Ayooo this slaps, found u out through aotw of OC. Keep it up!

lyrics:

away from your eyes
are you gonna come back home?
i know why you feel alone
when i'm out of sight
who am i living for?
i know why i feel alone

i pick myself off the ground
i want to feel safe right now
but i don't think i know
i don't know how
i want to see all the light
but i can't sleep tonight
i know i don't feel so right
anymore

(chorus)

out of sight

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

just wanna let it go (prod. metlast)

93FEETOFSMOKE - dying in the tub eating eggos (very old)

more alternate versions of my music... raw vocals, chunky metal riffs, grunge, some electronic stuff. I may be little but I love to hit that distortion hard

Krispy Kreme Dream alt version 4

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

Gallows

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

somebody that i wish i knew.

Naïve - @naive_things
hateful - @hatefulbeats

Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by: 
James Hill at Amplified Wax Recording Studio
www.facebook.com/amplifiedwax

better than i was tho (feat. Naïve) (prod. hateful)

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

produced by ciel @cielx
mixed and mastered by lunafreya @notluna
cover art by riley carr

thank you for listening

LYRICS:
dependence got grip on me 
so beat down i cant think right
baby you know you can leave
dont let me hold down your life

why is it so hard
to stay away?
need to keep your space
wish we had time to waste

i dont want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time is running out
lets take a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
that it would end this way

i didnt know how to say goodbye
(say goodbyeee)
endless scrolling just to get you off my mind
(off my miind)

i dont wanna let you go
even though youre leaving tomorrow
can we spend this last night together?
you make hours feel like forever

i didnt want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time has run out, glad
we took a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
it had to end this way

goodbye (prod. ciel)

pavement

youre the one who said i meant the world to u

so you’ve gone away 
but i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room
i’ve never known the words to say 
so i’ve stayed up for a sense of truth
but hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

i want to wait but i still hate what i did 
to prove myself to you
is there still hope that this can change?
i’m wondering what it meant to you
i hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts 
that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

prod/mix/mst by me

‎▶ video

blind in the snow

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

goodbye (prod. ciel)

KYNA

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