Name: suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel) by happily sad in Overthinking
Duration: 2 min 48 s
Description: remember that life always works out in the end <3

small fact I want to put out there: Not accepting your child if they come out as a member of the LGBTQ+ and being upfront on how it's wrong and just being homophobic to them in general increase's a suicide attempt by 70%

If your in the US:988 suicide prevention hotline↗

Don't do it,help is always availible
There is always more things to look forward too.It may be rough right now but trust me it will get better.i know from experience.i may just be a girl on internet but i care deeply.i have tried to end my life more than once  but i got over it i can now do the things i always wanted and if you stay you can too.ending your life will just hurt the ones who mean the most to you.heres some things you wont be able to do if you die.find love,exersise,eat,sleep,cook,bake,draw,smile,play instruments,travel,or even hug someone you meet in the future..please dont do it if you die you wont get to see what tomorrow holds..and you wont be able to use this kaomoji if you die (σ^∀^)σ so just keep pushing♡

From, Aiko
To, Hopefully someone who needs it.

Overthinking

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

Gossip Queens v1 (prod.titan)

Stream/Download: https://fanlink.to/wtw

Lyrics:
Welcome to Wonderland, we've got it all
Potions and pastries that make you grow tall
Forests and cottages, castles and cards that can talk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, look where you're at 
Maddest of hatters, the Cheshire Cat
Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks.

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart, oh, Wonderland I love.

Welcome to Wonderland, I'll be your guide
Holding your hand under sapphire skies
Let's go exploring or we could just go for a walk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, where should we go
There's a tea party along down the road
Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song. 

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars 
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

Nothing around here is quite as it seems 
Not sure if anything's real or a dream 
And the only thing sure from the start 
Is the song that's inside of your heart 
Don't let it leave.

If this was a dream, then at least I’ve got
Memories for when morning comes
Now that I must leave with a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

STREAM / DL

Welcome to Wonderland

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Lyrics:

If you see the boy I used to be, could you tell him that I'd like to find him
And if you see the shell that's left of me, could you spare him a little kindness

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

I've tried everything and anything but nothing seems to work quite like it should
Between the madness and the apathy, seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

--humming--

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

Free Download :)

Broken

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Lyrics:
Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a broken traffic light
Blinking softly for an audience of one
A boy finds his comort in the shelter of the night
and stays up until the morning just because

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s an empty parking lot
where he likes to go and look up at the moon
Ask himself where things went wrong and why he feels so caught
And hopes that things start changing someday soon

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a table set for two
Where he’d like to find some company to share
Spends the evening spilling his whole life to someone new
Perfect smile and ribbon in her hair

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a vacant hotel room where he leaves all of his lovers high and dry
Pretends he’s got the thing they want and when he has them fooled 
he crumbles and escapes into the night

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor

art
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sadboyprolific
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8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

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lyrics:
I know you think I got it all figured out but cus
I walk around like my head’s in the clouds but
I’m just boy with his heart pourin' out 
of his head 

I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen and
all of the time I spent being not me and
I hope you know it’s not always happy
 in my head

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
it's so hard

and I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath til I can say
all of the words I want to say 
from my heart

if you really want to I could let you inside
it’s been so long and I’ve got nothing left to hide
would you believe if I told you that I’ve
got flaws

now it’s time to let the curtains unfold and
tell the stories that I didn’t want told yeah
let it out and I unburden my soul
won't stop 

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

chorus
chorus :-)

Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Demo)

remember that life always works out in the end <3

suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel)

"Rise and rise again until lambs become lions” 
― Robin Hood

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• Lyrics

VERSE
Could have been my happy ever after
Living like we’re in a fairy tale
But you and me were more like a disaster
I should have known
Intoxicated by your reputation
I can see the mischief in your eyes
Trusted you despite my reservations
Now I’m alone

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

VERSE
Everybody says that you’re so great, yeah
Walk around like you deserve that gold
But what would happen if they knew the place that
You got it from
I guess that I was just another victim
Someone that you thought that you could play
I had a feeling and I should have listened
Now there’s no us

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

BRIDGE
So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new And then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

Label: @koalakontrol

Robin Hood

sadeyes - tendency

instagram: @cavasoul
artwork instagram: @organict3a

lyrics:

i don’t wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake/ only time i feel of use is when i’m with you in the day/ cherish every single moment before you ever go away/ i know you gotta go but i just wish that you could stay/ yeah you’re all i ever think about even when you’re with me/ you have made my dreams come true like the place called disney/ we could get away i don’t think anyone would miss me/ live in isolation on an island tell me you’ll come with me/ from blue moods to blue skies you change up the weather/ i’ve never ever heard someone tell me to do better/ you just look so good when you’re drowning in my sweater/ all the fun we have is lighthearted like a feather/ every single day i look back on it smiling/ you could call us hoarders all these memories we piling/ watch romantic comedies both of us are bawling/ it’s like i can’t stay on my feet cause i just keep on falling/



last night i had a nightmare/ where i woke up and you weren’t there/ feel like i’m going crazy/ i just need to see you baby/



yeah last night i had a nightmare/ you said you had to go/ you left me in the dust/ except i’m laying on my floor/ i asked myself what i did to make you wanna leave/ i got a text from you saying that you didn’t love me/ anymore/ heartbroken and i don’t know what to do/ all the time and effort that i put into you/ is all wasted and the skies are no longer blue/ i feel anxious i can’t be here i think i need to move/ so i pack up all my things and i put them in the trunk/ trying to forget that i recently got dumped/ now i’m speeding on the highway and the rain is pouring down/ i was feeling scared cause i had to leave my town/ it just felt so real and i just hoped it wouldn’t last/ i’m bracing for impact and the car was coming fast/ life flashed before my eyes you were the last thing i’d see/ but then i woke up and you were there right beside me/

last night i had a nightmare (prod. slowet)

out now on all platforms. 
art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

Sins

Weight On My Shoulders

:): ur local sad boi </3
If you wanna collab or somethin
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suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel)

happily sad

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