it. Ill fall from the earth Ill be who u want me to be. Once again u know I try and I try. I try to get by fuck it i guess ill stay clean 
U the type, u the type. U the type to go hoe around and take my soul. U the type, u the type. U the type to fuck the whole town for some blow.

uthetype... ft. (Kado)

Vampire Shawdy

PROD BOYFIFTY

what would i do if i didnt have you
now your gone girl i can't have you
and now your gone girl
now ur gone
and now i gotta make another song
i just want attention (wait) 
i be feelin low feeling 
feel like descending
smile for the camera but im pretending
i aint got no love no affection
i had to get back up
every time i fall i straighten up
when im down ain't nobody help me up
when im up everybody show me love
they forgot i could do everything 
i dont need no friends, money or a diamond ring
ill pick you over anything
the money doesnt mean shit to me
wasn't shit b4 until i made beats
got some money and some bucks for my family
i put my back towards the fame
n they still hate me
i just made a bag yeah i made it
i don't really know
why still hatin
i was lonely in school
so i started dating
wasn't making money 
so i started making
i was scared of the truth
but i had to face it
if one day i make it they gon ask me for my soul
but i aint never goin down that road
when i look into the mirror
i see rival
had to wipe it just see clearer

Gone Girl (Prod. Boyfifty)

prod. nxcturnal
mix/master/vox [blvckehart, vqcant]



love you guys 

lyrics:
You choose a gray love
Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, but it's all in your mind
I sleep with my pain in my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Staring my death
Straight in the face
Gaze off the bridge with the pain in my brain
Signal is switched off to powerless
Showering down
Shroud full of darkness
Hourglass pourin'
Hoping my life would not jump off that terrace
Hoping my life would not break off in edges
Loosing my sanity, panicking
Praying for something to take me to heaven
But God isn't answering
Where is our God?
Where is my feelings they're all fucking gone
Trapped in my mind but I'm so fucking lost
Hopeless demoted
My shit's fucking blowing the pot up and open
Hoping my life doesn't end with the barrel or potions
Nauseous
I'm slumping my posture is gone with my happiness

I need some help with the way that I'm running my life
I need some sleep when I go lay in bed every night
Insomniac pledging his life towards a dream
Hoping my mind would connect all the seams
Split and I'm fraying
Decaying enslaved in a wave of dysphoria
Uh
Wake up to nothing my days push together
Evading my room wit my pain on my sweater
Chasing my mind and a dream
I won't have either they both always leaving
Beating my fists to the wall
Blood on knuckles to stop what I've thought
Tears on my face
Dead in my brain
There is no point to keep rapping this way
Killing myself through these words
Tired of trying to help all the hurting

Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, But it's all in your mind
I sleep with the pain and my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Black and shameful
Gray Love
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You choose the gray love
The black and shameful

GRAY LOVE w/ blvckehart

you never needed me. (ft. 0kayMK)

GREY CULT/SHADOW CREW— GRIME CULT — CERTAIN EVIL
[ig: @kixxiv]

[all beats, unless labeled otherwise, are produced by me]

DARLING WON'T U COME AND SAVE ME!

k.xxiv