Suicide has affected us all in some way or another. Many of those close to me have lost someone close to them in this way, and I see and feel their pain. Being left with unanswered questions, unfulfilled wishes and (perhaps) regrets can make the grieving process even more complicated. I wanted to express these feelings musically and lyrically. My heart goes out to all those affected by suicide.

Lyrics:

This is transient
This is context
Pull the frame back
See the madness that intertwines
to make us whole and connected

I don't know how else to make you see me
I don't know what else to say or do

You are not alone
This will go away
Tried to hold on
But you couldn't stay and I 
I don't know why

What could we have said to make you feel seen?
What could we have done to pull you through?
Maybe you would still be here if only
We knew

This Is Transient

I make weird music that does not need to meet anyone’s expectations. That’s a beautiful and lucky thing. No name-dropping here. Just enjoying a free space to share musical bits.

This Is Transient

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