prod. caps ctrl (https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997)
feat. kais (https://soundcloud.com/ripkais)

october:

dont tell me goodbye (x8)

just go away leave me alone
dont talk to me when youre stoned
no im not okay youre breaking my bones
and no i cant find a home
im lost in a maze i cry and decay
i get into bed and i die everyday
i get into bed and i cry everyday
i dont deserve the money i make
im a loser and im lazy on the highway 180
gonna swerve off cant save me 
all in hd 1080 say go away 
bitch make me idgaf if you hate me
if i were you i wouldnt date me
coz my head a mess it so crazy
its so crazy im broken
life shattered heart frozen
dont really know where im going
but im prolly gonna blow it
now i cant work and i cant eat
takes too long to go sleep
dont really think you ever loved me
gonna leave me gonna dump me
the first time i drank i was with you
havent talked in years now i miss you
i think my whole life an issue hit ctrl z edit undo
baby can you delete me see me in the grave on the tv
life is done now wont see me end of the game its gg

kais:

im sorry 
that im not the person you thought that i was im useless because 
i cant make u smile like everyone else
im stuck in my mind I know that you cant tell very well
theres three words ill still tell you, even though we dont feel it cus we fell through
i dont even know who u are anymore 
fuck is you talkin bout
you think im fine when you not around 
who do you think I am tryin to change me like baby let go of my hand 
lookin back at all our memories 
tryna find the reason why you cant just let me breathe
girl you got me on my knees
i’ll never replace you
and i wouldnt think of it at all
and im gonna stay true
ill be there when you gonna fall
im really sorry I missed your call
got my back against your wall
i try my hardest give my all
im sorry 
that im not the person you thought that i was im useless because 
i cant make you smile like everyone else
im stuck in my mind I know that you cant tell very well

i dont even know who you are anymore

dont tell me goodbye (feat. kais)

kysoctober