Drown Me in Vibes

Cover art by: www.instagram.com/alkmerlin/
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Wisdom Quote: There is only one happiness in this life, to love and be loved.

Then Do It

PARANOIA

song: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats/altura
follow: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats
Coverart: made by me, tried to recreate my phone

Deciding if I should drop the rest of the songs I have. Still unsure.
edit 1/2/17 
i did drop them lmaoo 
https://soundcloud.com/llamawav/sets/letters-never-sent

[lyrics]
She aint steal no heart but she steal them souls 
She got me runnin off the hills and i cant no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright and the mold dont grow 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your loving but now i want it even more 
But it aint never meant be
So i staay sleeping hoping that i catch this dream
I wanna lay in a meadow will it stay green?
I wanna breathe air, without that carbon emission 
Not a man on a mission but a man with vision 
Who wants to see all his children but i be stuck in this fiction 
Imprisoned maybe if i took the time to believe in religion
I wouldn't be so stressed but i got shit on my mind
what happens after i die does time keep going and going
Like Idk where im going 
I see the water it flowing 
So im taking dip but this current dont shift and its a long way down 
I just wanna find myself in this thing called sound
Sometimes i hear this ring 
Like when an angel sings
I don't feel displeased
But then the storms come in 
And when it rains it pours  
I be hiding my tears inside this phone
I wanna keep it movin’ but i cant no mo
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold 
Where the uh colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh uh 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your lovin 
But that ship has sunken and now im searching for something
So i, wonder what wanderer would do in his finals moments
Probably be sippin on something potent 
And when he dies they finally notice
Hes a poet, they bring me back and relive all my greatest moments
In yo hands forever hold em
You kept me gold for the price of my soul 
 im at an all time low 
But i remember the flow 
Where i be dancing and grooving
Life lesson, i am her student 
So im just keeping it moving it
And i dont care what you doing as long as We Keep it movin
The rhythm imma pursue it until i cant  no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh
i wanna go, i wanna go..

for someone who won't feel the same [prod. MiddleEast]

Listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/49Q8TIMlAhkWItGCT9HlFC?si=1QKaT78NTsCib64mJ8WOHw

Written, produced and recorded by me.  Same with the flute.

Lyrics:
You are the type of girl that's open about everything
I have a hard enough time relaying my feelings
It's not a good idea to tell you how I feel 'bout you
Break everything and separate us is the only thing it would do

*Chorus*
You'll never find out (2x)
what goes through my head when you pass by
or the feelings in my chest when you say hi
or when you talk about your day and i talk about mine
You'll never find out (2x)
All the sad nights you put me through
Cause I know I'll never have a chance with you
but I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
**

I try to take these thoughts and throw them all away
Because there's no point in feeling emotion if it ruins your day
Even if I wanted your love, I don't want the fallout
I'd rather feel nothing at all than feel like i'm falling down

*chorus*

You'll Never Find Out

Written by: Reed Pake & paper latte
paper latte's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/paperlatte
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/playfulryan
Mixed/Mastered by: Blindsightmix & John Garcia
Album Cover by: Nick O'Neil

Breathing Canvas (feat. paper latte) - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

Breathing Canvas (feat. paper latte) [prod. Playful Ryan]

feat. @chriswrightotj and @toccimc
add vocals. @atwoodotj
prod. @ibr
mix. @ibr
art. me


Lyrics:
Headhaunter

Let the door rust off the hinges, shake the droplets off/
then fall asleep to the sounds of wailing sirens and those barking dogs/
I couldn't know that marked a box, droplets of blood on her polka dots/
had to replace that soaked red bandage, out a phantasm I broke the locks/
dead language bargains, dust-swept chasms, parking lots/
illusions shatter and coat the car, swerve off cliffs, land on the rocks/
carbon monoxide exhaust, lost for a long time I walked/
through oblong doorways in a post-apocalyptic honor system/
jungle rotten frostbit king, I talk in automated responses/ 
all withdrawals are taken out wasp nests, debit cards are veiled in thick cobwebs/
no contest, watch the flakes of ash out the window/
see the shapes amass shouting signals, ain't no way to back down and dip out/
the trap door, take out the hacksaw, act four, director says action/
I'm back on set, wide angle lens, see the lights flash on with the cameras, wait, hang on/
this is a trick, misdiagnosis and mysteries go hand in hand/
we step on permafrost, my world's the wrong side up with barren land/

Chris Wright & Atwood

I have a hard Time telling
Can’t get higher like a felon
Broke boy dreams what I’m selling
No take backs like yo girl
Don’t take shots with a pellet
My sound kinda like a relic
Never there for you but you felt it
Take a little step in my world

Tocci

Milly Rock then I roll like Elvis
Bitch clean yallssmell like shellfish
jawline clean I just can't help it
Kill the show we man we cant help it
every second is another selfie from a groupie bitch trying to hop a ride
but they hiding gas money acting like everythings always free in life
Bitch get off
Talking bout these copycats
I'm more focus where the fuck my socks are at
Got bed head with the jew fro
keep the time like hugo
Bitch get off where you when roaches were in my cereal
Now these roaches acting all cheerio
leaving roaches all on my centerfold

My World (ft. Chris Wright & Tocci)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3j2vsBxYz2W03gdUAN0acB?si=1oSOSZ9lQSmNdSnEZ0irgw

feat. @isabellafortuna
prod. @masked-man-peace

[Verse 1: Isabella Fortuna]
my head in the stars my heart nearly healed
till I got caught up in your magnetic field 
you stared right into the depths of my soul 
you drew me slowly into your black hole
i’m fragile to touch eager to love 
it got too much 
the sky up above was caving in 
my universe was paper-thin

[Verse 2: marc]
I ain't really tryna fall so I get high 
using music as my armor to get by 
used to look up at the stars in the night sky 
now I only see the dark in my damn mind
see she used to steal hearts she's an ex-bandit 
till she got her heart broken and her self damaged 
science tells that the universe is expanding 
maybe we could find balance on the Next planet 
shake when I'm standing, hurts and I'm anxious 
got my head spinning like the earth on its axis 
and I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe me and you could wander in the cosmos

I see the stars in the yolk of your eyes 
I feel fingernails in the flesh of my thighs 
you have me lightheaded, hands threaded
through your hair I’m caught in your stare
do you see my galaxies 
what I believe, what I perceive
I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe you and me could 
wonder in the cosmos

[Hook: marc] x2
Blasting off on a rocket going who knows where 
Saw a planet and a comet baby you don't care 
well if home is where the heart is 
and I'm really being honest 
there ain't nothing that can stop us
we can stay right here

*i do not own the artwork*

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cosmic emotions w/ isabella fortuna (prod. masked man)

Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022
Engineered by: https://soundcloud.com/demxntia, Blindsightmix & John Garcia
Cover Art by: twitter.com/a1icat_

Lyrics:

Hook:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I dont know what to do
No i don't know what to do at all

Verse 1:
The walls I live and breathe in between I’m the inmate and the warden of/
It's lit to be dim and bleak like the place is all boarded up/
‘Cause the drapes to my windows are like the pall to a coffin/
As I await to disintegrate in this hall that I’m locked in/
And so much time has allotted for me, it’s hard to believe/
When I got to this occupancy, I thought I'd not wanna leave/ 
But now I’m scratchin’ and clawin’ when I’m passin' every single wall/ 
And lashin’ at anyone at all who’s just askin’ me to be calm/
In my place of residence, used to say it was heaven sent/
Goin’ out of my way to decorate and then I’d freshen it/ 
To make it remain elegant, but now I’m like “hell with it”/
As I stay negligent and watch it decay to a skeleton/
Of what it was in the past, I hardly can stomach that/
I'm reluctant to pack my bags, when it’s been nothin’ but drab/
And if time I could run it back, I would’ve done it in a snap/
But I can't recover half of a decade stuck in this pad/

Hook 2:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I don't know where to go
No i don't know where to go at all

Verse 2:
If I make a break & escape this place, I dunno where I'd go/
So I lay awake and I ruminate all the faces I know/
That are pacin’ the globe while I'm stayin' complacent at home/
‘Cause I rather stay in repose than be astray and alone/
So when my neighbors don’t want me to be involved in their gatherings/ 
And my thin walls are rattlin’ from the shit song they’re blastin’/
I start contactin’ some locals, hopeful they want to kick back/
And I get a no though, they’re all at the social next door where it’s happenin’/
I used to always think this was the place I was meant to be/
And I made myself believe it was and wasted so much energy/
Yeah, but I’m still holdin’ out hope/
That what I invested will be manifested, but I feel and know that it won’t/
So, how will I cope, with what my dream has amounted to/
And no one’s here to listen, so the walls are what I shout into/
Always lookin’ in my mirror when I’m in my powder room/
Thinkin’ of a day that I can get out of this house of blues/

Hook 3:
It's all i've ever known,
but it never feels like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i cannot leave
This empty house of blues
Does it feel the same for you? oh..

House of Blues - Single

House of Blues (feat. demxntia) [prod. garrett.]

shoutout @soradotwav he's one of the most talented people on this platform PLEASE check him out!!! this is another experimental track for the new sound i'm trying to get, so be patient while I polish my work ! love y'all so much!

LYRICS//
https://genius.com/Kyaru-stay-awake-lyrics

✨🍂 SPOTIFY/ETC🍂 ✨

stay awake (feat. sora.wav)

feat. @atwood
prod. @officialbiosphere and @citygrl
mix. @atwood
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:

I can't seem to say a word but i hope that you see the message in my eyes
And i know this sounds absurd but girl i still feel our connection in the silence
I'm mumbling around you
You still hang around me
I love that i found you
But i just cannot speak
In the presence of a goddess 
Girl i think you keep me quiet
And i like it

Oh man, I think it's love at first sight
I hope I dream the same scenario that runs through her mind
I've got the wherewithal to play it out, take her out to outer space
I've planned the date down to a science, while her eyes just, how you say, uhh

nevermind, I'm trying to say she's something else
she manipulates my glacial heart, that her tongue could melt
I'm hunkered down in bunkers 'round a lovely battlefield
my safety's on, but all the butterflies still flutter out the gun barrels

I think a cat got my.. what's it called
we had locked eyes once and you could cut the tension with uh, something sharp
tons of sparks and other smart metaphors formed between us
in uncharted territory, need to procure some visas

like those triangle things in Giza, so visually stunning/
I'm a sucker for that uhh colored hair and her lips are so lovely
like the damn, what's the word, her freckles like stars that speckle the sky or something
I don't know I think my mind is buffering, I'm just speechless

Hook

You've got the. .touch.. of. a million angels
A pill i take to levitate to go higher than rainbows

A.... a.... no I've got it on the tip of my tongue hold on

Oh! And you're an angel
Okay hang on
I know that wasn't very charming but
Your alabaster keys strike the strings of my heartbeat
And make me stop and think, well. .not think.. i mean partly
But i just cannot seem to find something that hits the mark
How'd this even start?
Maybe i should buy a teleprompter
Type out all my sentences ahead of time
Finesse these awkward situations
But maybe that wouldn't be genuine
And I'd begin to slip into a state of charted destinations
A place so far away from yesterday's cathartic stasis
Guess it's hard to say that when my tongue's tied I still feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me uhhhh

Speechless w/ Atwood (prod. biosphere & City Girl)

Written by: Reed Pake
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/wetdaytimetable/
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/saintkales
Mixed/Mastered by: John Garcia

Lyrics:

Hook:
Never wanna be confined, be confined, be confined 
Wanna color out the lines, out the lines, out the lines/  
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
All I see is grey/
Eyes used to glisten with life, but I feel like that’s died/
Wishin’ for a better life, one where I’m not gettin’ dried/
Out of all ambition, what I’m missin’ is a little light/
Out of my window pane/

Verse:
Back when I was a kid I would sit and dream/
By my window seat listening to the winter breeze whistling/
With nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
All I’d need was a bit of ink to link with my mind and free/
Myself from my identity, shed my body and fly with ease/
Or become the mightiest king or a hero fighting enemies/
Whoever I’d pretend to be, it never felt pretend to me/
Whether I was an an entity zippin’ beyond infinity/
Or in a different century solvin’ a murder mystery/
I could escape my boredom that tended to be a trend for me/
But when I was scolded for livin’ in my mental imagery/
I let myself get molded into something that isn’t me/
‘Cause I was told it was time to rid of kiddish sensibilities/
And I let that shit get to me, ‘till I met all my friends, ya see/
They helped inspirit me and bring back what appeared to be/
That old energy back when I had nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
And pushed me not to dream to live, but rather to live to dream/

Hook:
Never will I be confined, be confined, be confined 
Coloring out of the lines, out the lines, out the lines
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
Great array of shades/
Eyes are glistenin’ with life, knowin’ who is  by my side/
Couldn’t have a better life, everything is feelin’ right/
Ambition and a mission, always see me up and beamin’ bright/
Out of my window pane/

Live to Dream (feat. JUAN) [Prod. TSII) - Single

Live to Dream (feat. Juan) [prod. TSII]

ukulele by https://soundcloud.com/pl4netgirl
prod and mix by me
(i suk at mixing srry not srry i needa save money)
cover art by @passive155 on twitter
master by https://soundcloud.com/biskwiq

Love Me Not Love Me Now w/ planet girl

flirt

prod. by @biskwiq & @geo_1022
mixed by me
additional vocals by @geo_1022

Follow me on social media:
insta: instagram.com/iamatwood
twitter: twitter.com/atwoodotj

Lyrics:

Ace in the pocket
I pray that it's not a flush
Pacing and walkin
You say that it's not enough
Well hey what about this 
Stay for a while and trust
Baby we could try a little bit of living for a minute if you feel it cuz the night is young 
And you were so close to me
Off track, on beat, all over me
I'm so "back in my bag" like groceries
We getting crossed by the neck like rosary 
Woe is me, the coldest g, the whole six pack
Overthinking, hopefully we in that
Open season, sober me would dip back
But that's all just chit chat

Don't you, wanna fall in love tonight
We could roll the dice
Maybe I'm not really thinking
Won't you
Come and try just one last time
Twist your arms in mine
I'm falling faster and faster
Don't you, wanna fall in love tonight
We could roll the dice
Maybe I'm not really thinking
Won't you
Come and try just one last time
Your arms in mine
I should just let you go

Please. .don't. .stop
I still wanna love you tonight
You my track number nine
Another throwaway
Keep these thoughts
Outta my head I still try to deny
That I'm not doing fine
No really I'm okay
I'm under my guise, so typical
I fell out my mind and into you
Never on my side, peripherals
-so abysmal, gotta give it to her
She had me on line so digital
I'm so fuckin fake it's fictional
Hands up in my face
Hands up in my face
Oh god it's so conditional
Think I just need some space
Tell me what's thats gonna take
You're always reading my face
Don't know what I'm really thinking
We used to paint the town
Now i dont make a sound
I cant stand when you're around
Think i gotta let you loose

Don't you, wanna fall in love tonight
We could roll the dice
Maybe I'm not really thinking
Won't you
Come and try just one last time
Twist your arms in mine
I'm falling faster and faster
Don't you, wanna fall in love tonight
We could roll the dice
Maybe I'm not really thinking
Won't you
Come and try just one last time
Your arms in mine
I should just let you go

Gamble

Marionette (prod. Garrett)

This song is about my life and some of the things I've been through. 

Out on all streaming platforms: 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5E7LrMhXw0tqf2OeBgizKH?si=WoNwbdGMRsON1CZIJD4cOA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/napalm-rain-feat-typx-single/1524344943

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/typo_17117
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics: 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Looking in the wrong place
I've been fishing in a bath tub
Answer's in the ocean, that's what being sad does
Past tense, left me feeling damaged
I want to have a future I feel like I can manage
Burnout and you can see my smoke clouds
Building's gonna fall yeah it's really about to go down 
Rebuild me into newer foundations
I can't stand the planet with all of its shaking
In this earthquake, I'm at fault for my mistakes
And I've learned to recognize
Because that's how mom raised me, don't tell me 
I can't feel or that my feelings are worthless
Or that you're ashamed of me because I'm not a surgeon
Why are you mad that I'm my own person 
Why are you sad and see me as burden, I'm not the son you wanted
But I'm trying my best and I lose myself in songs to escape and forget 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Why you'd break the table, to be happy is a fable
Fairy tales aren't real, reality is painful
Violence, but it's all met with silence
I hate the thought of skin being bruised into violets
I wish I could stop my crying
I couldn't ask for help, no I couldn't ask for guidance 
Riots in my head I'm hearing sirens 
I tried to be the perfect son, but it's just tiring 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand
Yeah I'll turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Past anxiety and pain you left for mama and me
Ocean wash the pain turn my nightmares to dreams 
Leave my pain behind for all the fish in the sea
Yeah just let it be, it's all c'est la vie, you can have the remnants 
You heartless machine, you can your deal blows to my self-esteem 
But you can never take what this all means to me 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

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