maybe if you could
remember the last time 
you said that you loved me and
you said we were fine
didnt we say
we knew that it wouldnt
last

why am i hurting
im such a flirt
wish i knew there was a curtain
hiding your dirt

if i saw more than your hair
and your polo shirts
just you, no you.

i know i didnt say
i needed you to stay
but
you left anyway
yeah you threw it away

you held me like clay
you molded away
when i was the vision
i dried out then i decayed

what was it
was i not the fit
was i a burden
was ur love turning
away from me

a part of me
still belongs to you
i’m unlearning
you
just you

i lost myself
to find you
saw you
clearly wanting more

now the bottle is closed
threw your things and your clothes
not you

closure

human.
tender.
queer/trans.
media intellect: film. tv. music.
vibes. chill-wave. hip-hop. rnb. covers. mixes. indie. cumbias.

closure

kyle